by apollo. » Mon Dec 22, 2014 5:43 am
Dear mom,
You know what would be nice?
If one in a while you didn't act like a spoiled 5 year old and have temper tantrums that include swearing and insults about the state of our house. It's annoying how you feel the need to clean up our house when no ones coming over, after you've been doing stuff all day and are already in a horrible mood.
When did leaving dishes in the sink become the worst thing ever? When did not vacuuming every day make our house a disgusting pigsty? I'm sorry for not cleaning the house but seriously? You don't have to be mean about it, and since you go on your little spazzy rampages about once a week, how dirty can our house get in between them?
It's just annoying how you're so prissy and perfect. It's not like our house is even that dirty. I'm the one who ends up doing the dishes, vacuuming, I even do laundry for you and you never even seem to care. It's always *sigh* thanks apollo. And then you go and watch tv. My good deeds never balance out my bad ones though, when I don't do a full house cleaning, you start screaming at me, or just in general throwing insults, swearing, and slamming things around which creates bigger messes, which makes you yell and stomp more. This all makes me feel real good mom. Can you not just take half an hour to relax, take off your shoes, and watch some tv?
But noo you come home from work, and in your work clothes and high heels you have to clean up our entire house, and then scream at us because you haven't even had the time to take off your shoes you were cleaning so hard. Are you serious? The house did not need to be deep cleaned, and you had the 30 seconds it would have take to take off your shoes. Like seriously, we're not going anywhere, why does tw house need to be cleaned right away.
I understand I'm a disappointment to you and all, but it would be cool if you didn't scream at me. It would be cool if you stopped judging me, and it would be very cool if hadn't have caused so many nervous breakdowns and nights I was bawling because of what you said to me when I was younger. I was just a kid... I know you could have been so much worse and I know you love me but really, can you just stop if at all possible?
Love, that disappointment you live with