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[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

I've been trying to keep in contact with a "friend" on skype but all of a sudden they reply quite angrily saying they didn't reply because my attempts were lazy.. Well at least I tried at all.. And it's Skype, not an email or snail mail letter. Sure I used 1-2 words but we haven't conversed in a while and I can't think of anything to talk about nor recall what we used to talk about thanks to my amnesia.. This friend seemed so upset Im afraid to mention my amnesia as he'd see it as an excuse..

[aurora❅lights]

Today is my worthless birthday.
Not even my friends said hi to me.
They're all online, I mean...
I know I'm not that important,
and that I probably sound like a snot
right now, but I just seriously already
miss them so much and now the space
between us is even bigger.
I don't really care about it being my
birthday, I only want my friends back.
But I'm such a damn idiot that I guess
that isn't going to happen. I want
to die...

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

Today is my worthless birthday.
Not even my friends said hi to me.
They're all online, I mean...
I know I'm not that important,
and that I probably sound like a snot
right now, but I just seriously already
miss them so much and now the space
between us is even bigger.
I don't really care about it being my
birthday, I only want my friends back.
Back I'm such a damn idiot that I guess
that isn't going to happen. Ugh, I want
to die...

Firstly you are not an idiot people arnt perfect but its human we all make mistakes and that is natural so never think for a moment you are any worse than someone else because quite frankly your beautiful and wonderful in every way I know how it feels to be lonely and things do escalate quickly and makes you stressed but take a deep breath and just remember that good things come to those who wait and even though they may not say happy birthday to you now maybe they will later and if they don't then they don't deserve such a brilliant and fantastic person to be their friend however never think that you are alone and you have to stick with just those few friends there are so many wonderful people out there and yes it may be hard and never the same to make a new friend I have a personal experience with this currently as I have to make more friend for college but I think of it like this life is like a bus ride you stah with a few people to there next stop they leave but others get on and perhaps you don't have to go alone when it comes to your stop I hope this helps keep your chin held high because your amazing and wonderful in every way I hope this helps and I wish you the most fantastic and brilliant birthday and if you need to talk my pm box is always open ps: if I spelled anything wrong I'm sorry I'm on my phone posting is hard D:

[Thalassic]

Just need to make it trough the week
Things have to get better then
Right?
At least that's what I've been telling myself
I don't know what I'd do if it doesnt get better
I'm so tired

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

I've been trying to keep in contact with a "friend" on skype but all of a sudden they reply quite angrily saying they didn't reply because my attempts were lazy.. Well at least I tried at all.. And it's Skype, not an email or snail mail letter. Sure I used 1-2 words but we haven't conversed in a while and I can't think of anything to talk about nor recall what we used to talk about thanks to my amnesia.. This friend seemed so upset Im afraid to mention my amnesia as he'd see it as an excuse..

Firstly don't blame yourself for there actions if your trying then the least they could do is be polite about it however it may be a good idea to tell him about your amnesia if he doesn't believe you then he doesn't deserve such a wonderful and brilliant person to be their friend and quite frankly that is there loss and they will regret there actions its only a matter of time however never forget that you don't have to be stuck with just that one friend there is so many more wonderful people out there and i know it can be hard sometimes making a new friend but you wont be alone and once you find that one true amazing friend you will be so glad you waited so don't let him get you down keep your head held high because your wonderful and beautiful and you deserve the world *Hugs* i hope this helped

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

I've been trying to keep in contact with a "friend" on skype but all of a sudden they reply quite angrily saying they didn't reply because my attempts were lazy.. Well at least I tried at all.. And it's Skype, not an email or snail mail letter. Sure I used 1-2 words but we haven't conversed in a while and I can't think of anything to talk about nor recall what we used to talk about thanks to my amnesia.. This friend seemed so upset Im afraid to mention my amnesia as he'd see it as an excuse..

