Dear W,
I watch from the outside.
Looking in, as you might recall.
Listining to the joy.
Drowned by self sorrow.
Longing to be in the circle.
I sit here lone and cold.
For light to seep, love must settle.
But love has long gone.
So I sit here.
And watch from the outside in.
Love,
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Dear, J
I really wish I could be honest with you. You make you life seem impossibly perfect, yet I see the flaws. You tell me you are crazy rich, yet you get free lunch, and you shop from Walmart. You tell me you are amazing and so outgoing, yet when around my friends you clam up and are silent. You tell me how we are best friends, and yet you seem to like B more... You seem like a low-life lair! Yet we are still 'friends'. I do not understand this. On Halloween we made plans to go out and spend the evening together, but when the plan needed action (three days before Halloween) and you realized I needed to pick you up from your 'mansion' you were quick to come up with an excuse. "Oh, my brother invited to many people." And yet your brother told me he is not even going out? I am starting to tie loose ends together and do not like where they meet.
Now, don't misunderstand me, I really do like you! And you make me smile, and laugh so much! I just wish that you could tell me the truth. I would understand! You know that <3
Love,
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I thought I might need to get this off my chest too...
Dear S
I know you like me, D told me and you even told me yourself! I wish we could go back to being friends again. This is much to awkward for me, because I don't like you back like that... You are a great friend, but more like a big brother I never had. I would never imagine myself dating a big brother like figure. Sorry.
Sincerely,
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Dear O,
Sometimes I wish you could really know. Because I think you could understand. I really hate this wall.
Love,