<3Poodles<3 wrote:(Me? Oh I can't help or give advice or can I?)
Anyone can give advice or a kind word<3
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<3Poodles<3 wrote:(Me? Oh I can't help or give advice or can I?)
mim. wrote:Welp, my boyfriend decided a while ago that he's most likely going to go into the military in three years time. He mentioned today that he wants to be married before he goes into the military because he doesn't want to die before he has the chance to marry who he loves. I immediately lashed out at him for talking so casually abosut dying, I feel bad for doing so, but I am so terrified of losing him. I'm shaking. There's such a real threat of him being fatally injured whilst serving. But serving is something he's always wanted. I'm not going to stand in the way if that. It's just one of the scariest thoughts I've ever had.
not a talking cat wrote:My Immortal wrote:I keep trying to sleep but this horribly loud noise in my ears wakes me up. I'm shaking and crying because loud noises are my worst fearDo you have earphones? I suggest you try playing soft music, or maybe try humming yourself to sleep.
wow it took me a while to build up courage to post this |D
angelpal wrote:Great. I'm crying over something stupid again.
My mom plans to throw away my beautiful purple sweater which
I treasure because not only is it my favourite colour but it's also
how I hide myself.
I tried telling her I want to keep it and how special it is to me but
when she looks at my sweater, she see's a dirty piece of trash. She
did tell me I could keep it if I could get the dirt stains out but after
washing it twice I haven't managed to get it out and all I have is
some soap, no washing machine.
Ugh.
I just can't.
angelpal wrote:Great. I'm crying over something stupid again.
My mom plans to throw away my beautiful purple sweater which
I treasure because not only is it my favourite colour but it's also
how I hide myself.
I tried telling her I want to keep it and how special it is to me but
when she looks at my sweater, she see's a dirty piece of trash. She
did tell me I could keep it if I could get the dirt stains out but after
washing it twice I haven't managed to get it out and all I have is
some soap, no washing machine.
Ugh.
I just can't.
angelpal wrote:Great. I'm crying over something stupid again.
My mom plans to throw away my beautiful purple sweater which
I treasure because not only is it my favourite colour but it's also
how I hide myself.
I tried telling her I want to keep it and how special it is to me but
when she looks at my sweater, she see's a dirty piece of trash. She
did tell me I could keep it if I could get the dirt stains out but after
washing it twice I haven't managed to get it out and all I have is
some soap, no washing machine.
Ugh.
I just can't.
ForeverBroken wrote:I feel so empty and broken and worthless, I was crying so hard that I nearly had another heart attack and I couldn't breathe.
Zach. Left.
We weren't dating, but I sure did love him. I was like his little sister and he was so sweet, whenever I felt really bad I'd always go to him and he'd comfort me.
Well, I don't know why I was so stupid but I had to have said something to him because he left. He took everything from inside of me and left. He just walked out of the door, just like everyone else.
I don't feel like going to the national horse show anymore, I don't feel like leaving my room, I don't feel like eating, I don't feel like talking to anyone (even though all of my friends won't talk to me), I don't feel like doing anything, I just want to wake up from this nightmare.
I'm never going to love anyone else again, that's the second person, the first one was Mason but not only did he leave but he ... and sometimes I even have nightmares of looking for him in the sky or looking for his grave but [instead] being trapped or something awful.
I feel just so useless now, I feel so awful, I feel sick to my stomach, my head is beginning to hurt, I'm just so done with everything I'm so sick of my life getting so much worse. My own dog hates me, I don't even do anything but pet him and he hates me. I just feel so awful about myself, I can't believe he left what the heck do I do?
I wish I could just write "I'm sorry" sixty zillion thousand times or something, I want to tell him I didn't mean anything, but that's not going to work, I wish I could run over to him and say how much I'm sorry, but he won't listen, of course he won't, and it's my fault, and I'm stupid for it. I deserve all of this pain anyway, of course I do.
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