Firstly don't blame yourself for there actions if your trying then the least they could do is be polite about it however it may be a good idea to tell him about your amnesia if he doesn't believe you then he doesn't deserve such a wonderful and brilliant person to be their friend and quite frankly that is there loss and they will regret there actions its only a matter of time however never forget that you don't have to be stuck with just that one friend there is so many more wonderful people out there and i know it can be hard sometimes making a new friend but you wont be alone and once you find that one true amazing friend you will be so glad you waited so don't let him get you down keep your head held high because your wonderful and beautiful and you deserve the world *Hugs* i hope this helped

Thank you, it did. I'm debating on waiting the time he told me before talking again or just going and cutting ties silently. Because he could be upset and needs time to cool down and I can respect that, or is he making me wait just to be a jerk as some the things he said was rude in a way that could be possible. I always used to think he was sweet n shy too though we weren't close friends.

[LaceWhiskey]

If anyone is there, please respond. I can't stop crying, I'm in so much pain.

This may get very messed up, I can barely type. I'm broken.

I've been in a mental hospital for a couple of weeks now, it's suppose to help me but all it's doing is making me worse.

I'm isolated from everyone. I had no family, and not a lot of friends, but here I have no one. My bad thoughts have been getting worse, they do nothing to help.

The thoughts torment me through the day and night, I can barely sleep and when I do I get nightmares. I've been spiraling down, the thoughts dark, the actions dark. I'm dying inside.

I have barely eaten, I've had two things to eat in a whole week. I feel horrible and I'm hungry.

The only person who can calm me down left for a whole day to hurt me, he told me. He is all I have and he left.

I'm garbage, worthless. I want to curl up in a ball.

Edit: I'm on my mobile, my internet won't work. I can't distract myself. I'm alone.

[rosedream]

I honestly just can't do this anymore.
Maybe I'm lying to myself by saying I'm not sick or this is just a phase. Maybe I need to accept the fact, I need medication. I need help.
The one person, keeping me here, doesn't wanna be wanted. but
I want her.
I need her.
I love her.
She's giving up, and my words don't help. Her phone isn't working the greatest, and I miss her so much.. Its only been two days, but I just .. Can't.

Maybe she is right, everyone does hate talking to me? Because everyone leaves, eventually.. And I can't handle it anymore. My anger builds, bottles, and when the bottle is shook and explodes, I hurt people. And I can't help it. I'm sorry.
My friends is dying, what did you expect...

aw hun, it's going to be ok*hugs*
if you feel like medication is the last resort to you being better, you can always try it and see what happens. it doesn't hurt to try new things, right?
now you've got me sad. no one should feel as if everyone hates them in any way. I mean, yes, I think that no one likes me, but I have been reminded by a few people that what I think isn't always true. yes, some people might hate you, but those people don't matter. just focus on people who like you, people you care about. and there really isn't much you can do to help your friend but support her right now, you and her both seem to be going through a rough time right now, maybe you guys can talk together about it, and maybe release some of your anger?
I'm always here to if you need someone to talk to, and I don't mind if you rant about what upsets you<3

A friend i was very close to stopped talking to me after i couldn't go to a funeral that i was originally supposed to. Even though it wasn't my choice, and that i never definitively told her i could go in the first place, it became very clear that she no longer wanted anything to do with me. Three years of friendship, and she decided she was done. I follow her poetry blog- and she wrote a poem saying 'goodbye', basically. And that she had never really meant it when she told me she loved me. For basically the last three months i've lamented about this situation- the girl with the abandonment issues walked out on me, basically. She had told me before that she was always afraid of people leaving, and that she was never open about how she felt, because people always left when she opened up. I always promised her i never would. And eventually she did open up, and i kept my promise. I talked her off ledges, and she called me her safe space, and told me she needed me, and that she loved me. And now that's been gone. She replaced me with her boyfriend, basically. Despite being the cause of a lot of her panic attacks and mental instability in the past, she had basically decided she didn't need me anymore because she had him. She wrote him a lot of poetry, telling him all the things she used to tell me.
Now, she wrote to tell me she thinks she's ready to try again- she has the disclaimer that it will probably never be like before, because her boyfriend has filled ever crevice i left in her heart, but that she does think she might be ready to try again.
I'm finally adjusting to a life without her, and here she comes, writing the message i've been waiting for, but i'm not sure i want it anymore. besides the fact that she obviously still blames me for what was out of my control, she's still making it obvious that her boyfriend was my replacement, and that i can never have that spot in her life back. i don't know what to do anymore.

