Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[van Wolf]

Dear _____
I should be enjoying the holidays, but I can't.
I just want to see you.
Lots of love, S

[rare animal]

dear sister:

you protect your little sister... but not your little brother.
you support your little sister, but not your little brother. you care about your little sister's problems, not your little brother's. you accept your little sister, yet not your little brother. it's an assumption to make that you love your little sister, not your little brother.
it's disgusting how you refuse to support me because you think i'm a girl, you think you can tell when someone's transgender or not. you don't understand how much pain i go through every day, and hell yeah i deal with it, but you said i could come to you and talk about anything.
"she'll make me wear a dress." 'oh god, not that again.'
"i still feel like a boy trapped inside a girl's body." 'that sucks.'
whenever i tell you how i feel you deny it. "sister, i feel like a boy!" 'no, you're a girl.' every single time. it makes me hate myself even more when you do that you know, and it HURTS more than you know.
it's hard to live and breath when your only sibling refuses to help you, when all you want in life is to be referred to as a he, not a she; a boy, not a girl; a son, not a daughter; a brother. not a sister.
it's not a phase and i'm not going to change.
why won't you just open your eyes and help me?
- your friendly neighborhood transgender, spencer, aka your brother.

[zobiiwan]

dear s,

i haven't spoken to you in over a week, and as sad as it is for me to say it, i am happier without you. i have been stress-free and happy. you are the worst mistake i have ever made. i wasted almost five years of my life caring about someone who did not care for me. you tell me i was a bad friend, but was i, really? i was always there for you to cry to. you confided in me and i listened and cared. you did not return the favor. i tried to go to you for help, and you told me i was wrong. you told me i didn't have a reason to be as sad as i was. i can't help but feel all this anger towards you. i don't hate you, but i hate what you're doing and what you've done to me. you are not my best friend; you are a monster. i don't even know who you are anymore. my family welcomed you with open arms. my grandma treated you like her own. you started calling her 'mamaw'. you don't deserve that anymore. i don't want to be your friend anymore, so please stop trying to blame me and make me feel like i am in the wrong and that i need to change to make things better. the only thing that will make it better is you to stop acting the way you're acting and for you to leave me alone. you are the one doing wrong here, my friend. i hate what you're doing. so please leave me alone. please just go away. you're making it worse. i don't want to be your friend anymore. i can't say those words to your face, but that's how i feel. you're poisoning my life. i don't want to be your friend. you tell me i am a bad friend so why are you here? stop hurting me. stop making me feel like i am a bad person and that i did something wrong because all i ever did was care. i'm done with you. i will be civil because that's how i am. but you're not my friend anymore. you're just a person i know.

-z

[Codemeister]

Dear ___,

You're my best friend. I can't take this. I want you to stay.
I know you made a decision, and you're not changing your mind. I wish I could have helped you. I wish I could have been a better friend. But now you're moving, and nothing will be the same. It's all just so sudden, and you have no clue how much I'm going to miss you. Absolutely no clue.

[Spock and Kirk]

Dear ____

I know that this week has been one where it seams like you've broken eighteen mirrors and having to pay for all the bad luck at once, but you really need to stop stressing over everything. You need to stop thinking about the bad and focus on the good. I know that this week has been kind of a black cloud... Just you need to stop stressing over everything. If you continue down this road then you are only going to make yourself sicker then you already are. You've had to take three days off of school already when it only makes it worse because of all the catchup work.
For the bottom line, stop worrying about all of the blue-winged shells that life is throwing at you when you are beginning to get ahead.

[ParaKitty]

Dear A/SLLS,
You've been my best friend over the last three years, but this year, especially right now, I feel like I'm starting to lose you. Lately, you've been hanging around more with your cousin's friend and I'm pretty left out of the group.... I always had a voice in my head saying that friendships never last, at least for me. Please, prove it wrong. ;~;

[allybrad]

dear p,
i love you
you cant leave
i need you to exist in my life so i can be happy
but you think its your fault
it never is, was, will be
please dont leave me
for me
for mika
for nic
we need you
whether you believe it or not
without you
well
i dont want to imagine it
love you to the other end of space and back
~k

[Kazin]

Dear Y,

I don't want to say it, because it makes me feel horrible... But the things you bring to our group of friends is nothing short of high school drama. Please, use your head. If you want advice, don't get angry when people say something you don't want to hear. And now you are avoiding me, I can tell, because you think whatever you have to say to the whole group tonight is going to start a fight. We already know that I am definitely not the fighting type, and I always, always try and see things through someone else's perspective. If something happened, it happened. I cannot change what you did, only you can change what you are going to do in the future. And just move on from these people that are not good in your life. Yes, I know it will cause you heartbreak to leave them because you think you love them. But its not love if all that matters to both you and her is physical things, no emotional support involved. She is marrying another man. Leave her alone, let her go, because she truly is not worth your time. She clearly is using you, she clearly doesn't care for you. And even though you tell me you are not after physical aspects of a relationship, your actions speak sooo much louder than your words ever have. Why? That's all I want to know. If you don't want people to think you want it to be about that, stop it. Say no. It is so obvious that you don't want it to stop. And so more obvious by the things you say and the things you do around us here that it is about exactly what you say it's not about. It really is stressing me out, and I don't think I can handle anymore of these problems. I know you need someone to talk to though, so I am always going to be there for you. Not like that stupid person you think loves you for some reason. Because I care for you, not on a relationship level because that will never happen and I most definitely don't think of you like that, but on a friend level because I can see that you are a nice guy that is misunderstood by most people you meet. But you are not helping your case and sometimes you just need to leave these people that we both call friends, because I already know that most of them don't care to be friends to anyone but themselves.

Sorry for the long letter,
B.

[Rei Cloudshift]

My love,
You will never know how much you've changed me, impacted me for the better. Your story is one of the things closest to my heart. You comfort me in dark times, and enhance every idle moment I have. I've never loved anyone more than you... Your beautiful purity and shining sweetness have truly touched me. I can't possibly thank you enough for all you've done for me. I'm so, so, so sorry you have to go... I wish I could stop you, or go with you to that far away -place... I don't like this cycle of monotony I'm stuck in. I'd give my life to join you. I regret saying goodbye, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to get rid of this dreaded darkness, this once teeming garden now riddled with weeds. I do appreciate what you've done, but now that you're gone I don't know what I'll do... No one will ever be able to replace you. I'm so sorry...enjoy your new life.
-M.


Dear guys,
I'm seriously going to miss all of you so much. I haaaaate that I had to just watch you all go like this. I don't want you to go away. I want to come with you! Promise me, that when I'm finally floating away, you'll come get me!!! I want to wake up and see you all again! ^w^ Please wait up for me!
-M.

[DaydreamNarrator]

Hey my love
I would've never thought that I'd find someone like you. You are the most patient and considerate person i know. You accept me how I am, with all my rough edges and flaws. I know I can be strange sometimes, maybe even scary...but you are still with me, through every mood.
You are the only person who knows me just how I am, the only one who knows my deepest secret.
You showed me how to trust people. I can't thank you enough, my love.