My life, my way [Unique Teenage RP] Semi Lit.

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Sunda.

"Oh..oh thank God it's you, Jer." Sunda mumbled as she stumbled forward, patting Jer's chest she didn't even notice his odd behavior. "I..I can't remember anything that happened last night.." Sunda trailed off as she closed her eyes in concentration, trying to work past the horrid thumping of her headache. And in a blur of her thoughts, fractions and moments of last night flooded back to her, the drunken stumbling, the cocaine snorting, her being double-teamed by two girls, Jack cheating on her...'Jack...jack cheated on me?!' She staggered back as she recoiled in shock, her mouth covering her gaping mouth. As she felt the chilled porcelain hit the back of her calves, Sunda sat with a plop onto the toilet.

"Jack...he cheated on me?" She whispered, far too shocked to even think about what might have happened the rest of the night. Every memory after her stumbling in and seeing Jack was long gone. Sunda let her head drop into her hands as she once again felt the world crash down around her ear. She rubbed at her face as she felt tears swell in her eyes 'Guys don't cry.' She quietly whispered to herself. Giving a sniff, she cleared her throat as she looked up at Jer, regaining her normal, relaxed air. "So...what the f*ck happened last night? I thought, you know, we weren't friend anymore." She said, looking off to the side as she gave an awkward cough.

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Damn, damn, damn. Jer thought to himself as she lay a hand on his chest. She hadn't noticed his bizarre reaction to touching her initially and still seemed to be in a drunken stupor, but by the steadily growing horror and pain he could see spreading across Sunda's face, he could tell she was having one hell of a flashback.

His heart clenched in pity as she recalled Jack's betrayal and her hand flashed to her mouth, though he couldn't look at her for more than a few seconds, and those were side glances. He leaned heavily against his bathroom wall, forehead and eyes covered by his soft, wavy blond bangs.

"Yes, Jack cheated on you." He said, voice soft but dull. Most of the color had drained from his face as she asked him what had happened the night before. He went rigid and his heart thumped wildly. "After I told Bella I couldn't go last night," He paused, swallowing softly. "I got a Shade late last night and he told me that you looked like you were in very bad condition. He alerted me that Jack may have cheated on you." He rubbed the back of his neck, yet still did not meet Sunda's eyes. "I went to the party and found you wasted and unbelievably high so I brought you here. That's what friends are for." He laughed, but it sounded off.

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Sunda.

Giving a slight burp she hung her head between her knees. "You told her no? Why'd you do that? She was a hot piece of a*se." It was Sunda's very odd way of trying to apologize for her horrible attitude that had gotten them both into this stupid situation. If she hadn't of freaked, they both would have been fine. 'Maybe 'cept for me, Jack still would of cheated. But...maybe Jer would have really liked that girl, maybe even have fallen in love with her. And I've ruined that.' She that morosely, feeling guilt churn her gut like a nasty stomach flu; but as Sunda felt the bile rise in her throat, she knew it wasn't just guilt alone. Slipping off the toilet she threw open the lid to once again empty her stomach. Inbetween the retching and puking, she managed to wave at Jer to leave, knowing this really wasn't something he needed to see. "Go make food you b*stard. Fry up if you got it. I'll just vomit it up later, zero calories that way." She finished with a snort of laughter.

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Jer smiled curtly, and shoved his hands into the pockets, his sandy-colored eyes repeatedly tracing the square patterns of the bathroom floor tiles, down to the very grooves in the plaster that held the ceramic pieces together. He huffed a sigh and shrugged lightly. "I did it because in the end I didn't want to go. Not to mention, it would have made things harder between us." He turned and headed out the door, but stopped, resting his hand on the door frame, face utterly cast in shadow so his expression was unreadable. "And it's a good thing I didn't or you could be hell knows where." He sighed and headed into the kitchen, face pale and somber.

How can I be normal? I want to tell her I know. I need to tell her, but...I simply can't. I don't have the guts to address her. I'm a coward through and through. I'm too afraid to risk something that we have for my own selfish reasons. He thought bitterly. And what will happen if she does find out that I know? Won't she be angry with me for not having spoken up? He slammed his fists onto the kitchen counter, just as Sunda retched, so she wouldn't hear his painful dilemma.

He leaned forward, staring at his reflection in the toaster. He winced at what he saw. A wild eyed, panic-stricken child stood there, glaring back at him, his emotions wriggling like a fox caught in a trap.

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{BuMp. =3}

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((I was waiting for Skylar to post. x3))

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{Heh. XD *pokes Skylar*}

[*Skylar The Plant*]

((I'm posting I swear I am XD ))

Fabian also let out a loud peal of laughter at the memory. He wiped his eyes while his shoulders shook. "What about the Gay sandwich?" He giggled and put his hands over his mouth as he laughed, he lightly grinned at Shade before laughing again. He rubbed his eyes and finally calmed down, he let out little giggles but let out a cough and rubbed his eyes.

"I was scared. But jeez Shade, you are one FUN drugged person" He said and laughed again, though it wasn't for long, his ruibs were starting to ache already. He quickly gave Van a grateful gaze and smiled before looking back at Shade and grinning hugely.

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{lolz. XD Hehe, I'm working on Fabian.}

Shade scowled at the both of him, his messy, crimson-colored hair ragged and falling over his eyes. Crossing his arms, he shot them both dirty looks and stuck out his tongue. "Glad that me saving you both from getting drugged was such a laugh. It's a good thing you didn't get a video or I'm sure half of all Youtube viewers--and the world--would no what such a "fun drugged person" I am." His eyes narrowed. Their laughter and insanely large grins were beginning to piss him off.

As he thought back to the night before, trying to unearth some memories of what had happened after he drank the beer, he vaguely remembered being called a wife and being thrown into a ditch, the very one where they sat in now. Pickles. He suddenly remembered something about pickles. "Uh...why is it that I recall something about pickles from the last night?" He asked, thoroughly confused.

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((I has no idea what to write. :I ))