by foxx, » Thu Nov 27, 2014 6:09 pm
{*sigh. i'm about to have a mental break down. ... i don't know how much of my brother's rebellious, crazy, and jerkish action and shenanigans. i just don't know what to do anymore. i've got school to worry about, getting my own stuff together and not relapsing back into my own depression, my dogs and agility and horses and eventing, and now i have to play babysitter because it is not fair to my parents to ask them to stay home from work so my brother doesn't run off into the woods again with a... never mind, um, listen, i'm in way of my head and my younger brother obviously, in his famous words right now, "doesn't care".
um, wow, sorry about that rant... i apologize for not being on, but obviously i wasn't expecting this. mmm... my step grandfather was actually starting to get better with rehabilitation, but that seems to have gone to the dumps as well. nothing really seems to be going good. the only lesiure i get sadly is when i'm sleeping, but now i can't do that because i can't let my little brother out of my sight. i haven't slept in a few days actually... he going to his psychiatrist this sunday, so only then will i get a break from this craziness. i can only hope that he finally accepts help and quits throwing his dang pity party, ugh. wow, that's horrible to say, but he's being really unreasonable and a total jerk to me. i have ... just urhgljfoiwsgh... *sigh, i am so sorry. um i'll try to catch up some other time, please try to understand that my life has kind of hit another low point again and it's not going good. please don't kick me out, i hope to be back in a week or so. :| i'm so sorry about this ranty explanation.
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╒═════════╕hi! i'm foxx, or blue if you want.
female teen. pansexual.
i play the flute and love my horse.╘═════════╛
╒═════════╕rotg, big cat rps, sao, rwby, ouat,
wolf or dog rps, soul eater, fantasy
human rps, transformers, tmnt,
horse rps, avengers, semi-lit to lit.
i am well spread out.╘═════════╛ ▌
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