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This handsome foxer goes by the name of Yoshiki Kishinuma,
and he is a 19 year old male who has been in adulthood for
one year, and would be insulted if you called him a female.
He is asexual at the moment, as he likes to put it, as he isn't
sure if he can love. He was born on the 16th of November,
1995, at 1:37pm - not that it is important to know this. Most
foxers, when he first meets them, he will tell them to call him
by his last name, Kishinuma - but if you are a close friend he will
let you use his first name, but only if you are a close friend,
which he doesn't have many of.
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Yoshiki is what some would call a rebel, a bad boy, when they
first meet him, he certainly does have the looks of one, but in truth,
he really isn't. He is more isolated and drawn back, not really too
keen on being around huge crowds and making too many friends.
He can also seem hard, cold and unfriendly at first, which he knows
he can be like that, but once you get to know him you'll see how much
he is broken inside. He isn't really a flirt, and has never experienced
love - the closest he has gotten is having a crush for five years, who
eventually got together with some other guy. Despite all this, Yoshiki is
loyal to the small amount of friends he does have, but he can show it in
some of the strangest ways. But before he can become brave and stand up
for his friends, of course, he is a bit of a coward. He will back down at
first, not wanting to get involved or wanting to help - but if he is then
told off and insulted, he will eventually push that all behind him and stand
up - maybe its because he doesn't like being insulted, or maybe he just wants
to prove that foxer wrong. In this case, he does tend to jump in without
thinking, and is brave once he tries to help, making sure all of his friends are
safe before him. He is especially protective of younger foxers - even if he
doesn't know them, he does not want a kit to get hurt, which he would not
do the same if the foxer was a teen or adult. There are just those moments
that he forgets that he doesn't know them, that he doesn't want to know him,
he'll just forget all of that and act on instinct.
He tends to keep his feelings bottled inside - sure, he can be happy, but he only
tends to be happy when he is around his friends, and it is a rare sight to see,
especially if he smiles and laughs along to a funny joke. Apart from that, he
can be blunt, and has no humour at all, not really being the type to tell jokes.
He can also say things he doesn't mean to say, especially if he is angry, which
ends up in him being hit or the other foxer crying, to which he hates seeing
others cry - he had learnt that it was a weakness years ago, and he hates
foxers who like to show their weakness. It is not sure if he releases all these
feelings when he is alone at home - since no one is ever there to see it happen.
Yoshiki is also short-tempered, and can be set into a bad mood quickly, if you
say the wrong things to him or insult him too much. He wont hit or kick, but he
can say some hurtful things which he might've never wanted to say in the first
place. I doesn't only cause him to feel bad and regret it, but it will also make
the other foxer hate him, attack him, or cry and run off, depending on if they
are sensitive or not, but he will always have too much pride to say sorry - so if
he does apologize, it takes him a fair bit of courage, and shows that he is not
always bad. He is a foxer who tends to never have fun, he will just stand there
like he is unsure what 'fun' means. But he can be helpful with setting things up
- if it be a festival or a stall, he can help as long as he has someone there that
will set him in line ince he starts to slack off, and he will help pack up as well.
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Yoshiki was born to a normal family - with a mother and father,
who both loved their son dearly at first sight. He had been a good child at
first - obeying his parents, and even helping look after his little sister, Miki,
when she arrived, but as soon as he turned twelve years of age, it all went
downhill from there. He began to ignore his parents, talk back and
sometimes he wouldn't get home until the late hours of the night. This
continued, and got worse over the next few years, he began to get into
smoking and drinking, which he knew was bad, he got mean, aggressive,
he was hanging out with the wrong type of friends, the ones that got him to
be like this. He was never aggressive towards his sister or friends, but he was
to his parents and everyone else, he would shout at them, yell, sometimes even
throw things at them and cause injuries - he would tell them they didn't
understand him, they never had, they never cared for them, which it was just the
opposite of that. This continued for three years, this behavior, but his parents had
enough when he turned fifteen. They began to fight back. They would scream and
yell at their son, telling him what a disgrace he was, how much they had never
cared, and how much they had hated him - and it seemed that they did mean it,
but all they wanted was their kind little boy back. They began to throw things at
him, which only made him become worse and worse, sometimes he would stay away
from home for a few days, and go back to his parents yelling at him still. He hated his
home, his life - sometimes he would think about ending it, but it was either his friends
or his sister that stopped him - they were the only people who seemed to understand
him, who seemed to actually care about him. At the age of sixteen, he was kicked out
of his house, they had enough of yelling at him, and never wanted to see him again -
they didn't want anything to do with him anymore, they were sick of him not understanding
their true intentions. Yoshiki was still angry for the next few days, and for a week or so
after he was kicked out he stayed with a friend of his, and continued to do all the bad stuff -
but once he had calmed down he understood what he had done wrong, he understood that
they did care, they had cared so much for their son, for him. After he understood this, he
dumped his friends, telling them he didn't need or want them - so he was left with no friends
after this, not that he cared, it was for the greater good, after all. He continued to go to
school, he got a part time job and he rented his own small apartment - that was just barely
affordable for him.
