Rosedream wrote:I really try to be nice. I try so hard. I feel like people walk over me, think nothing of me. They think I'm stupid, but then I think, am I? I'm losing self confidence slowly... I came to this site to find some friends to talk to, maybe do a collab on oekaki or something. But I still find myself alone in this world, and on this site. I try so hard to be noticed so someone would know who I am, and think whenever they saw me "oh yeah, I know her!" But I feel as if I'm a nobody. I really love this cite, I really do, except for those few people who try and take advantage of me. They try to deceive me. Then I find this thread, and I don't feel to alone. But then again, no one here knows me, not even my username. People look at threads I post, think "oh whatever" and skip over me. What does it take to get noticed, here and in my actually life.
Of course, you dont have to pay any attention
to this post either, I just felt the need to vent.









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ᎵuᎠgᎩ_ოuꊰꊰᎥՈ wrote:Rosedream wrote:I really try to be nice. I try so hard. I feel like people walk over me, think nothing of me. They think I'm stupid, but then I think, am I? I'm losing self confidence slowly... I came to this site to find some friends to talk to, maybe do a collab on oekaki or something. But I still find myself alone in this world, and on this site. I try so hard to be noticed so someone would know who I am, and think whenever they saw me "oh yeah, I know her!" But I feel as if I'm a nobody. I really love this cite, I really do, except for those few people who try and take advantage of me. They try to deceive me. Then I find this thread, and I don't feel to alone. But then again, no one here knows me, not even my username. People look at threads I post, think "oh whatever" and skip over me. What does it take to get noticed, here and in my actually life.
Of course, you dont have to pay any attention
to this post either, I just felt the need to vent.I feel the same way Rosedream! Yeah, i may be one tones of RPs, but i try to speak in ooc and no one responds. Im lonely in real life as well as CS. I go to joinme but i talk and people find others they know. I done feel heard sometimes...You said people could ignore and you just needed to vent, but i feel the same as you, and ive felt this way for a while. Not sure what else to say other than maybe we could be friends! Not in some stalker way though! :p I bet though someone nice will come along! <3
My Immortal wrote:Throwing up blood, when I tell mom she's like " you bit your tongue " no mom...


Lintto wrote:I'm the middle child and sometimes it's too much. I'm always forced to give up things for others, it's not fair. I'll buy movies or seasons on dvd and I'm forced to give them to my siblings or its being selfish and I'm guilted....later when it's given back its scratched or lost entirely only to be found later ruined. I'm told "sorry, next time don't give them out..."
Today was the last straw. A shirt I got at a thrift store was stolen from me because my sister said it was hers. It retails at 70-90$...it's one of two hooded sweatshirts I own. My mom said she will buy me another..like usual. But it won't ever happen. I'm always screwed from everything. Nothing is ever mine. Im so sick of it...but no matter how hard I protest I can't get ahead

Midnightleopard wrote:My problems are not as bad as most, but since this is the thread for that, and I kind of needed to rant, I thought I may as well. Also, if anyone just needs to talk, or anything of the sort, my PM box is always open!
Well, here. Do not read if you do not feel like it.
1. One of my friends that is like a little brother to me has this huge, heartbreaking crush on me, and has had it for quite a while, but I can not like him back. Everyone keeps pressuring me to just 'give him a chance', but I can not. That is not how it works with me. I either like someone, or I do not. There is no 'learning to love' someone for me. I normally just mess around and pretend to flirt around with my friends, it is just fun and normal for me and my friends, but, when he is around, it is like walking on glass. I have to be careful what I say and do, because he gets jealous and does stupid things, and I do not want him to get hurt any worse than I already hurt him. He loves me so much, but I just can not love him like that. He is just like a little brother to me. It hurts him, and it hurts me, seeing him hurt. It hurts me even worse too, because I am in the same situation. Speaking of which,
2. I have liked this one of my friends for about a year in a half now, and she knows this, but she says that I am like a sister to her. I can make myself stop liking most people, but, for some odd, messed up reason, I cannot make myself stop liking her. She is my best friend, and I care about both as my best friend, and I like her. She has a crush on this one guy, and has on and off dated him for years, but he hurts her, and I do not like him, not because I am jealous, but because of this. Although this, I still give her advice when she needs it, and listen to her problems, even though it hurts me. I am not sure what to do. I mostly just try to ignore my feelings, amd just live my life, but I have been told, and I have the feeling, that storing and ignoring this could just make me hurt even more.
3. I have recently accepted that I am bisexual and biromantic, but my family is homophobic, it goes against my religion, and, though most people in my school are accepting and quite a few are even bi, gay, or lesbian, themselves, many people at my school are homophobic , too. I am pretty open about it, except for around my family, or adults in general, and have never been made fun of or been mean to because of it, but I know that I will be one day, and I know that one day I will have to tell my family, and just thinking about it gaves me a bad feeling.
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