by EricMCP_2 » Sat May 23, 2015 2:00 pm
Tyler Amare-Ty-16-Male
After a failed attempt of trying to talk to Jacob I decided to go to my cabin and think about Jacob and my purpose... You know the usual. Hopefully ill fall asleep and dream about him.. WAIT! now that i think about it... I've never felt this way about anyone i mean ANYONE! With all the guys I've liked in the past no one has ever made me feel this way... But now that i think about it.. Hes never really told me that he was gay.. Maybe hes straight?! OH LORD NO! No, No now that i think about it he never really "Looks" at girls... But every night i ask my self why am i so awkward around Jacob.. Like every guy I've been around that i liked.. I'm always so relaxed and normal around them... But when i'm with Jacob.. its like... Its like.... I don't really know what it's like... i feel different... But a good kind of different... Now that i think about it... Ever since i met Jacob.. I've acted very different.. I use to always care about what other people thought of me or what i looked like... Now i only care of what Jacob thinks of me... I dunno maybe i'm just crazy or something... What ever.
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EricMCP_2 on Sat May 23, 2015 2:06 pm, edited 1 time in total.