|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

Why am I treated like I'm the only one not doing chores or work?
No one else has to!
I constantly get called names, I feel like curling up into a ball to cry and die

[Sathalina]

Suffering from pregnancy anxiety and I can't help but feel alone. Its a weird feeling and I hate it also quite upset cause I need to either find a reliable way to my GED class, or find one closer. v.v

[Twilight Pink]

I'm at a hiring fair (or job fair what have you) And I feel like a wasted my time.
The orientation told me to be confident, hold your head up high, and all of the other things that will make an employee hire you!
But guess what? Being confident isn't one of my things ;_; its just so hard for me to do...
Like outside the professional line, I'm confident in a way that is snarky and "out there", but when it comes to a job, I just curl up in a ball and I'm like "Oh god I want to stop this! ;_;" its just so horrible that it brings me to tears :'C

I hate job hunting. I better get my butt into art school so I can art. And do commissions without having too much contact with people and I can dress however I want (well to a certain extent 6_9 )
Not to mention I can express myself better through art (I honestly think when I'm saddest its when I do my best art)

EDIT: Just realized I forgot to give my "potential employers " my resumes
-_- but ofc, its ALL DONE ONLINE, so TOPS total waste of my time

[CucumberRandy]

Why won't the parents of my autism client listen to me? I am a trained professional. I've been doing this job for almost a year now. They have hired me to work with their son. So why do they refuse to take my advice? I'm giving them good advice here: don't overuse food motivators, because your son is becoming reliant on them; don't cuddle your son in the middle of a tantrum, because then he'll start throwing behaviours to get cuddles and attention; get him a speech pathologist, because I can only do so much to improve his pronunciation and this is outside my field of expertise. And yet they seem to ignore every thing I say and then get annoyed with me when his behaviour doesn't improve and his programs don't proceed as fast as they'd like. I'm constantly saying the same things to them and frequently getting hit or pinched or slapped by their son, and yet they get annoyed with me because I can't do their part as well

Sounds like they consider themselves at least somewhat reliant on you.
Tell them all of this, very sternly, very seriously, try to be kind without sugar coating, and threaten to quit if they don't do their part.
Parents of disabled children often are new to this, and are so afraid of making the wrong choice that they're afraid to admit when they did.

[blue neighbourhood]

Argh, I'm stressed out and worried. I just need a hug... ;-;

[znu]

Argh, I'm stressed out and worried. I just need a hug... ;-;

//hugs
Rhett and Link is amazing by the way~
If you need to you can send me a PM~ <3

[blue neighbourhood]

Thank you <3

[emerson royale,]

this is going to be very minor and insignificant compared to other problems and probably I'm overreacting, but I have high standards for myself. I wish I could do better, be like one of those girls who always gets 80+% and it always happy with their results in tests. I got my History exam back today and from last year I have gone down 30%. From 91% to 62%. I tried hard and I revised quite a lot, and I just feel like I messed up, that I shouldn't have chosen this subject to take next year.

And plus, I've felt myself sloping from reality. As in I can't think of certain things almost like I'm hiding the truth from myself. I'm hiding myself deeper on here I guess and I'm not backing out.

And I never feel proud of myself.

Yeah, yeah, that's right. I feel disappointed but I never feel proud. I haven't felt thoroughly proud in 3 years unless it's for someone else. Not myself. I'm a mess, I really am. I'm doubting my ability and from this incident my confidence has gone straight down to zero, along with my self worth. Everything I do now is to please my mum and seek approval so I can finally feel confident enough to tell her about my gender and sexuality.

Please can I have a hug and some advice...? It's been a bad day.

Aw, it's ok. Just do your best and forget the rest.
You should be proud of yourself, for even thinking about telling your mother.

I'm so incredibly anxious about tomorrow
It's my brothers graduation and that means I have to go to my old school
I'm so scared someone will recognize me
I already feel like a complete failure, what if they ask me what I've been doing
I'm so pathetic
I'm so scared
I don't want to go
Not to mention I'll have to wear a dress. I really don't feel like putting up with that female stuff
ugh
Just leave me alone
It's bad enough that I've had near constant anxiety for the last few days
I just want to curl up and cry
hate this so much

ah, yeah, dresses and female stuff suck -v- But we just have to push though it, you know? Im sorry. It must really suck, especially since it's summer. And it's fine if you want to cry, everybody cries.

[notactive]

well I completely lost what I worked hard on.
It's so rare my digital art looks any good, and of course I had to go and delete it.
why do I even friggin bother.

[emerson royale,]

well I completely lost what I worked hard on.
It's so rare my digital art looks any good, and of course I had to go and delete it.
why do I even friggin bother.

You're art is beautiful! Just try to remember different techniques! Eventually you'll find your style.