by _gardenGnostic » Thu Feb 05, 2015 11:23 am
I recently had a really difficult breakup with my girlfriend as well (I think I'm gay*). She said my other friend was physically bullying her, and I just couldn't believe that. She was extremely mad that I wouldn't believe her, and things escalated quickly. I told her I wanted a break from our relationship because I was having a lot of intense feelings, but she didn't understand.
The thing is that this friend is really playful and crazy (in a good way), but my girlfriend doesn't like that. My friend was hitting her on the head, lightly, as as a joke for less than 30 seconds. I guess my girlfriend doesn't know what bullying is. She's never been bullied before, but I was almost every year of school. Trust me, I know what bullying is.
Then one day she is texting me, we're fighting and stuff, and she says that she wants to kill herself. She said that she thought I never cared about her, that I wouldn't care if she killed herself and ughhh. It hurts so much.
I miss her so much, I think about her every day and often cry about it. God it hurts so much. I feel you.
*When I say I think I'm gay, I mean that I might be pan, bi or something else.
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