|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[inactive matin]

can someone please pm me?? preferably someone who can handle me lashing out if I'm upset?

thank you to whoever pm'ed me, I feel better now that I got that off my chest.

[ｐｒｉｘｉｅ]

This is going to sound somewhat childish, but at this point I don't care anymore.
My cat is extremely ill, and she is now refusing to eat or drink. She's hardly moving, and will not purr, if we pet her or not. She has issues with going to the litter box, and is now moving very little. She is my first pet, and I'm not sure if I could ever handle another loss like this. My parents are all smiles, but I've heard her talking about it. She's dying. My cat is my only friend and I'm not sure what to do. We think she's suffering, but my family can't afford expensive veterinarian procedures. We've talked about putting her to sleep if she is suffering, but I'm not sure I can do that. For 1 reason: if she can be treated, I feel like we're killing her unnecessarily, but as I mentioned, we don't think we can afford it. The worst part is I'm 7 hours away on vacation, because when I left things weren't nearly as serious, and we thought it was something that would pass. Only my father is there, because he couldn't get the days off work, and I want to be by her side and get on a plane home, but that would be spending money that could be used on her. I just am so conflicted and guilty. I'm not sure what to think. I love her so much and I just don't know.

[tresme]

please don't mind me, it's mainly a rant.

pretty much everyone in my family is dead/dying.
next thing i know, my grandma [the one who i'm
closest to, because i have others] will be dead and
i will have no blood grandparents. i've been thinking
alot about my grandpa lately. now my great grandma's
funeral is on friday. i'm lost. everyone is going
to be so sad, and then it won't be happy going
from there. my uncles are very upset, my cousins,
my brothers. they'll all be dead within a matter of
time. and i will be alone. i remember how my
grandpa said he was so proud of his family and
would always try his hardest for this family, never
to let them down. i am so happy my cousins got to
see their great grandpa one last time. i am so grateful
he got to sit on my grandpa's lap and blow out the
candles with him. i am so happy i got to see my
grandpa happy again, lively, making jokes, color in his
face, to see his ankles again, but i really regret never getting
whiskers again. i was the only one who got them and i miss
them so much. he would always give me a kiss on the
cheek afterwards and i miss it so much. i miss when my great
grandma was young and i would always confuse my aunt
with her, because they looked so identical. mother like
daughter, i suppose.

anyways, thank you for letting me rant!! it was a load
off my chest <:

[shade.]

You know I guess I have the kind of friendships people would be jealous of
Yeah I suppose I do
But when I'm drowning
You know
Wishing I could just be gone without another second thought
but I'm forced to hold on because if I were gone
they would literally tumble down like dominoes
and our circle of friends
or at least the 5 of us that find a little bit of no meaning to life
would be toppled down like dominoes
gone
gone
gone


And you know I have almost nothing to be sad about and I'm not really sad
Actually I have a lot of things to be happy about
but in general life is just eh, I suppose
like the point is?
Isn't afterlife technically the happiest place ever?
Mind you then I'd lose my personality and my ability of pessimism
eh I kind of get annoyed with happy people?
*sighs*
and so then I'd be a different person
and that makes me angry and i wish it would just end
go black
end
the end
like a book, ya know?

[Starfalling]

I can;t get over being too nervous to have the converstion I posted about with my Best Friend but I also cry and have anxity attacks pretty much constantly because I haven't talked to her yet. But the same thing happens due to nerves when I think "OK, she's online and she's been online so she's probably going to be here for a while. I'm going to talk to her." And I'll end up thinking "I'm not going to talk to her, I'll look clingy and stupid and selfish and rude and I'll embaress myself by prasing it wrong or not being good enough at bringing it up.." Advice? I would prefer to talk to someone on here that can handle me getting mad and lashing out while also understanding that it's nothing personal. I do that when I'm under stress. Sorry.

[CucumberRandy]

You know I guess I have the kind of friendships people would be jealous of
Yeah I suppose I do
But when I'm drowning
You know
Wishing I could just be gone without another second thought
but I'm forced to hold on because if I were gone
they would literally tumble down like dominoes
and our circle of friends
or at least the 5 of us that find a little bit of no meaning to life
would be toppled down like dominoes
gone
gone
gone


And you know I have almost nothing to be sad about and I'm not really sad
Actually I have a lot of things to be happy about
but in general life is just eh, I suppose
like the point is?
Isn't afterlife technically the happiest place ever?
Mind you then I'd lose my personality and my ability of pessimism
eh I kind of get annoyed with happy people?
*sighs*
and so then I'd be a different person
and that makes me angry and i wish it would just end
go black
end
the end
like a book, ya know?

Don't tell me there's nothing in your life you look forward to! You should be happy, make dreams, follow them, treasure your friends.
Don't give up on life!

[notactive]

of course I got a kink in my neck, how lovely.
Now I get to go to school with my head tilted to the side.
I don't want to go to school like this, but I don't want to miss school over just a sore neck ;u;

[wickedbvnes]

someone just please help me
i cant remembwr maths
When i learn it, its easy to me. im great then.
two weeks later, when i have to be tested on it, its all gone.
no matter how many times i do it over.
im a prodigy at english, i know this
but this does nothing
absolutely nothing
to control my irrational fear that im never going to get anywhere if i cant do maths
i want to be happy and have enough money and a good job
i dont wanna be a nobody that has to work minimum wage
q n q

[my sweet piano]

According to my mom, since my hamster escaped, we have to put her in a small, scrappy cage.
SHE DOESN'T WANT T BE IN THERE
Then she talks about saving my hamster's life
Yeah, I'm sure she appreciates you putting her in a tiny cage

I don't want to do this anymore

[Captain Chomp]

I just I don't know what to do....My dad hates me and if you tell me otherwise just leave me alone because he does. I've never made him proud he always gets mad at me I'm worthless. Okay so I'm not the best kid Ray grades suck and I'm lazy but I try I do and I'm told I do nothing it hurts I wish I could leave but I cant

Oh great now the one person I actually tell these things to just told me that what I said was dumb I don't even want to respond now because of that I feel awful now even more because of that....I can't trust any of my friends now to actually listen to me now and not judge