Flurries wrote:i'm feeling so bad..
i miss my dad, you have no idea, i miss him so much. i just want him back.. but he passed away a few weeks ago and there's nothing i can do to change that. he left.. he was in the military, but it still shocks and upsets me.
someone's probably wondering what i'm doing on cs if a family member passed away, but cs helps me escape reality. i'm allowed to forget about all the stress and problems going on in my life, and i can enjoy myself on this site, but cs has recently taken a turn and now there's so many rude, greedy players who don't even acknowledge the fact that i'm not taking trades and keep asking for free pets and such.
i just want a hug now.. </3

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HanjiZoe wrote:Yes I know there are subtitles above the song, that's so I don't mess up on the lyrics.
All I wanted to do was send a video of me singing the first 15 seconds of the Japanese lyrics so I could feel accomplished that I did something with hard work.
But no. You had to rain on my parade with this message
"Notice anything? THERE'S SUBTITLES AT THE TOP OF THE SCREEN! ANYONE COULD DO THAT!))"
... thanks, now I don't know if I'm any good...
Greystripe. wrote:I feel sick.
So today, my big sister, Robyn, took me out with her. It was a normal day, looking at stuff for the holiday in a few weeks.
When we were coming home, I was on my phone doing whatever, and I heard Robyn saying, "Oh my God..."
I looked over and saw one of the worst things you could imagine.
A car.
Knocking down a motorbike.
There was two ambulances there, and about four people, one young girl (I'm guessing Robyn's age) with a blanket around her. She was crying. I took it that she was the driver of the car that hit the motorbike, poor girl.
I thought that was it.
Until we drove down to the traffic lights.
There was two smashed cars, but no one seemed hurt. In one of them, the front was all bashed... But in the other one it was smashed. In pieces.
Two car accidents in the same road.
That's a lovely way to trigger depression.
Thanks, Life.
urie. wrote:i have very little time to make a decision that is really not that big of a deal, but it's kind of huge for me.
as i am getting older, the less i like my hair. i cut it from the bend of my arm to my shoulders, and i am having a total crisis. i don't like it the length it is, but i don't know if i should grow it out or just go for it and cut it short. like i have been thinking about for months. i have always wanted short hair, but i don't know what would look good with my face shape and my massive dumbo ears. i feel like cutting my hair would be good for me. i would feel better in my own skin. it's a feeling i don't know how to describe, because i identify as a female, but???? i know i shouldn't care what society says or thinks, but i can't help it. i am going to rant forever on here. i just need some advice or something???? i don't know. is anyone else feeling this? everyone around me knows exactly who they are. and what's worse is that i am the one in my group of friends that's supposed to be all about hair and makeup. ugh. help. ;n;


The Royal Roleplayer wrote:HanjiZoe wrote:Yes I know there are subtitles above the song, that's so I don't mess up on the lyrics.
All I wanted to do was send a video of me singing the first 15 seconds of the Japanese lyrics so I could feel accomplished that I did something with hard work.
But no. You had to rain on my parade with this message
"Notice anything? THERE'S SUBTITLES AT THE TOP OF THE SCREEN! ANYONE COULD DO THAT!))"
... thanks, now I don't know if I'm any good...
Im sorry, that person is a jerk. You're probably an amazing singer, and
Thy are just jealous.
Keep your head up.Greystripe. wrote:I feel sick.
So today, my big sister, Robyn, took me out with her. It was a normal day, looking at stuff for the holiday in a few weeks.
When we were coming home, I was on my phone doing whatever, and I heard Robyn saying, "Oh my God..."
I looked over and saw one of the worst things you could imagine.
A car.
Knocking down a motorbike.
There was two ambulances there, and about four people, one young girl (I'm guessing Robyn's age) with a blanket around her. She was crying. I took it that she was the driver of the car that hit the motorbike, poor girl.
I thought that was it.
Until we drove down to the traffic lights.
There was two smashed cars, but no one seemed hurt. In one of them, the front was all bashed... But in the other one it was smashed. In pieces.
Two car accidents in the same road.
That's a lovely way to trigger depression.
Thanks, Life.
Oh goodness!
That's terrible.
I do hope they get better.
Just try to think of the good things
In life.urie. wrote:i have very little time to make a decision that is really not that big of a deal, but it's kind of huge for me.
as i am getting older, the less i like my hair. i cut it from the bend of my arm to my shoulders, and i am having a total crisis. i don't like it the length it is, but i don't know if i should grow it out or just go for it and cut it short. like i have been thinking about for months. i have always wanted short hair, but i don't know what would look good with my face shape and my massive dumbo ears. i feel like cutting my hair would be good for me. i would feel better in my own skin. it's a feeling i don't know how to describe, because i identify as a female, but???? i know i shouldn't care what society says or thinks, but i can't help it. i am going to rant forever on here. i just need some advice or something???? i don't know. is anyone else feeling this? everyone around me knows exactly who they are. and what's worse is that i am the one in my group of friends that's supposed to be all about hair and makeup. ugh. help. ;n;
I think that you'll be fine with short hair.
If people judge them it's their fault.
Hey, you could start a new trend,
Yeah?
And for everyone I missed,
Think of all the good things in life.
And eat a cookie.
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The Royal Roleplayer wrote:^^^
Eat imaginary cookies ^~^
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Streak wrote:The Royal Roleplayer wrote:^^^
Eat imaginary cookies ^~^Okie
Alright, I'm not asking for a pity party, I just need someone to walk up to me and say it's gonna be alright. My parents are literally on the brink of divorce. Today they were shouting and throwing things on the floor. I'm being forced to go to a new school, the teachers are mean, the school is nasty, but my parents love it. Example: It's so low the gum and cafeteria are the same room! They push the tables to the sides! I'll be away from all my friends in a new school I know nothing about, and to add to it, my BFF doesn't even care! She just says 'As many different homerooms and stuff next year we won't have the same classes! I won't even know any of y'all!' She told me that on the last day. I'm an outcast and she was my only friend. To add to that life has thrown many sicknesses stacked up upon me. I have strep throat, a twisted ankle, my other ankle is sore, I have pink eye, and my legs are numb at times and sore at times, on and off, on and off. My family doesn't even care. I just now learned I have a fever as well because my mom wouldn't even take my temperature! I had to sneak the thermometer. Also due to the fever I feel to hot and to cold and to hot and to cold. I'm currently hiding between my bed and the back wall, opposite of the door, in the dark. I don't even want to get on the bed and lay down. CS somewhat helps with the depression, but it isn't the same anymore. The community is becoming cruel. I just need a little comfort... a hug... anything, to let me know it's gonna be alright, because I doubt it will. My life is about to fall apart <\3

kittygirl2210 wrote:I need a little comfort. I'm drowning in depression. Doesn't help with all the rude people on here. I try. I don't know maybe I'll quit if people are just going to be rude and put me down. My stomach aches, I'm hungry but I don't wanna get sick. I just wanna curl up and die in a ball. I'm lonely. I've only been over 1 friend's house this whole break.

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