don't you know that you're toxic? || form for foxerfly #229

[knifekind]

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about me [the adopter]
hello!! i'm yowzah.
i own seven beautiful foxerflies -- nirmah, lucifer, dean, thomas, clara, justice and nicolette already; i currently have one normal slot, one extra slot, one custom slot and one nursery slot.
when i saw this beautiful girl i felt a connection instantly; i knew i had to try out for her.
if i won her she would happily fit in with the rest of my troop of idiots, and would be loved dearly. i would get her a mate; start up a family; get her some friends.
things would be good.

well, i think i've talked too much about myself; why don't we talk about the lovely lady in question?

[knifekind]

hello. my name is leelah averly gordon - you may call me master. nah, i'm kidding.
call me leels, if you really want to nickname me.
you must be the lovely lady wanting to know about me, right? you are..? lovely!
well, i'm a male-to-female transgender, first things first. no, i'm not a freak or a weirdo; i just feel like i was.. born in the wrong body.i prefer she and her pronouns, of course.
and yes, i will hit you if you call me male, trust me on that.

i'm an alchemist; yes, the bottle on my tail is full of potion.. it's not a mean potion, don't be ridiculous!! it's a very strong love potion, so don't drink it or you might fall in love with me.. although it's not like you'd need love potion for that!!
all my potions are for somewhat good intent only. i make beautifying potions, emotion-based potions; love potions, fur curling potions, eye changers..

i live in the edge on the city, just above the forest line, however with the growing forest.. it seems i may be in the forest myself eventually.. it keeps crawling. however i live within walking distance; it's only about 10 minuets from the last city checkpoint to my home. here's a map for reference.

[knifekind]

first and foremost, leelah is a very "chill" foxerfly. she's very calm and easy-going during social situations, and is generally a very nice foxerfly to be around.
she takes not many things seriously, often joking around, but her friends, family and work are three definite things that she's grimly serious about.
leelah is very self-concious about her appearance and reputation; often mussing with her curls, or preening her wings. since she works in the beauty business, she makes sure she almost always looks perfect; if she doesn't, she'll probably have a breakdown.
when it comes to social situations, leelah's a social butterfly, and the life of the party; often running around, making sure everyone's having fun.
but.. she does have her downsides..
she is a liar. not anything truly harmful, just.. white lies here and there. which ties in also to perfectionist; obsessing over appearance, looks, reputation etc. she's a really good entertainer and host of parties, but be kinda adversed to having real friends, being only skin deep in most of her relationships. love, when it comes to her personally, is usually only minor infatuation; love itself scares her and she strongly does not desire it.

[knifekind]

my interests? i have plenty.
mostly alchemy, of course. i excel in it, it's my special talent. i love it to pieces.
my other obvious hobby is beautifying other foxerflies; however i believe all foxerflies are beautiful so often this isn't really a difficult act!! i adore making them see the beauty that's inside of them.. being pushed out into their physical form for all to see.

i'm also a very talented pianist, if i don't say so myself; i've been learning since i was a kit. i can play alot of pieces, but by far my favourite is [url]canon in d[/url].
another hobby of mine is songwriting!! i'm rubbish at it but it's something i love.
y-y-you wanna hear one of my songs?? a-a-alright then..

I had a pocket full
Of lost words tangled up on numb tounges
Harsh words falling straight on deaf ears
Bringing back old childish fears
I don't understand why
We need to hide..
We were a casual, casual aff-air
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
We weren't supposed to come this far
It was one night - in the back of my car!
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
Were were a casual affair
Casual affair
Casual
Casual
Affair..
You were a one night stand for the weekend
Overstaying any welcomes you had left
Your toxic kiss
Poisioning and I can't think straight..
-music yey-

We've come too far
My casual lover
From hotels and bars
To the honeymoon suite
Honey, you've caught me..
I better get on my way before another 'X' on the calender,
Cause baby, it's now or n-e-e-ever
I don't understand why
We need to hide..
We were a casual, casual aff-air
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
We weren't supposed to come this far
It was one night - in the back of my car!
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
Were were a casual affair
Casual affair
Casual
Casual
Affair..
(softer)
I don't understand why
We need to hide..
We were a casual, casual aff-air
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
We weren't supposed to come this far
It was one night - in the back of my car!
(harmonizing - Casual, casual affair)
Were were a casual affair
Casual affair
Casual
Casual
Affair..
(sing twice - soft first time, normal second)

[knifekind]

interviewer, leelah

welcome, leelah! how are you on this nice day?

"i'm good, thankyou for asking, darling!"

so let's start off.. with easy questions. so you have a crush, leelah?"

"-splutters- c-c-crush!? d-don't be ridiculous! of course i d-don't!"

haha, it's okay. so what do you look for, in that certain special foxerfly?

"someone patient. kind. loving. who understands me."

that's lovely! now, what exactly is your sexuality?

"i'm pansexual, but i've always felt slightly more attracted females."


that's cool! who would you consider to be your idol?

"patrick stump!! he's the lead singer of fall out boy; one of the bands that's been really influential on me, especially during my teenage years."


oh, really? why so?

"well, the band's music is just really awesome, kay? through my teenage years i was really worried about being transgender, because back then it was kind of weird to be trans.. but their music kind of taught me "don't be worried about being yourself." and, well, i was as self-conscious, slightly emo teenager; a band with music telling me "be yourself" was of course incredibly important."


awesome! now, onto something different; where are you from? what does your voice sound like?

"i'm actually from new york, but my parents way wayyy back were from africa; so my skin is pretty darkish. my voice? well, i've managed to develop a british accent, somehow!"


cool! last question; who would you consider to be your best friend?

"ara! we're both transgender females and she just gets me, you know?"


and it's a wrap! thanks for letting us interview you!

"you're welcome!! it was a pleasure!"