My life, my way [Unique Teenage RP] Semi Lit.

[Sacred Sin]

{*hits Sunda and Jer with cupid's arrows* Perhaps that will help. *eyeroll* Damn you two!! Tell each other how you feel!!!

Anyways, I think that sounds like a plan. We'll need to wait for Sky to get on though.}

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

Sunda was normally able to sit in silence exceedingly well, she thrived in silence, but this silence was just a bit oppressive for her to like. Jer was normally the up-beat positive one that always helped Sunda when she got depressed; but now it seemed like the table were turned. "About the kiss..." She started, thinking that was obviously the thing Jer was upset over, "I'm sorry for forcing myself on you like that. I shouldn't have, even for something like a stupid bill. Especially in a restaurant with everyone looking, everyone thinking you must be gay." She took the second to change gear, pushing her big heap of metal faster down the road towards Jers house, "I'm sorry if I offended you." She finished as she swallowed the lump in her throat. Apologizing was a hard thing for Sunda, she tried to avoid admitting she was wrong at all times; but if her friend had been hurt by her actions so much, the least she could do was try to mend it.


((They can have a girly emotional talk while we wait for Sky, LOL.))

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Jer trembled in his seat, clenching his hands into fists hard enough that a few scarlet drops of blood beaded on his palms. His blond bangs covered his eyes as his head was bowed, casting his face in shadows. "Do you really think that's what I'm upset about? Being seen in public kissing a "boy?" I don't give a damn if they thought I was gay." His voice was soft, but it quivered with emotion. His lips set into a firm line as he grit his teeth. "You should know me better than that." He sounded a little bitter, frustrated.

"Just drop the subject. I'm not mad at you about kissing me in the restaurant." He sighed, but a small, melancholic smile flirted with his lips, tugging at the edges. "You can be really dense."

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Sunda.

"Me dense? Me dense?!" Sunda spluttered, outraged; leaning over she gave him a thick whack around the back of the head. "You're heads dense! That's what's dense!" She huffed as she pulled into Jer's driveway. Bumbling out the car door she stalked around to the otherside just as Jer was getting out, poking him vicioously in the chets she scowled up at him "Maybe if you told me what the hell I did wrong I could fix it. You're as confusing as a woman! Maybe you should start cross-dressing!" She barked, her mind quickly fluttering off into the vision of Jer wearing a Lolita dress. She gave a slight wheeze as her face was inflamed in an aroused blush, 'Don't think about that again.' She told herself, tucking the thoughts away for a more "private" time.


((Sunda is going to get Jer drunk and force him in a dress one of these days, ROFL.))

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{\.dead./}

[Clowesia]

((Don't worry, Van, Shade and Fab', will all get to the mall eventually. xD))

[Sacred Sin]

{Heh. I'm gonna put the pics of my charries on too now. XD}


JER

Jer didn't stumble as Sunda poked him rather viciously in the chest. His sandy-colored eyes narrowed as she began to yell at him, for what seemed like the hundredth time in a span of only 24 hours. "When are you going to open your eyes and accept how you feel! Why do you always assume things?!" He exclaimed, throwing his hands into the air like he was praying to some unseen force. It was his turn to poke her in the chest, only he aimed it at her sternum to avoid being slapped for obvious reasons. His gaze turned decidedly lethal. "Don't you dare tell me that you didn't feel anything during that kiss." He growled, going back to the rather awkward conversation they had been having before Bella appeared.

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Sunda.

To angry to be worried about becoming embarrassed or made fun of it, Sunda retorted truthfully, not bothering to mince or hide her words "Of course I felt something! Why wouldn't I have felt something?! For f*ck's sake, Jer! How long have we been together? Do you have any idea how bloody long I've smothered my feeling for you?! Every single day since we first met, you a**ehole! But I did it because you didn't need me like that Jer! You never needed me like that! But I needed you! So I hide it and I kept it secret and I buried it so far down that it just festered there, Jer! It killed me everyday! It poisoned me towards all others! Just so I could have a bloody friendship with you! What if I had told you how I felt, Jer?! You would have run off screaming that I'm a queer that's in love with you! You never would have accepted that!" She panted, throwing everything out there in a rush of anger and emotion, all the while poking Jer in the chest like a five year old child.

The dam finally broke, Sunda finally let everything out, every feeling, every worry, every emotion she had, she let it out. And she didn't care if Jer knew anymore, she didn't care. Because she was sick and tired of pussy-footing around him all the time. If he didn't like what she was saying he could leave her; now would be the time. He could leave her and Sunda would be heart broken, but she'd be leaving once school finished, she'd use the excuse of going else where for school to get away from Jer and Churchill and she'd live with the regret of ruining her most treasured friendship. But in the long run she'd move on, she'd find someone else. They might not have a deep as a relationship as her and Jer, but they'd fill a section of the spot where Jer once resided.

"I have always loved you, so don't you dare tell me what I feel."


((ABOUT.
EFFING.
TIME, SUNDA.
I have just been waiting for her to get pee'd off enough. x]))

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JER

Jer stood there, trembling with frustration and hopelessness as he prepared himself for Sunda's next words, shielded his heart against what he presumed to be the very last time his feeligns were shot down. He didn't expect what she was really about to say. When he looked back on it later, he would probably laugh at the way he looked, listening to Sunda let it all out.

Standing there, rigid with shock, and lips parted in surprise, Jer barely felt Sunda's prodding finger as she rammed it into his chest several times. Her words registered slowly, sinking in like a stone in thick, dense mud, which fit him, because in reality, he was the dense one. Not Sunda. He just stood there, dumbfounded until his own dam broke, and all of his own feelings flooded out. Only, he reacted not with words, but with action. As soon as he heard her last words, that she did, in fact, love him, he grabbed her and pulled her to him, silencing her words as his mouth met hers. His arms wound around her waist.

{Go Jer!! XD Sunda finally gave him the guts to make a move.}

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

Like a bull out of a gate Sunda jumped on Jer, her legs wrapping around his waist and her hands diving into his hair as she passionately kissed him back. Her insides were a jumbled mess of emotions as she felt everything under the sun rush through her being in one turbulent storm. But she really didn't care right now as all those emotions were crushed under a wave of lust; her hands bringing Jer's face closer to hers as she deepened the kiss.

Yanking back she slapped Jer clean across the face, "You are the biggest f**king idiot I know." She bit out before viciously, a reminder that they weren't finished their fight just yet, before she slammed her lips back over his.

((xD Sophie has very conflicting emotions at the moment.
Makeout with Jer or beat the living tar out of him.
Decisions, decisions.