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by CarmillaTheCreampuff » Thu Mar 12, 2015 5:47 pm
Dad,
I don't get it. I didn't say one word. I sat there and I ate quietly. God isn't that what you wanted? So why are you going off on me? Why are you guilting me for acting depressed. Why are you telling me that its not okay for me to be upset or sad because you work so hard to keep me happy.
Yeah
I know you do. But I have plenty of reasons to be depressed.
And even if i didn't i can't help my feelings
Im sorry I'm such a freaking problem child and I'm too much of a disappointment to be around.
God I'm sorry I'm not happy and cheery and outgoing and into boys and love to shop and getting straight A's and being a "normal" teenage girl.
Because your idea of normal isn't me.
Im sorry I'm dark and morbid.
Im sorry I like being alone.
Im sorry I don't have a diet thats to your standards.
Im sorry I can't be my siblings.
Im sorry that I'm so mean and awful to you
Im sorry okay Dad
What else do you want from me?
What can I do for you to just look at me and be a little bit proud of me for once.
How do I stop being such a disappointment to you?
What can I do for you to look at me like I matter.
Please just tell me and ill do it because I'm so sick of sitting here with you so disappointed with me.
Just....I want you to be proud. I want to be something that you don't feel like is a mistake.
But I can't change who I am.
I just want to feel loved.
Love,
Your daughter.
Done
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by .':unipixie dust:'. » Fri Mar 13, 2015 1:20 pm
Dear little Brother
you are now a teen and that's great and all but it doesn't mean you know everything. it also doesn't mean you get to say and do whatever you want. your fights with mom are ridiculous I don't understand how you can't get it into your head that she can and will win. you have made her cry! your are unreasonable and down right disrespectful. I know nothing I or anyone else say to you will change that. But you have to learn somehow I wish I cold help you but you won't listen! you need to understand that in the world you have to deal with people you don't like and situations that aren't ideal. you can't react to those things by getting angry and yelling or just being an a** to everyone around you! even the way you approach me after school needs help. I talk to my friends for awhile you know that so when you come to me and call me names and just act like an entitled little snot I will not let that stand. I am your ride to everywhere and I try so hard to be someone you can look up to but your to busy thinking your the best thing since sliced bread to notice. I just want my old little bro back who was sweet cute and used to follow me around for no other reason than to see what new cool thing I would show you next. at times I did want to be left alone but I would have you follow me like that again in a heartbeat if it meant you would act decent again. I was proud to say you were my little adorable bro who I had taught everything and played games with for hours. we never had a perfect relationship we fought but not as much. I just miss the eli I used to know...... I still love you little bro, always will but something needs to change.
love your big sis
Harlee
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by amazing. » Fri Mar 13, 2015 1:22 pm
[size=150]Dear Me,
Stop forgeeting to do my homework,, projects, and chores.
Also, don't forget your mum's birthday.
Love,
Myself
Dear Israel and Nathaniel,
Thanks for the personal comedy show you gave me and Andi (BFFL) at lunch! You would reakky make some money if you became comedians!
Also, Nathaniel, you're funnier ;)
Your Friend,
Emilee/size]
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by wifi » Fri Mar 13, 2015 3:01 pm
hey do you think we could talk sometime
about being in that psych unit
about what it was like and stuff
and like
if it traumatized you to the point of developing ptsd like it did with me
like maybe i'd feel less trashy about myself if i knew someone else had nightmares for months and months after it happened
or even just a few weeks
or at all
i feel like nobody's ever been this traumatized by a stupid hospital and its idiotic, ableist trash cans with name tags and voices
sometimes i feel like they're gonna come to my house in the middle of the night and take me away at gunpoint and lock me up because they think i'm insane and am a danger to society because they really really really wanted me to stay at the more permanent unit they had there
like is that just me or
im sor ry for kinda throwing this on you randomly but for once in my life i actually want to get over something and i could use some help
i guess the real version of this letter would be a lot less "oh my god i'm crazy" and more "hi this happened to me how did it go for you" and also a lot shorter
the game lol
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<- an ibuprofen for you if you need it
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by satyrn. » Fri Mar 13, 2015 7:16 pm
dear emotions,again..
Anger,Frustration and Irritability as well as tolerance-Guys,Please take a break,go for a holiday you know,take a hike or something
Happy,Joy,Excitement and all that jazz-Tbh you guys should visit more often,its a happy fun time with you guys,yeah!
Depression,Sadness and Hopelessness-Guys its ok,It will be ok just go take a sleepy sleep,YOU TO ANXIETY IM WATCHING YOU OK?
Hunger and other stuff like dat-STOP WANTING MY ATTENTION YA LIL POOP
Drowsiness and some others-Brain pls ok pl ;-;,Sleepiness,Y U HERE?IM NOT TIRED
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by satyrn. » Sat Mar 14, 2015 8:35 am
dear uk,
NONONONONONO.
STOP.
STOP RIGHT NOW.
YOU ARE NOT DOING THIS,THIS IS NOT HAPPENING.
NO AND NO.
-heavy sigh-
Just dont think about it ok?
frem meh
dear school,
stop controlling us.
We can dye our hair,pierce our bodies and wear badges ok?
IT IS OUR BODY,NOT YOURS.I DIDNT JOIN YOUR STUPID SCHOOL TO LOSE ALL MY CONFIDENCE AND CHOICE.
We can wear certain things ok,No im not a thug because im wearing a batman badge....
Now you kick us outside because its 'hot'
NEWFLASH,WE LIVE IN THE UK,IT IS COLD AS FUBBERNUCK OUT THERE -points to the outside-
So dont patronise me
from a mad uk
dear hall monitors in my year
yeah yeha populars who just took the job to sit inside and eat dont be twats.
let people in to go to the toilet
when they said let no one in
they did not mean
'no one gets to go to the toilet anymore'
they meant dont let people wander the corridors
dont be snobdouches...
from,a mad classmate
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