Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[sanctuary;]

dear body omg
stop plz
you're fine jeezus
i think any minute now my insides are going to turn inside out

-hums along to panic at the disco-
go away nausea
go away nausea
go away nau-SEA

no but seriously i'm okay with pain but i cannot handle throwing up or the feeling that preludes it
hnnnnnnng

sincerely your very loving passenger
i hate u

[Nanashi]

Darling I am hurting again. You know who I am talking to. Anyways my pain doesn't seem to end I am lonely all over again without you around and it almost seems as if anyone cares anymore. Darling I'd give anything for you to be here again and lay next to me. Sleeping is getting harder when I'm alone. I can't stand being so alone. I am trying to make a new friend but he hadn't responded yet since I messaged him so late. I want you to know I am constantly thinking of you and Vanilla Twilight is how I feel for you. I love you dearly. I hope you never forget.

[zakki]

dear people everyone
*walls self into room of internet and non-socialising*
PLEASE DON'T TOUCH ME

dear mum
i will eat later i promise
i don't have an eating disorder or anything and i will eventually get hungry and sneak down and inhale a box or two of crackers or something but i can't sit down with you and dad for dinner or really be around anyone because i don't want to break again
i need to work things out and being around people will not help
at all

dear anxiety
GO AWAY YOU STUPID LITTLE THING
you aren't freaking helping anything right now
or in my life
in fact you're kinda ruining it so pLEASE STOP THAT
THIS INSTANT

dear lauren
thank god you exist i might not still be here otherwise
i hope you don't mind me using you as a lifeline
sorry about that

[Tangerine Scream]

hey you,

i haven't wrote a letter to you in quite a while. i have so much to say, but i don't know how to say it. i feel blessed to have met you, to have gotten to know you better, and to have met your wonderful family, but i feel like i'm part of a joke that i don't understand. wait--that still sounds wrong... it sounds like you guys are rude to me, and you are not. i just need to get this off my chest, so bare with me, okay?
spare me your words. yes, i know you have a crush on me. i know you 'care about me a lot <3'. i know, i know, i know. you don't need to tell me. those 'hugs' we share are not "friend hugs"...they are so much more. you telling your mother all about me (in obviously the most positive way) gives me a clue that you really fancy me. so spare your words, mate. i don't need to hear them. i already know. spare yourself, and me, the embarrassment of bringing it up.
further more... since when have we gone from friends to bf-gf? i'm not sure how you feel about this and i sure as hell don't know what to think, but i swear to god your mother is already planning the wedding. no kidding, my friend! she called my mom the "in-law" and me your girlfriend/future bride. you must see how stressful this is for me. if only you knew... if only i could tell you without hurting you.
this is so hard, because i'm afraid of hurting you. you were such a guarded person, and around me you let down your guard. aren't you afraid for yourself? i could hurt you. i could hurt you without trying.
please think about all this. put yourself in my shoes and see where i'm coming from.

yours truly,

tang <3

[sillies]

Dear ______,
Well, thanks, for crushing my specially wished for, December 18th dreams. I MISSED IT LAST YEAR. QUIT SPOILING MY FUN.
- from,
And angry shima, and an angry Sora.

[Sathalina]

Dear self,
You're nothing special. Get over yourself- just because your heartless and can control your emotions to the point that they hardly exist doesn't mean you can make a total scrub of yourself towards your friends who aren't like you. Learn to be more sentimental. I don't want to hear the excuse that you don't know how to. LEARN. You could save a lot of friendships like that. Instead of hiding away from the things that hurt you the most, and pretending that they don't exist; why don't you face them head-on and fix it yourself instead of running away like a coward. At this moment, I am not happy with you, nor should I ever be happy with you.

From,
a bothered heart and mind.

[Sakura Kyoko]

Dear mother;

I'm so sorry for not being able to get amazing grades at my uni. I can't help but feel like a hindrance to you and all of this stress is building up....

I feel like a ticking time bomb and there's nothing to do since I don't want you to waste more money on me...

Sorry </3

[Lincoln]

To: J
I miss you and I'm sorry you're going to a new school. We've all had hard times, but I truly believe you'll be fine.
I just want you to know that I'll always love you, no matter where you are. You do know that you can reach me by email no matter when, I will always be there for you. I'm sorry.
~ Sunberry.

I can't send this or both of us will have emotional fits.

[Noni Gailin Ayrenin~]

Dear me,

Stop being confusing for like, five seconds...P.L.E.A.S.E
You don't have feelings for anyone. STOP THINKING YOU DO.
YOU. ARE. DESPERATE.
They mean a lot to you, yes, but not THAT much. Stop being stupid.
And that guy? Ignore him. You don't actually know him. He's taken. Not to mention, last you knew, INTERNET RELATIONSHIPS DON'T WORK.

Accept that you won't be having a relationship with anyone for a good 5+ years more.
Accept that you are alone right now.
Stop looking at guys and thinking they're cute.
Stop creating illusions for yourself.

But.......Remember that this strangely intense loneliness isn't forever....please?

---Noni, The seemingly forever confused and alone guy.

[vivere]

Dear teacher,

Yeah, I'm sure I gave you the paper. No, I didn't loose it, you did.

Not sincerely,

Me