Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[sirène]

Dear ______,
Don't feel bad that I wasn't acting excited when you gave me that gift, I'm not a very emotional person, but I really loved that gift, I just didn't know how to express myself. You should know me well enough anyways to know this xD
Love, Smoothie

[J-Hope]

Dear life,

Can you not?

[fka twigs]

Dear C____,
I wish we kept on talking, there were so many things that happened this year that I wanted to tell you.
Haha you were meant to tell me what happens if you put pancake mix on the hot road!! I can't help but
think it's my fault that we don't talk anymore and if it is, I'm sorry.
Talking to you just made me so happy, we made so many plans for the future. It makes me sad that we
probably won't talk again.
I'm sorry if what I said that day upset you, I didn't mean to and I didn't know that's how he was.
Anyways I hope you end 2014 safely and I hope that 2015 will be happy for you.

Love, K___.

[city of angels;]

Dear everyone,

I'm so tired of everyone.
I'm so sick of you people and your stupid views on equality.
Shut up about feminism.
Shut up about gay rights.
Shut up about being body positive.
Shut up about it all because all you do is talk out one side of your mouth and say something completely different out the other.
All you do is throw your opinions in other people's faces and you'll get along just fine with them, as long as they agree with you. I'm fed up with the hypocrisy and the opinionated narrow-mindedness of everyone.
You say "women deserve equality! all people should be equal!"
But you bash men and bring them down. Is that what equality is?
You say "I fully support gay rights, and I support and accept everyone the way they are!"
But you talk crap about people who don't like homosexuality, or who don't support it. Is that what acceptance is?
You say "all women are beautiful, big or small!"
But then you make fun of girls who try to cover their acne with makeup. Is that what being body positive is about?
Name anything and I can tell you both sides of the story. I can point out the hypocrisy in everything and anything. You are all so narrow minded, so foolish and so hardheaded. I don't have it all figured out, but at least I don't pretend like it. At least I walk around on my high horse with my nose in the air, telling you people how it is and why I'm right and you're wrong.
The funny thing is, I am right.
Right now, I'm right.
You're all hypocrites.
You've all got your opinions that you shove down people's throats.
And I'm sick of it.
I'm so tired of people talking just to hear their own voices. I'm so sick of people spouting out nonsense and they have no idea what they are saying.
Make it stop.
Why can't we all just accept each other the way we are, why can't we stop arguing, stop pretending we're right, stop making ourselves the victims, stop pretending that we're oh so important?
Because we're humans.
And that's all humans ever do.
I'm done with everyone.
Keep your mouths shut because I don't want to hear another word.

no love,
me

[Clarrissa]

Dear B,
I feel as though I'm a ticking time bomb. I know I'm going to break eventually, I just don't know when. What's just happened to me, I can't even talk about it. It's as though if I don't speak or think about it, it won't be real. You can't be gone because you've been one of the main constants in my life ever since I was 10 years old.
I know you were old but cats can live up to 12 years old and that's double the age that you were.
Knowing me, something will just set me off and I'll lose control. I don't want to do that again. When I'm hurt, I lash out at people and I always, always regret it.
Part of me feels that because I've lost so much, death doesn't really matter to me anymore but I know that somewhere inside, I'm still hurting and before long I'll find an outlet. All I can hope is that when it does finally hit me that I'm never going to see you again, I'm not around people, because I probably won't be accountable for my actions.
Right now, I just feel slightly dead inside. I feel empty and almost insignificant and I just wish I could see you again.
I used to talk to you about everything; when I was upset, when I fell out with my friends, if I liked someone... or even if I'd just had a bad day.
Now I just feel pointless. I've got a bucket load of homework to get done for next week but I can't find the motivation to do it.

I miss you. Life just isn't fair and I can't be bothered with anything anymore.

[hellfire hounds]

dear person.

I'm sorry for being such a screw up. I've basically ruined your life, even though you deny it. We fight at least once each month, and it's always my fault. sigh.

I honestly wish that we can both heal ourselves in this relationship. I know I don't sleep, and I take many trips to the hospital and it kinda irritates you because I don't really take care of my body that well, but do you even understand what is really going on at the moment? My grandfather may possibly pass, several of my relatives have the flu, my parents aren't being very supportive at the moment and it's really stressing me out.. I'm sorry for all the negative moments we've had.. I just become a ticking time bomb, y'know? You know that I bottle up my feelings.. And yet you get angry at me for it. I'm sorry, but it kinda scares me when I break my feelings to someone. I feel like I'm going to be judged. ;; You may say, 'I won't judge you.' but still, I still feel it.
//sigh//. You were one of the many people that almost broke through the metallic walls surrounding me from society, but now they are becoming thicker and stronger. And the bad thing is.. I become more snappish towards everyone.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for me, I guess. :/

From, the person who just needs to curl up in a ball and hide from the world,
BMTH.

[Retrouvailles]

Dear Parents/Family,
Hey, I guess this'll be a shocker for you all, but I'm Bisexual. Yes, I know you don't agree with my sexuality, but please accept me for who I am.

With all my love,
J.

[Nanashi]

Dear ----

I know you can't come but I wish you could. Like somehow you would magically appear at my birthday party I want at least someone there to support me and such. Especially since you are my soulmate, I am upset you can't come. I learned due to my mistake no one is going. Well maybe J but I am not sure yet. Anyways I am going to be all alone for my birthday. The day most important to a lot of people who turn that age but I will have no big party just me and cake. I will really be sad without you most...so yeah hooray for my stupidity.

-Silvy

[melonzz]

hi J...

I don't know where are right now, buuut I hope you're doing well and have a happy 2015 & I'm sorry for being malicious(to use a SAT word) and going into your Skype account all those times and being the world's most jealous person. I hated the way I was too. but yeah, hope you have a good life bc you're a nice and sweet guy who was always there for me.

okay hhaha praying to God you never read this because this sounded really lame!!

[angely-sugar]

Dear my best friend and girlfriend

I'm hoping 2015 marks an amazing new year for us though it's been tough being that you're 11 hours away and that we've both got a lot on our plates. However, doing things for you like that serenade earlier today really makes my life worth living so I'll always try to make time for you. You're the one who keeps me sane, and no amount of words can describe that. I love you too much to handle. <3

~Your ever-loving, ditzy Verdant.