For the next few months he stopped with his bad habits of smoking and drinking - and although
it was hard at first, he eventually got there and stopped completely. He was going steady with
his job, and got enough pay to pay the rent and feed him for the week. He had his younger sister,
Miki, visit him whenever she could - she was worried and tried to help him, and he loved her still,
despite having no contact with them for a few years - she'd even bring him things he needed
sometimes, if it be some food or blankets or any of the sort, and of course she did get in trouble
from their parents, but she loved her big brother too much to leave him to survive on his own.
Yoshiki had also tried to apologize to his parents - multiple times, he had tried to make them
forgive him - he had changed from the person he was before, from the son they had known, but
they would have none of it, and they never listened to him at all. He had tried so hard, but they
didn't budge - they did mean it when they had said they didn't want anything to do with him,
and eventually, he just stopped trying. He wanted them to forgive him so much, he didn't want
to be out of their lives forever, but it seemed that it was too late, and there was nothing he could
do to make them forgive him, to take him back in, to help him. Now, he doesn't care for them, he
does ask Miki how they are when she comes over, though, and he asks her to take small messages
from him to them, but they never send any messages back.
As soon as he was on his own feet, he went downhill again, but this time it was in school. Word
had gotten around that his parents had dumped him, and on a regular basis he would have fellow
students and even most of the teachers teasing him, taunting him. He would get into fights at
school because of this - he hated it so much that they did this, but the only way he could stop
himself from going even more down was to fight - which did end up giving him detentions. Now,
not everyone hated him - the only class that seemed to not hate him was his homeroom, and his
homeroom teacher, and that was enough for him - and that is where he had met his best friend,
Satoshi, and another friend called Seiko. It was also where he had met the one, his one crush for
five years. She was the class rep, and was beautiful - in his eyes - but she never glanced at him - sure,
she did consider him a friend, but her eyes were set on someone else, which happened to be Yoshiki's
own best friend. He hated it so much, all she would ever talk about is Satoshi, but she failed to notice
the feelings only went one way - Satoshi didn't like her, and he even said this to Yoshiki - but it still
annoyed him so much. He had attempted to ask her out to places, as friends, but of course, she'd say
no, like she hated him, and the only time they really spoke was in homeroom.
In their last year of school, Yoshiki was getting bad again - turning up late a lot and talking back to
teachers, and getting into more fights. At this point, he had considered dropping out - I mean, in his
mind, no one cared. But then she came along - she spoke to him, told him not to drop out, told him to
stop being such a coward and grow up, to actually try to pass and ignore what everyone else says, and
he didn't even have the chance to reply, she had already walked off by then, and he was left staring
after her, speechless. Maybe he was considering what she said, or maybe he was beginning to think she
liked him - which was proved false by the end of the year. He worked hard at school from then on,
ignoring the students and teachers and generally getting better - not causing fights and becoming
more...happy. He passed the year, he had made it, and by this time he was 18, he had finished school,
and he was sure that now was the perfect time to confess his feelings to her, the class rep, his crush,
maybe this time she wouldn't reject him - he was proven wrong. He had found her, but before he could
say what he had wanted to, she had told him that she was moving away, almost to the other side of the
country! She said she was moving there to be 'with the one she loved' and those words seemed to break him,
but he never showed it. He had wished her good luck, and said that maybe they could keep contact with
each other before he turned, at first he had walked, but eventually he had ran - he had needed to get away,
he couldn't face the truth, not like this, not when he had been doing so good. He had gone to his apartment
without saying goodbye to anyone else, and for the first time in years, maybe he had cried - maybe, or
maybe he had been close. He was found there the next day by Satoshi - in a hangover. He had resolved back
to drinking and smoking to be happy for the time being, to take all his sorrows away. Of course, from that day,
Satoshi and Seiko helped him, and even Miki did when she visted, and he got better after that, he forgot all
about his crush, or rather his ex-crush.
Now, with it being a year after that happened, since he had finished, he has been doing better, he has not gone
downhill since then - he still lives in the same apartment, and he still works the same crappy job, but that is
how he likes his life right now, and maybe, just maybe, things will get even better for him in the future -
maybe he'll find someone new. He regularly has Satoshi, Seiko and Miki check on him, and he has not heard
from his parents since, and now, if you asked him about his life, he would say that life was good right now.
Domingo GhiraDelli Javan;
