Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Kaifloof]

To my dearest beloved 'B',
I am writing this letter intended for you on a site I know you will never use.

Partially because I need help that won't be public.
And partially because I don't know what to do or who to choose.
You know that I love you so very, very much and I will do anything to take care of you.
But my heart is in pain, for my first love returned to me this year.

I do not know what to do.
I was unable to tell 'R' my feelings due to him going on a trip my junior year, in which I thought he would never return.

But now he is back, and old feelings have resurfaced.
I wish to stay deeply loyal to you...but my heart wishes for another.
I love you both.
But I do not know how I am going to decide...or who I am going to choose.

Perhaps 'A' is right and I am polyamorous (dating multiple people)...
I don't know...
I don't want to hurt either one of you...

I want to give 'R' a chance....but at the same time... I know that if I were to hurt him, even if it were a small amount, all the pain from his first/previous relationship would come back and perhaps change his idea of me...
I don't want to lose him...

'R' is a really great and sweet friend...I don't know what to do...

Help...
~ZeldaOtaku21

[Aemort]

Dear H,

My first, only, and most important letter goes to you. I don't quite understand what you're doing, to be honest. As if the only way for you to feel better is to push me out of your life. I know that you're stressed and upset, but the methods you're turning to in order to feel better are killing me inside. You can't continue to put your relationships at risk for the sake of temporary contentment. We both know that you have a problem, and it's your job to fix it. You need to face everything you're dealing with, but all you do is hide behind a facade.

Well, burn the facade.

You need to understand that you can't keep running away. Your problems will not magically disappear if you hide from them. I want to say that you're just being lazy, and I know that I would be right, but I can't bring myself to do so. You're not the person I once knew, and you're running out of excuses. You need to pull yourself together, truly, and understand your situation.

I miss the real you, and you need to come back.

[vaska]

Dear tooru,
Why must you fear everything?
Why do you get so worried?
Why do you over think things?
Why is it that I stopped worrying about it until..
and am I just progressing back to my old state? Am I slowly just worrying about every thing in life again?
Why does no one understand why you're scared?
Why can't you just calm down..?
Just. Reassure yourself. Why can't you do that?
Why do you assume everything is a sign?

Sincerely, Tooru.

[widowed]

dear ______,
i'm sorry, but how is this my fault? when i first met you we started talking for like four months, and then you just left for a while and came back like you didn't leave at all. and now you're mad at me because you didn't man up and ask me out when you had so many chances to. i really don't see how this is my fault. i mean, we're friends and i don't want to be nothing more. i don't like you in that type of way because i love someone else. i don't want you to be mad because there isn't a reason to. you'll find someone better. i'm sure of it. i hope we can continue to be friends like we always were and nothing more, nothing less.

from,
pinkie.

[BrainOnSka]

Dear facebook friends and local TV stations...

I am too nice to say this out loud on Facebook, but on CS I doubt anyone I know can tell. But seriously.. Why are you making this into a negative thing? It could be good!
Just wait and see,
Farmer

[northern downpour ;;]

Drake,

Please please please I know you're there you can't just leave me now so don't just say you never want to talk to me again because I was so excited when I saw you messaged back I cried.

~ Snow

[wicked;]

dear b,

welcome home.. but i honestly wish
you hadn't come back.. you just make
everything so difficult to deal with, but
i'm madly in love with you..

[Utterly.]

Dear so and so,
The thread.Where is it? You said hold your horses about a month ago. It's still gone.


Dear so and so,
It' very obvious that I don't like asking for help. It's also apparent that I didn't need you to post your advice out in the open.I'm a very private, and not very social, person online. Therefore sending a message to me would've been ideal. Honestly, you don't know how sour I turned when you posted that.

[apollo.]

Dear world,
Where is the things that annoy you thread?
I'm a negative person and I need to rant about stuff from time to time except I have no where to write it. Last time I tried a journal my brother took it and read it. Never again will that happen.

[mikko;]

dearest mother,
i'd like to ask why you sent me, who is currently ill and depressed, out into the cold to pick up your youngest daughter. i really don't care if you're "on the phone," as you seemed to think that was a viable excuse, when your phone is portable and you are the one who is dressed and owns a car. thanks to you, my little sister thinks i'm ticked off at her, and is currently scared to face me. but of course, considering you got furious when i suggested you stand up and drive the two minutes to pick her up, i can obviously tell you none of this. and yet, you still wonder why i refuse to tell you anything and get angriest when i face you. it's almost endearing how rude and oblivious you can be.

much annoyance,
m.