Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[satyrn.]

dear dah,
i come home from exams tired,exhausted even,who cares if their mocks its still tiring, and then you have the cheek to tell me that 'oh its nor physically draining'
My first proper english mock yesterday was two hours long,it went into break so i went four hours without food and had to wait until lunch and it was a first thing at school exam so after two hours of stress and panicking my brain had pretty much shut off,THEN having to do more classes AFTER that exam made it worse.
I.AM.EXHAUSTED.
When your brain is done being mentally exhausted it physically drains you ok and YOU havent done exams in,what?,twenty years.
yeah so shut up.
frem,a stressed and angry uk

dear chicken smoothie,cs friends and youtube,
thank you all so much,times have been kinda crappeh lately and you have lifted me up the best you can,thank you <3
frem,a thankful uk

[The Fifth Spirit]

Dear P______,
I've always sort of liked you. I mean, if you asked me out I would have said yes, but I didn't have a full-blown crush on you.
However, because I'm overweight, smart, and socially awkward (not a good combination), I've always had boy problems. I've never had a boyfriend or been asked to a school dance.
So when you asked me today (during a very noisy science class) to go to the dance with you, I had to take a double take; partly because I was shocked that someone would ask me to the dance, and partly because it was so noisy that I could barely hear you.
My poor little heart, which I had abused with awful thoughts about myself since 7th grade, perked up a bit. Could it be? Did someone actually find me attractive? Did I have a chance?
When you said, "just joking" about five seconds later when I didn't respond, my poor little heart shrunk back in on itself.
But then, you added, "I mean, it wouldn't be as a date. It's just that neither of us are going to get dates-" (something I had drilled into my poor little heart's mind for a long time, and verbally joked about all too often) "-And neither of us know if we even want to go." It was true; you and I had talked about this a few times and had admitted (laughingly) that we weren't even interested in going to the dance.
My poor little heart perked up again, but less so than before. I said yes, but assured you that if you actually found a girl you wanted to go to the dance with, I was fine with it. I'm not, of course, but I would never admit that.
Could it be? Will you end up being my first boyfriend? I'm fat, which is not viewed as normal for girls, and you're extremely skinny, which is not viewed as normal for boys. we're both equally nonathletic, we're both cynical towards everything in general, and we both hate (mostly) the same classmates.
I'll guess I'll have to wait and see. My poor little heart is cautiously excited.
Sincerely,
S_______

[satyrn.]

dear markiplier and jacksepticeye
stop.
the feels.
pls ;-;
you guys are so nice to us peeps who are having a tough time,
the feellss ;-;
frem,a feelsy uk

[ghosties]

dear ___

why did i have to carry you all that way
for you to forget something you really
needed? that was really uncalled for
you need to remember things better

- reject

[CarmillaTheCreampuff]

Dear Father,

Im not afraid of you.
I don't care what you say to me, what you threaten. How intimidating you think you are. If you lay a hand on me rest assured I will fight like hell. Im not my mother. Im not afraid of you.
And you're right, maybe, maybe I do hate you.
Maybe thats true.
Maybe its because I see what you do. You hide behind the name of God to excuse you're control complex. If its not perfect in you're eyes you need to scream at it right? Make your entire family bow down to you?
It pains me to know what you do to her. I wish my mother would leave you. You're going to break her. I can see it. She can't take this anymore. Its ridiculous that she spends her day in fear, scrambling to make everything perfect for you so maybe you won't scream at her for once. We have to clean the house to perfection every day just to appease you. She has to have dinner ready on time just to appease you. She has to be always available to drop everything and give you her undivided attention and answer to what you need. She has four kids. The poor woman tries so hard to keep you happy, and even then you still scream at her.
I fight back. Sure, maybe I should back down. But if I backed down what then? Nobody would stand up to you. Nobody would fight for her. Nobody would fight for themselves. I know you had a hard childhood. But guess what. You say you arent, but you're just like him. You just hide behind religion to cover things up.
You make ridiculous rules for all of us. You demand that my mother does things. You hardly let her have a social life. She is scared to go out and do anything because you get mad when "she's out too long."
I don't care if you sit behind a desk and work all day. You're life is easy compared to what you put my mother through.
She'll never leave you though. She loves you. She doesn't believe in divorce. You're going to break my mother. And she isn't going to do anything to stop it. She lives her life to keep you happy. Thats not a life.
So yes dad. Maybe I do hate you. I know you're not always like this. I know you can be fun. You can be kind and loving.
But you're getting out of line.
You are not martyr
You are no saint.
You are a hypocrite.
And it looks like I'm the only one who sees it.
What have you turned into?
Are you so blind that you can't see what you've become?
Signed,
The One You Call Daughter.

[Zish]

Dear beautiful friend,

Thank you for always being there for me. Honestly, I don't know why you put up with me but... you're amazing! I know this is short and sappy, but I really do love you so much, and your worth more than you know. We can also get through this tough world together, you and I! I hope someday we can meet, but until now whoever says online friendships aren't real friendships... well, they obviously don't know what friendship is. Ha!

~ Eclipse (that annoying dragon... yeah, you know the one)

P.S. This goes for all of my friends. <3

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Dear anxiety,

Can you please go away? It would be really nice if I didn't have a panic attack when going out and talking to people every single day. It's getting really old, and I'm tired of this.

~ Eclipse (a very annoyed draggy)

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Dear depression,

You're what I want to rid of the most, next to anxiety. Why won't you go away? You let me feel happy for a few days, and then you come back at full force. What's up with that? It's getting really old, and I'm tired of having you control me. Go away.

~ Eclipse (a very sad dragon)

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Dear parents,

I'm not going to be your "sweet little daughter" forever. It's sad, I know, but I'm growing up and getting older. Whether I like it or not, I'm changing as well. I'm discovering my path in life, and although you can guide me please leave me some space too, OK? And when I come to you for support... I wish you wouldn't push me away like you have in the past. I'm not making this up.

~ Eclipse (a dragon who could say much more but thinks this speaks for itself)

[The BadWolf]

Dear mum;

I'm sorry that I'm a failure. I'm sorry that even when I do something right, I screw up immediately after. It doesn't matter I did well today. It never did. That's why I'm always holed up in my room. That's why I don't try. That's why I always put a brave face on. Because, it doesn't matter if I did. No one really cares if I died. They'd get over it. They always would. And that's why I don't have friends- close friends you can tell everything to. I have one, and we're starting to drift apart anyway. It's not you, I don't hate you. I love you, I care about you, but I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't even want to type right now. I just want to sleep, but I can't, because I'm doing homework, and that's my excuse. It always is. If I want to mope, I'm doing homework. If I want to just be, I'm doing homework. I dread the day when I have to work. When I have no escape. No excuse. It scares me what I will do then-perhaps I won't work. Maybe I never will. Maybe I will live off of the streets just so that I don't have to serve someone else, do something I hate to earn money to buy food I don't really want and clothes I don't like and bills so I can warm myself in a house full of problems and people.

I'm tired and angry.

I love you.

[prince of heart]

______,
My friends think that I should hate you for what you made me into
Society thinks I should love your for what you gave me

I don't know how I feel about you any more
I wish you would leave for good
I wish you could stay forever

I wish our relationship will change
I know it wont
But you always told me to make wishes
so.
theres that

[Luckily Forgotten]

_

spent all day crying. in no condition to come to college right now
finally snapped

[anathema]

c.e.,
we shouldn't let nicole ruin our friendship. that's all i want to say, and also i'm sorry about people spreading that rumor about you and richie. i had no idea, i'm sorry.

- m.r.