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[ShadowBoi]

Blood)

He nodded "Yep. And probably. I've been lots of places. The city is okay I guess. Lots of hostile cats." he shrugged.

[famouslyNobody.]

Hollowkit | she-cat | kit
A small noise escaped her throat at Blood's response and she adopted a far off look. The kit stared at a blie bird that took off over the camp and out to whatever lay beyond. She instinctively took a step to follow but didn't when she remembered that she was currently in a conversation. Conversations were boring but she knew that she'd have to try to make a friend even if she thought it was pointless. "What do you think Rainstar will name you? Blood seems like a really weird name."

[ShadowBoi]

Blood)

He stared at the weird kit for a second before replying "Well, I would want to keep my name and just have it be Bloodkit. I got my name from something I'm not proud of."

[famouslyNobody.]

Hollowkit | she-cat | kit
She twitched, her eyes shutting quickly and her neck scrunching to the side in a weird way that she couldn't control. It progressively got worse the older she grew and she found it hard to be still for long periods of time. She hopped to her feet when the pain of sitting still finally got to her and she began to shift the weight on her feet nervously. Though, she didn't know that this was abnormal. Most of the things about her she had no idea was different. The fact that she twitched, talked to herself, and her hairless pelt all went over her head. And sometimes... Sometimes she heard voices that didn't belong to anyone. Blood's words shocked her out of her odd behavior and she blinked a couple times, "Ooh, you have a past... Care to share stranger?"

[ShadowBoi]

Blood)

"Um, if you're okay, I guess I could. I wasn't a good cat. I was downright evil. I killed because I didn't know it was wrong.That's how I was raised. To be taught that killing was a game. I found out it was wrong and stopped." he shrugged, tears in his eyes.

[famouslyNobody.]

Hollowkit | she-cat | kit
"Why wouldn't I be okay?" She asked, cocking her impish head to one side as she listened to him. It looked like he was tearing up and her brows furrowed as she brought her spindly tail to his flank in a way that she'd seen other cats do. Why they did it, she would never understand but why not try to imitate them. Instead of saying what any sane cat would say she got this far off look, "What did death look like? What did it feel like to cause it? How did you do it?" The words sounded completely normal to her as if there was nothing wrong with saying them. Her mind had no idea what was okay or not. She couldn't empathize with any cat or know what they were feeling.

[ShadowBoi]

Blood)

He calmed down a little and was surprised by her questions "It felt... like I had power. Fun. I usually did it painlessly with a throat bite or slit. But, now that I know, I feel terrible."

[rocoboq]

[On my phone right now... Expect many mistakes.]

Spottedkit

She looked at Blood sympathetically, but gave Hollowkit a confused look. She didn't understand why she was asking those questions, but Spottedkit figured she had a valid reason. "It's all right, Blood. You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." she said when she saw the tears.

[ShadowBoi]

(Gotta go everyone. Night!)

Blood)

He sighed and nodded, wiping the tears from his face with the side of his paw.

[taako,]

// sorry!! I had a basketball practice to get to...

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Stupid! Stupid, stupid, stupid! You should've draggged yourself back out in the rain and rotted away that day. Heh, definitely would've saved you the embarrassment.

This kind of harsh mental scolding continued for the entirety of the walk back to camp, and it wasn't helping Fawnstep's state of mind in the slightest. She padded a fox length or two behind the other cats, keeping her eyes on the ground while her tail dragged through the dirt behind her. Honestly, she probably shouldn't have been so upset, she'd just let a little bit of genuine emotion show for that moment. That one meaningless moment. She doubted Venomfang had even caught the change in her tone. Fawnstep sighed, coming to a stop and raising her head to speak to the three cats in front of her, "You guys look like you've got everything under control, go on ahead... I'm gonna go take a walk." Without much of a goodbye, the tortoiseshell turned towards the direction of the marsh and swiftly escaped into the brush.