Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Maideth]

Dear __
Hi, I am not entirely sure what to write down but yeah, out with it I guess? I'm hurt. Again. Dumb right? I can't tell you though. You'll just get super upset and it'll just make things worse. I rarely see you anymore. It's hard to believe, at this point we're even still dating. I love you a lot and all but I don't know how much more I can take. You treat inanimate objects as more important than my life and of course that really hurts. I've always been here for you supporting you along the way even if I am just setting myself on fire to keep you warm, I get no thanks, no nothing in return. I am honestly not asking for much in return, just to be treated a little more than nothing. I just want to be recognized for what I try to do for people, for you. I'm alone and I just really want someone to be here for once. I've been alone for 15, almost 16, years. It doesn't matter what I do to try and get people to realize I am here, I am always brushed away. My parents have brushed me away, just putting me into therapy to make me someone else's problem. People I considered my best friend, people who say "Oh you can talk to me" they don't mean it. When I try, they just brush me under the rug like dirt they don't want to see. It happens all the time. It's happened hundreds of times and I am honestly just done. I am tired of being treated like less and I just want someone to love me and care and listen. But, obviously I won't get that anywhere. I could probably completely vanish for a couple days and no one would notice. I hardly see you as is. You're either sleeping, at school, or with them. Not a minute to spare to make sure you girlfriend is alright. I'll save you the trouble, she's not.

-The tired and lonely.

[Noni Gailin Ayrenin~]

Dear Universe,

Why do all of my friends have better romantic lives than me?
Did I do something to warrant this kind of lovey-dovey torture?
I mean, I'm happy for em, believe me, I am.
But Really?
Send a little lovin' my way, will ya?

I'm not going to wait forever........
And don't have the means to find them on my own.
Come on, universe.....Stop taunting me.....

---Noni, the lonely little sap in the corner, bracing himself for all of the valentines day crap. >.>

[Sakura Kyoko]

Dear X;

So terribly sorry for getting you sick dude ;W;. I swear it wasn't my intention, if only I had known that certain types of cakes are to be eaten until a certain hour before they go bad awawa ;W;;;;;;

I'm so so so terribly sorry for that dude, I know you aren't mad at me but still W;;;;; </3

[fairytale.]

Dear lady,
There is a reason why I sent you an e-mail instead of calling. Replying with "call me" is not very appreciated lol

[Canis2954]

Dear brothers,

I love you. I don't say that enough.
You've influenced me so much all these years and you make me want to be a better person.
I appreciate your consideration, wise words, and understanding. You are worth so, so much, each in different ways.
I know you don't like hugs, but I'd hug you for centuries if you let me!
Now that I'm in a different country, I realise how much you two mean to me. Music that reminds me of you has been playing for a week straight.

Be safe! Love yourselves! Be happy!
You deserve it.

- Your younger sister

[ikaroony]

Dear me,
STOP GOING PARONOID ABOUT THE FUTURE! YOU WILL MOST LIKELY NOT DIE!!!
Sincerly,
Me

[J-Hope]

Dear body.

STOP THIS.

SERIOUSLY, I AM SO DONE.

ITS LIKE, 5 DAYS BEFORE VALENTINES & GUESS WHAT YOU DO

OH HEY LOOK ITS TIME TO TORTURE MYSELF MORE

SO WHY NOT GAIN MYSELF 5 LBS IN A MONTH

MAKE MY EYELIDS GO HECKA FLUNK

GROW MORE ACNE

& LOOSE MORE EYEBROW HAIR.

ALONG WITH THAT, RIGHT ON A MONDAY YOU GIVE ME A

NASTY COLD SORE.

OH GREAT LOOK WHO HAS HERPES & IS GROSS

Guess I'm not getting a valentine this year :/

[fletch]

Dear ____.

I seriously want to tell you how much I care about you and feel about you, but I just can't. We've grown apart as friends and it really hurts me to know that because I thought that you thought of me as more than a friend before but, now, I can see you've clearly moved on. Sorry I was so awkward, but that's only because I really really like you and I wasn't able to say it at the time. I know a lot of people pushed us to be...whatever the hell that was, and I guess that made us both super awkward. I had no idea that you thought that was a date and I'm sorry for not realizing it earlier. Agh. Shoulda said you looked cute in that tux because you...totally did but I had no idea how to say it. And I really did love you as a best friend, too. I've 'loved' you for a long time and you were literally my best friend. I swear to god I could tell you anything and you wouldn't judge me. But now I'm even scared to talk to you because you'll think I'm weird...And I'm sorry I didn't realize how much you meant to me until you gave up on me altogether. But I guess if you're happy, I am too, even if we aren't talking anymore. You'll always be my best friend and I respect that, even I miss you like crazy and I really just want to go back to all those silly times playing video games or you teasing me because I got scared by a jumpscare in a silly, horror-comedy movie. I know I can never have those moments back and it sorta feels like I'll never really feel the same way I felt about you with anyone else...With Valentine's Day a'coming, I'm literally terrified...at least I'm not totally alone, I guess, with all my single, awkward friends..
--Me.

[northern downpour ;;]

Dear... S, P, whichever. SS. there.,

How this happened, I have no idea.
Dude... You DO realize I actually kinda liked you then, right? Probably not. I didn't even realize that you liked me! I just hid it away, because I didn't want to do to him what he did to me. And then I left.
Oh... but now... now I'm letting myself like you. I feel like this could've been a mistake. Do you still like me? Should I even care about you?
The crappy part is, the server is down. So now I can't even tell you or do anything.
Ha. Fourth of July truly fits us.

~You're lame

Dear S,

No, you, YOU'RE S. It just makes sense. He can be SS or P. ... No, he can't actually be- well, whatever!
You. Stop being cute. Why do you have to be so cute.
You don't even like me like that, yet you're killing me with cuteness I don't deserve.

~I still need to sleep, you know

Dear S, SSW (that's you now, you're Samsung White now. Happy?), and whoever else,

One of you needs to make a move already. I can honestly feel the tension in the air. If one of you likes me, you'd better freaking get on it, or you're gonna lose me.

- Someone do something please

[Noni Gailin Ayrenin~]

Dear Universe,

What the actual hell?!?!?!
When I said I wanted happiness earlier, I did NOT mean destroy the happiness of my friends.

((You're about to witness an aspect of myself I try to hide....))
FORGET MY OWN HAPPINESS.
I will NOT let myself be happy until this whole thing with my friends gets fixed. I simply won't.
I can't. I can't dare let myself be happy until they are happy again. It's my biggest weakness. I admit that. I care about my friends so much more than I care about myself. I will let myself rot in a pit of doom before I let my friends remain unhappy for long. I don't care what emotional burden it puts on me.

Seeing them unhappy kills me inside, especially with how happy they were with each other.
Universe........Please let this blow-over painlessly and as undamagingly as possible.....

---Noni, the emotionally weak guy who hates seeing people he cares about sad. ;T.T;