ahh, the old boyfriend one.
i guess everyone does feel a bit replaced once a boyfriend comes into one of your friends life. it can be hard, but I don't think it will be the end. I think she thought you abandoned her when you said you couldn't go to the funeral, and that's something the both of you should talk about. she opened up to you, showing that there is something there and I don't think she should just walk away from the fact. I think that she might be writing those poems more about you and not her boyfriend, since it sounds like she is trying you get your attention about you upsetting her. it most likely is her trying to get you jealous so that you will some back, but I'm not sure.
maybe you should try contacting her, and trying to sort things out? you two seem like you need each other, and I promise you that her boyfriend won't last for long. I think if you just explain the situation and how upset you are about it, she might understand and apologize.
but of luck with you friend, and feel free to pm me if you want<3

Someone's stalking my friend like crazy, terrifying her, and I can't do anything to help. I know I shouldn't but I feel really helpless and just overall terrible about it :c

ok, first off, is it online or in real life? if it is online, it is easier to get rid of the stalker.. But if the is being stalked outside of the internet, it is something to be brought up with her parents and maybe the police. even if it is online, see seems pretty scared, so maybe bringing the matter up with authorities is a good idea..

I just...I did something that was really hard for me and my bf was gonna Skype me after and he fell asleep and now I'm upset and can't sleep and I'm just...I'm so done right now

well, I'm guessing it's morning nd you probably have had some sort of contact with your boyfriend, but if not, just make sure you tell him you were upset that he fell asleep when you really needed him the most.
many hugs<3

im trembling so hard right now
my stomach hurts so bad and I don't know what's causing it
I can't sit still because every possible comfortable position I try hurts no matter what
I don't have access to medicine or pain killers because I'm in my room
It's 11 pm, I should be asleep and I don't want to wake my mom up because she works super early.
I'm crying I don't know what to do
I feel worse every passing minute

I wish I could have gotten to you sooner! ): but if you are still having troubles or want to talk, please pm me. I have dealt with horrible pains before, so I can comfort you if you want and give you some advice about it.
*hugs* I hope your feeling better<3

I feel useless, I wanna help people here feel better, i just can't, i feel like crying, though im not even supposed to be on it is like 2:18 in the morning

don't feel useless! you are nothing but useful (:
if your not feeling happy yourself, don't feel pressured to help others. it's ok to stop and think about your self if you feel sad! (: and crying can help release emotions bundled up inside, I know I always feel better once I've let my cries out ^-^
many hugs, and please pm me if you want to talk about what is making you want to cry<3

Okay warning: If your under the age of 10 please don't read this.

I hate myself, I'm useless. My family hates me. I go no friends. I try to be popular on this game but I'm a unrare noob! This game and it's popularity is based on how rare you are! And I'm over here like: I can't get a flipping rare. It's like, how can how rare you are effect how you feel!? I've been molested. I've been betrayed. I've been lied to. People say "Oh it will get better!" No it won't. My dad abuses me. Pretends I dont exist. Like I'm that little skinny girl. I have anorexia but I'm fat! I weigh 65 pounds but I'm fat!
I'm fat.
I'm ugly.
I'm useless.
I just want to die.
I have anorexia, depression, arthritis, anxiety you name it! People say they can help but the one person I truly TRULY love hates me. I hurt. Why can't I just die?

