Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[myk]

dear -,

i feel like once they come online its like i dont exist, idk why maybe its just a coincidence but i just feel like it :p

- myk.

[BrainOnSka]

Ribs,
Could you please not hurt? I mean really. I know my backpack is like 15 pounds, maybe more, and I walked up five flights of stairs in the science building alone today, and of course back down five flights! Plus the three to get to my dorm... All whilst wearing said backpack. And yes, I would hurt too, but it hurts to breathe too deeply now, right as I'm going to bed.. Thanks. I am so out of shape even a little jogging makes me sore and winded.
Just... Stop hurting.
Love
Me.

[icicle1107]

Dear whoever,
I had a sincerely crappy day. it started off alright but as it progressed my mood crumbled and my head began hurting more and more. Then on the way to ballroom my left hip twanged so i limped around on that for a while until i could stretch it. Then in ballroom i landed with my toes weird and they cracked and i was in so much pain until after we finished working on samba. Then it was my knee that started hurting. And then on my date just when things were starting to get brighter i dropped my phone and it hit the pavement and the screen freaked out and wont go back to normal and getting a new one will cost 400 freaking dollars. So i cried on my date, i got it good enough to be able to see but after seeing RENT it turned almost entirely blue. So crappy day.
~icicle1107

[city of angels;]

Dear L,

It's no secret that you can't stand anyone around you. You walk in the room and it follows you like a dark cloud. I see it in your face when the teacher yells out the name of the other L in the class and you look up. I saw it when that girl screamed your name, when you answered, "What?" and she said, "Not you. The other L." You really hate them all, don't you?

Is it because you're insecure? Is it because they hurt you? Why is it? It seems to me that you're fighting a lot of demons, my friend. You look lonely. I've seen the way you interact with your friends. The way you hurry to B's side and literally press into him. The way you're constantly fighting for S's attention. Are you lonely? Do you feel lost? Alone? Not cared for? Unloved?

I see your friends ditch you a lot. That's your favorite thing to tweet about, aside from ranting about how awful your life is. Why do they ditch you? Do you think it's because of you? You're obviously very lonely and lost and confused and angry and bitter. What happened, L? What happened that made you hurt so much that you decided no one else was going to hurt you? And yet, they still hurt you...every day.

Your mom doesn't seem like a nice mom. You say many mean things about her. Your brother, I've witnessed that firsthand. He's really mean to you. You hate your family, don't you. You hate your mom and you hate your brothers and I don't doubt for a moment that you hate yourself. Some days, I can tell. I can tell that you'd never want to be anyone else, because you're happy. Those days you smile most and don't tweet at all. But then other days, you would rather be anyone else. That was yesterday. You didn't even open your mouth to speak to your friends.

I'm very, very sorry that you feel like that. I've felt like that. I'm gonna go out on a whim and say we've all felt like that. Some of us still do. But you don't have to feel so lonely all by yourself. I see you looking at me sometimes. Maybe it's just because you catch me staring. But no matter what the reason is, you notice me. Come talk to me, silly. I won't bite. You might find out that you and I aren't all that different.

Love,
me

[widowed]

dear ______,
no. please, stop. i'm not into you, so you need to stop. i appreciate you to try and make an effort to talk to me, but i have things i have to do.
from,
pinkie.

[blue neighbourhood]

Dear, the flu virus.
I really appreciate how you could have picked anyone but you picked me. You make me feel special. I mean, maybe I did say that I didn't like school, but I want to learn. And see my friends. I'm tired of the constant cramps and pains, so please, can you leave me alone?
Lotsa love,
Myself.

[rare animal]

dear sister:

okay. sister, i am transgender. i have felt like a man trapped inside a girl's body since i was 6 and i can't change that. why can't you just support me? the only thing i want in life is to be referred to as brother, as a boy. as a man. i don't want anything else. please just support me. you say the bad treatment of trans people makes you sick, why won't you stand up for me? i don't deserve it. i know. clumsy me, me who destroys everything he touches, me who hurts everyone around me. i know. i just wanted a chance at living. please don't prove me wrong.

-your little brother

[~Arokai*Rokujo~]

Dear brain,

please stop throwing these stupid "what ifs" everywhere. I mean honestly, none of those situations even have the slightest chance of happening.


Dear ____

You. You are driving me absolutely crazy ((in the best kind of way, I suppose)). What you were doing today stressed me out to the max and turned me into a tomato face, I mean honestly... I don't even know what to think. All I can think is that it's not very nice of you to play with my feelings like that, I mean really now. You know I like you... Do you really gotta get me flustered like that every time? Sigh. I like you too much for my own good, and I feel like it'll be another 'up till 4 am thinkin bout you' kind of night. And the saddest thing is you just brush me off so often... You probably don't even care huh? I should've seen it coming anyway sigh. But maybe you do, how would I know? I can't read minds silly human. But really.. Teasing me like that? And now you wont even tell me if you were joking or not? You're killin me man, you and your stupid amazingness. Liking you is a pain ;-; but I can't stop. You're silly smile and warm hugs just lure me back every single time. What can I say, you've got me good.

Dear _____

I love you, you're my favorite person in the world. Please stop being sad. Honestly ily I'm sad enough as is but when you get sad I get sad too because I can't stand seeing you sad. I know I'm selfish, I know I frustrate you. I'm a pretty horrible person, but I dunno. I'm trying I guess. I really miss you so much. I hope everything blows over and goes away soon. I dunno anymore. Come love me.

Dear self,

stop being sad for no reason. No one wants to hear you rant and be sulky all the time over absolutely nothing. Suck it up and go to bed.

Eventually...

All from a very tired, loopy Arokai.

[Shirosashi]

Dear Dan,

I moved away last year, I wish I could've stayed. Everything seemed wrong without seeing you every day, even if I had been too shy to say anything, now I have the courage but I know that it's too late. I can't even express why you were amazing, only that I hope to see you again one day. Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat is the song I of when I think about you...

E.K., former JROTC cadet

[Medusa72]

BP.
I'm a horrible person. I don't know why you like me.
Seriously.
You deserve WAY better.
Me.