chihuahua. wrote:I'm gonna be honest here.
I feel really left out of the plumie community.
I don't have a plumie, and don't have a chance to get one - I'm not as old as most of you guys here probably, and I've lost my tablet pen so I can't even draw anymore.
I don't know what do to.
Today has really been rubbish for me - First off, I was really sad in the morning about this, then I was alright, then sad again.
Yeah, that's a whole lot of ups and downs to have in one day.
I don't want to quit this community, as I just joined, but, honestly, I don't know what to do.
Do I quit? Do I stay? Help.
I feel so trapped, like something inside of me is saying, "You NEED a plumie to be happy!" but the other side of me says, "Just cheer up and get over yourself."
They're both unreasonable, and I know it - but I just can't cheer up.
I'm trapped - it's like when you blow a bubble, then it floats up too high for you to reach and pop it... I feel like I'm in that bubble, and whatever I do, it resists to pop and let me out to be happy again.
I didn't even notice how long this post had gotten.
Oh well.
I have to go now for tea.
See you all later.
~Chi.
@:~Koi~:;
Same, I don't have many friends on CS either. ^^
Alazne's a nice name too. Maybe, when I get a plumie, they could be friends. c:
I felt the same way. I just barely won a plumie. Which was really shocking because I gave up on ever trying to win one. Granted, I got an Ru. I was in over 100+ comps, only to loose them all. Yet don't give up! It's all about hard work! And not giving up. I know you will get one here soon.
@frost- Vinyl is open to friends and everything! I'm sure he lovedbto have a new friend!