Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[oyakawa]

Let me just get these things off of my chest.
#1,
I hate that, you won't take a moment to realize how bad of a situation you are currently in. I feel like you're thick headed, you won't listen. Guilt, Remember? Delusions as well. There's so much wrong, but I'm busy helping you, not realizing that I'm not okay as well.

#2,
You've always been there for me even when I haven't for you. I appreciate that. I care for you, and I wish for your happiness.

#3,
How dare you? Leave me alone. Just like everyone else.

-pe

[Kim Jongdae]

Dear___
stop having a stick up your butt. you are one of the worst people I know now, and when you dont have a stick up your butt, you are accusing people and not getting your facts straight before you actually do the accusing. Stop getting into my face, stop bothering me

-an annoyed classmate

[Sansa Stark]

Dear Snerdblium,

How dare u. Traitor tot.

-Butterbasher

[northern downpour ;;]

Father,

There are no words to describe how angry you make me.

- C.

[ParaKitty]

Dear KK,
Aih, I hope you didn't actually get a splinter on your thigh.
That would suck, first your neck, now that.
I'm sorry I kinda found it funny the way you reacted to it. X3
"Sssss, awh ow awh I got a splinter >.e"
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Dear J,
Sooo, do you know my name now or no? You have a
strange sense of humor that is a bit dark sometimes. XD
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Dear Al,
I really love you as a friend. ;u;
Always weird, random, and fun to hang out with.
I'm sorry I always make you deal with me rambling
about KK. And the way you tease me about him...
X3
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Dear JN,
I'm sorry I thought you were a total jerk.
Now, I understand why KK has always liked you as
a friend. You're always a little hyper and like to goof
around and are one of the only two people who actually
pay attention to KK. I'm glad you make him happy.
I found the real jerk, A.

[vacant.]

Dear, T

I love you, you know I do. No matter how many times we might fight or I might be slightly ass-ish to you. I just hope you understand why I get in that mode. You just make me angry to a certain point where I get into a certain mode that makes me act that way. You should know I have to types of angry. Seething anger where I'm logical in what I say or completely quiet then there's my ass-ish anger where words that have been at the back of my mind for a long time spill out and I seem to have a way to get under your skin. You should know better then anyone. I understand that I can be over critical with you and make you feel bad. But you just seem to put me in that personality that I didn't even know I had. It's almost like I've been proven multiple times that you don't deserve my respect, affection, and attention. That's why I act the way I do around you. It's because the way you act around me. You may be all sweet and kind in my face... But I know what you do when I'm not there. I've always known. I just never had the heart to say anything. But what you said was crossing the line. Have you ever felt your whole world just crash around you? Like the walls, floor and ceiling just crack and soon everything breaks, leaving you in a black void. I told you because I trusted you. I trusted you not to say anything because I regretted that decision so so badly. Yet you decided to say it. To the biggest gossiper in our family. In fact you told his girlfriend too. Plus your sister and her boyfriend. And your parents, plus you friend. All for the sake of gossip? Finally you have broken my trust for good. To many times I've learned my lesson not to let anything slip around you. Now I made my decision. We took a break from what he had because it was a pile of garbage. I hope you understand why I did I it because I won't do it again of you pull something stupid like that. You may not know it, but this is your last chance.

- D

[batter]

Dear T,
I dont know what to say other than, I'm so thankful that you're beside me all the time and.. basically
keeping me alive and running instead of just wasting my life away by sleeping or something.
Thank you so much for staying with me for a good year, I had fun the entire year, even with that big fight we
had and we ended up even becoming closer in the end. You're like a perfect puzzle peice.
Even though I got a bit embarassed today when you said you liked it better when I was talking instead of responding
in text, I thought you said you liked talking to me, but I guess you do, right?
You're wrong in many ways but, thats what makes me love you so much. More than a friend. Even though you've rejected me once,
I still have blooming feelings for you, but I love our friendship much more than being in a relationship.
I cant loose you. You're a part of my heart by now.

[northern downpour ;;]

Lovely you,

You're so cute when you're tired.
Despite that fact, I'm regretting allowing you to stay up so late that weekend. It REALLY messed up your sleeping pattern, for a long time. You fell asleep and it wasn't even eight.
Siiigh, but that can't be undone. Falling asleep just before eight was an improvement for you, which is sad. But still, I don't regret spending all this time with you.
Just sleep, kid, that's all I ask.

~ C

Other C,

Death should not take thee.

~ C

SSW,

I'm gonna try to be nice to you, kay?
Happy birthday.
...
You nerd.
Hey, I said I'd TRY.

- C

[Avolition]

Dear K,

I hope shes beautiful. I hope shes gorgeous and funny. I hope shes kind and cheerful. I hope whoever this girl is she deserves you. I hope shes everything I'm not and could never be. I've never met her and I just hope shes good enough for you. You're my best friend and the person I'm completely and totally in love with but I don't deserve to be upset. I have no right to be upset. Your happiness means everything to me and I want you to be happy, but I so desperately wish it was me you were happy with. But it's not, so I'll wipe my eyes and keep smiling and hugging you and being the girl you've always known and seen as, now I know, your best friend and nothing more. I wont ever tell you I thought I had a chance. I'll keep laughing and calling you a dork and teasing you because that's my job as your best friend. You deserve to be happy, and I swear to god if whoever this girl is ever breaks your heart I'll cry with you just as much as I've cried tonight. I may not be the one you love, but you're the person I love and I'm not gonna stop acting like it. Whoever this girl is, shes so lucky. So very lucky to have someone as handsome, as kind, as funny, as just..wonderful as you are falling in love with her. I'll keep being your best friend, but I'm doing it with a broken heart. Find your happiness, even if its not with me.

- Avolition, your best friend of almost 5 years.

[Inevitablis Orbivium]

Dear C,
I do have a crush on you and I do really enjoy being with you as a friend. So much that I really hate the thought of breaking off this friendship. But for the past week or two you have treated me like dirt, and made me feel insecure. Well, even more than I have ever felt before. You take me for granted. And you always treat me like a last priority. Well if you wanted me to know that I wasn't your best friend stop trying to randomly start up a conversation with me. And then when someone better comes along run away. And if I go. Remember this. You were a reason why.

Sincerely,
J

Dear L,
I never got over you. And if I knew that I was going to move. I would have told you. I would have told you every single second. In a letter. And I would hope that you would keep that forever. And if you are reading this post. By some miracle. Remember the ivy that grew. And the valley that we made. And I hope to god {~Even though I'm not religious~} that someday. I can say hi again. And finally be able to talk to you one last time.

Sincerely,
J