|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[Thalassic]

Everything is a mess right now
I feel like I have no future
I'm making no progress
I'm a disappointment

[emoji movie]

I just... UGH.

So you see... I have one best friend.
She likes me, I like her.
We laugh, play, joke, do everything together.
We understand each other so much.

But she's so... Perfect.
Don't get me wrong, I love her as a friend.
But, she's smart, beautiful. slender, athletic.
She's humorous, she has the perfect smile and laugh.
She's good at defending people and she's so loving...

And everyone we meet- all of them like her so much better.
One of my friend- in fact, her whole family, likes her better.
That one friend and about 3 more are only friends
with me because they want to be friends with her.

Another thing... Today, I snapped.
I have a friend who's treated like trash by me and her other
friends, and I really want to be nice... But- I just can't
help it... She's... She's... I don't want to say this but...
So annoying... (Now you know why everybody likes my best friend better).

She laughs at everyone and at everything, she's clingy,
she's judgmental, she doesn't understand, she's rude,
she's mean, she's... I'm sorry.

And also... I talked to our guidance counselor about depression...
He cared. My family cared. But... They care too much...
I'm not use to talking and sharing feelings that I think I hurt
theirs.

I just want to... Cry... And maybe
go to bed and never wake up.

Edit:
They're gone.
A message they'll never read.
Forever in the outbox.

They're gone.

They're... Gone.






They're gone.....

And now my best friend has moved.
Yay....

[CucumberRandy]

I'm so stressed right now because there are these 2 girls and they keep pressuring me to go to horror movies or wander in the woods at night with them but I don't want to and they keep texting me and I don't want to block them I just want them to go away
They're good kids and I know it and I don't want to be the bad guy again so I just keep making excuses cause I don't feel safe around them
I don't know what to do at this point
I'm so stressed

Either tell someone about them, or tell them the truth. Neither of those are desirable, but they're the only options you have

Everything is a mess right now
I feel like I have no future
I'm making no progress
I'm a disappointment

The only thing I can tell you is to just keep working
As hard as you can!
You can turn this around

[Professor Sycamore]

I lost a very close friend of mine, She was
the kindest person you would ever meet. She had Heart Murmur
and was in the process of recovery. After a short period of time,
Her heart murmur became severe and she had to go in for
Emergency heart surgery. She passed away soon after the
Surgery. I am deeply saddened by this loss, which still affects me
to this day, I am going through alot...

Before she passed her sister had this message from her to me and it just broke
Me Heart... I am so depressed... Please help....

[My Immortal]

Trying to remind myself not to be selfish...
But I really like the non coon...

[emerson royale,]

I just... UGH.

So you see... I have one best friend.
She likes me, I like her.
We laugh, play, joke, do everything together.
We understand each other so much.

But she's so... Perfect.
Don't get me wrong, I love her as a friend.
But, she's smart, beautiful. slender, athletic.
She's humorous, she has the perfect smile and laugh.
She's good at defending people and she's so loving...

And everyone we meet- all of them like her so much better.
One of my friend- in fact, her whole family, likes her better.
That one friend and about 3 more are only friends
with me because they want to be friends with her.

Another thing... Today, I snapped.
I have a friend who's treated like trash by me and her other
friends, and I really want to be nice... But- I just can't
help it... She's... She's... I don't want to say this but...
So annoying... (Now you know why everybody likes my best friend better).

She laughs at everyone and at everything, she's clingy,
she's judgmental, she doesn't understand, she's rude,
she's mean, she's... I'm sorry.

And also... I talked to our guidance counselor about depression...
He cared. My family cared. But... They care too much...
I'm not use to talking and sharing feelings that I think I hurt
theirs.

I just want to... Cry... And maybe
go to bed and never wake up.

Edit:
They're gone.
A message they'll never read.
Forever in the outbox.

They're gone.

They're... Gone.






They're gone.....

And now my best friend has moved.
Yay....

Im so, Sorry. Please do not wish to go to bed. You are a beautiful person, and deserve to know that. And it's sucks that your best friend as moved. I hope you two keep in touch.

I lost a very close friend of mine, She was
the kindest person you would ever meet. She had Heart Murmur
and was in the process of recovery. After a short period of time,
Her heart murmur became severe and she had to go in for
Emergency heart surgery. She passed away soon after the
Surgery. I am deeply saddened by this loss, which still affects me
to this day, I am going through alot...

Before she passed her sister had this message from her to me and it just broke
Me Heart... I am so depressed... Please help....

Oh my goodness, just reading this broke my heart </3 I'm so sorry a close friend has died. That must be terrible. Just be strong, and know that she died with you as her friend, and just be as kind as you can, in her memory. Again, so sorry.

[....I...Quit...]

Well, I'm back. I don't care if I get any kind of notice anymore.
I feel like quitting this site. I have no motivation anymore. I just want to throw my pets at someone and demand they take them. I love roleplaying and such, but I don't feel like replying anymore. I feel tired, forgotten, and depressed. For a couple of days I have stayed in my bed for three hours, trying to force myself back to sleep. All I want to do is sleep. This might be my last post on Chicken Smoothie, ever. People give me pets and try to make me feel better, I don't want to accept it but it might come off as rude if I decline. And I seriously love this site. The people here are amazing and all, but I just... I don't know. I don't want to spend my whole life on here waiting for a roleplay response. But then again, what better is there to do? Goodbye, if this is my last post.

[Jessi.]

I am literally so sick of all of you.
I can't go on that thread anymore because all you do is spoil each other.
Good to know I matter, you amazing people!! :^)

I'm so done with all of it.
Just quit already. Who even cares??

If you PM me about this I'll say more, but.

It's probably time I quit CS. I'm so, so sick of all of this.

[Starfalling]

I can;t get over being too nervous to have the converstion I posted about with my Best Friend but I also cry and have anxity attacks pretty much constantly because I haven't talked to her yet. But the same thing happens due to nerves when I think "OK, she's online and she's been online so she's probably going to be here for a while. I'm going to talk to her." And I'll end up thinking "I'm not going to talk to her, I'll look clingy and stupid and selfish and rude and I'll embaress myself by prasing it wrong or not being good enough at bringing it up.." Advice? I would prefer to talk to someone on here that can handle me getting mad and lashing out while also understanding that it's nothing personal. I do that when I'm under stress. Sorry.

[EmilineRose]

Wow one terrible thing after another. I'm so close to just giving up. /: would I be able to get a hug please? Maybe it'll calm me down.