65? I weight 140, and I'm pretty much overweight for my size..
but anywayss
I use to feel the same way about this game as you did. rarity is the only thing that gets you noticed in this game, I know. but sometimes, if you just post on the forums a lot and are really kind to people, you become quite popular in no time.
but about being molested and abused.. I think that is a very serious issue concerning your overall health. I'd find someone to talk to, maybe a counselor, but I think it needs to be brought up with athorities.. most of your issues seem to be because of your father, and your father should not be doing those things or making you feel so horrible about yourself. it's not healthy to be in that ind of environment with your dad, especially with all the mental problems your facing that he seems not to be helping with.
but keep this is mind;
your not fat. your below my own weight, if you like to think of it that way.
your not ugly. don't ever think of you as being ugly. everyone if different, and you can't compare yourself to others.
you definitely are useful! why would you ever be useless?
and please don't feel like dying, that makes me sad ):
please pm me if you'd like to talk, I'd love to help you out a bit more
many hugs, I hope you feel better<3

I've been trying to keep in contact with a "friend" on skype but all of a sudden they reply quite angrily saying they didn't reply because my attempts were lazy.. Well at least I tried at all.. And it's Skype, not an email or snail mail letter. Sure I used 1-2 words but we haven't conversed in a while and I can't think of anything to talk about nor recall what we used to talk about thanks to my amnesia.. This friend seemed so upset Im afraid to mention my amnesia as he'd see it as an excuse..

I think your friend is upset about something else, not upset at you. there might be something going on outside of the screen, so you might want to ask her if everything is ok. and it might be a good idea to bring up the amnesia, since they might not understand.
*hugs* pm me if you want, but I hope you work something out with your friend<3

Today is my worthless birthday.
Not even my friends said hi to me.
They're all online, I mean...
I know I'm not that important,
and that I probably sound like a snot
right now, but I just seriously already
miss them so much and now the space
between us is even bigger.
I don't really care about it being my
birthday, I only want my friends back.
But I'm such a damn idiot that I guess
that isn't going to happen. I want
to die...

happy birthday! it's your special day, don't let other people change that for you. they probably aren't your real friends, considering they didn't even care to wish you a happy birthday. a birthday is always the most important, don't ever think any different!<3 do you have any other friends currently? and you should not feel like an idiot! whatever did happen, is was probably just a misunderstanding. if these "friends" make you feel so horrible and make you want to die, why be their friends at all? friends are people who are there to support you and make you happy when your feeling down, just keep that in mind.
*hugs* pm me if you want to talk more about it<3

Just need to make it trough the week
Things have to get better then
Right?
At least that's what I've been telling myself
I don't know what I'd do if it doesnt get better
I'm so tired

don't worry, it always gets better.
whatever is going on should clear up, I promise. (:
*hugs* my pm box is always open if you need to talk.<3

[rosedream]

If anyone is there, please respond. I can't stop crying, I'm in so much pain.

This may get very messed up, I can barely type. I'm broken.

I've been in a mental hospital for a couple of weeks now, it's suppose to help me but all it's doing is making me worse.

I'm isolated from everyone. I had no family, and not a lot of friends, but here I have no one. My bad thoughts have been getting worse, they do nothing to help.

The thoughts torment me through the day and night, I can barely sleep and when I do I get nightmares. I've been spiraling down, the thoughts dark, the actions dark. I'm dying inside.

I have barely eaten, I've had two things to eat in a whole week. I feel horrible and I'm hungry.

The only person who can calm me down left for a whole day to hurt me, he told me. He is all I have and he left.

I'm garbage, worthless. I want to curl up in a ball.

Edit: I'm on my mobile, my internet won't work. I can't distract myself. I'm alone.

maybe you should tell someone at the hospital how you feel? if your getting worse, then they aren't doing their job. they should be helping you, not letting you tear apart. and you definitely need to tell your friend how you feel, nd maybe he'll turn around and say he's sorry for upsetting you and leaving. please, pm me if you need to, I'm here to talk<3