►Owner:◄Schainukan
►Name:◄Yasu
(=calm)
►Gender:◄Stallion
►Age:◄6.5 Years
►Personality:◄Yasu is probably a SR with a very unique personality which is almost at times the opposite of itself, enough to seem like a split personality, which it isn't, in fact. He is a very closed up and quiet, almost isolated kind of horse. You'll see him mostly alone by himself, being so secretive as usual, being the lone wolf, but is that really the truth? Is it him, that wants to be alone? No, it isn't. The truth is, he's incredible shy and doesn't know well how to start talking with others, even more so as he can't see. This SR is social awkward, some might say, hidden inside himself. And yet, he want to be with the others and chat, don't be lonely anymore, something that is hurting him badly in fact. Yasu never was very talkative and it only adds up with him being distrustful because of his past, afraid to get hurt again. And even though the stallion tries so hard to make friends at times, goes out of his way so much and chit chats with large crowds, it just seems none will stay in his life. None remembers him or is interested in him enough to become friends. It's eating him up from the inside, this loneliness, devastating really. But, would one try, they would so, once trusted, that he's only a frozen flower, waiting for spring to come to bloom and open up, show its prettiness to the ones that are worthy of taking their time and wait. Yasu is very outgoing actually, friendly, honest and polite. In fact, funny and childish, spontanous and trustworthy. He does anything to his beloved ones, protects and helps them to the best of his abilities, a loyal fella until dead. This Feliquid is far from being perfect, in truth, he has many deficits, but you'll greatly miss him once known. Yasu has a couple frights, getting afraid easily, his biggest fear is probably being left or another having taking his place. And yet, there are times he knows very well he has to be srong and brave, take the things into his own hooves and tep ahead, step forward. Yet, don't underestimate this equine, he may be weak at some points, but he does have a short-temper at times and can be a huge stubborn hot-head. Once Yasu made his mind up on something, it's hard to tell him otherwise or convince him. He does can get huffy and puffy, even snap at times, but most oftent his only happens if people speak foul about him or doesn't show any respect at all, making him upset. As everyone should get treaten equally. Yet, all in all, even if Yasu is a very calm and skittish SR, he's very nice and amusing and the bestest friend you can have, if you don't get him on a moody/bad day, that is.
►What does he remind you of?:◄The truth? He reminds me an awful lot at a dark cave, his brindle resembling black stone spikes growing from the ground and the top with only a dim silver light shining through the entrance. This, also suits his personality greatly.
►Strengths:◄Keep to oneself, being quiet, staying 'hidden', good listener, trustworthy, being stubborn, having an own mind, running, determined, a great memory and hearing.
►Weaknesses:◄Shy, non-talkative, getting huffy, unlucky, being too stubborn and distrustful, quickly afraid, doubting himself.
►History:◄Yasu was born to two very loving, but strict parents, if needed. He was blind since his birth, that's probably why he doesn't have that much of a huge problem with it. Yet, since his foalhood, he got bullied by the others. He was a quite outgoing and cheerful Feliquid, that ended quickly though as the others started to bad-mouth him. He lost his self-esteem and began to doubt himself bit by bit. The builling kept up even after his yearling years, causing him to close himself off and away from others, not wanting to get hurt more and more. And yet, it still hurt inside. Since then, Yasu always was bad to act and communicate with other equines or animals in general, always fearing to be hurt again. He's secretly yearning for the day he will find someone he can trust in again and believe, open up and stop hidding behind a face mask, restrainig himself and his true feelings. Such a someone Yasu is looking for, wishing for trufully. Unknowing if may there is already someone in the shadows and watching him already, carign for him.
►Poem:◄Hiding my tears at night,
This sightless eyes seeing no light,
There is no chance to make a change.
Those faked smiles,
Saying: I'm alright,
The truth is denied.
Just when will it change,
When will the stars start to shine,
And bring me the one to take my hand.
The truth is caged within,
May one day there will be a knight,
To soothe my arching heart.
►Art:◄DigitalTraditional
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my art got erased and now my computer won't even let me draw on oekaki.. UGH. 
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