Kiki MasonKiki felt an awkward sting of guilt as she listened to Len's story. It had always made her feel happy and proud of herself that she was the 'good child', and she hadn't understood how some people, like her brother, could behave in such a rude and inconsiderate way… But now here she was, falling in love with one of
them, a 'bad child', just like her brother!
It's not the same thing, she told herself.
Len used to be rude and inconsiderate, but he learned to change that… But that didn't help her feel better: after all, it was his
sister who had changed him by being understanding and believing in him, whereas she, Kiki, although she got along with him better than their mother did, had never done anything to help him, no, actually, she
had tried a lot to
help him… What she hadn't tried was being understanding, considerate… It was hard to consider someone's feelings if they didn't consider yours…
She didn't
want to think all these thoughts. She wanted to just forget about it. Part of her wanted to ditch Len, just so she wouldn't have to deal with the whole thing, and yet she couldn't: he was her only real friend at school and he meant so much to her already, that she couldn't bear to lose him… And yet she had to escape: all her neatly bottled up emotions were suddenly bursting out of place, and she didn't want to explode in tears, didn't want to embarrass herself again…
"I…" she squeaked, trying to say something, but she couldn't speak, and she didn't know what to say to begin with, and then she started to run away, suddenly sobbing. She didn't know where she was going. She wished she would find the toilets, but she didn't remember where they were.
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Ryo MasonRyo had just started to walk away when he faintly heard his name being called. He turned around and went back. "Kirito?" he asked. "What's up?" Perhaps she had something to say about all the things he'd told her, or she wanted to ask something more about it… He was fine with telling her the whole story if she wanted to hear it: maybe she'd be a good judge. He thought no-one should be treated as a monster for something they did by accident and therefore his mother was wrong, and she was the real monster. But even though he had such a strong opinion about it, he really wondered what someone who wasn't biased on either side would think of it all. Then on the other hand, maybe Kirito was biased in the same way he was, because she'd had a similar experience…
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Tamaki SuohTamaki hugged his mother tightly, letting her wipe away his tears even though there were more and more of them. He had almost fainted from shock, but now he felt like he couldn't possibly pass out, because he couldn't let go of his mother: he wanted to hold on to her forever and ever.
Once he had found the strength to speak, he whispered with a trembling voice: "H-how long will you stay?" For although he didn't want to awaken from this dream, he knew it couldn't possibly be forever: his grandmother would never allow it, and besides, what about his mother's health? "How…" he whispered, "how can you be here? I thought… your health… and my grandmother…"
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IMPORTANT EDIT:
Allen Walker (the owner) has quit Chicken Smoothie. Since she played so many characters, I think it may be better if we just stop this roleplay completely. I was her mini mod, so I think in theory I could take over the roleplay, but I don't really want to, since 1. I'm too busy to own a third roleplay (I already own 2), and 2. there are a lot of characters missing now, so personally, I'd prefer starting over somewhere else. Everyone can find their own solution: find a new roleplay that you like and start over there, or keep posting here with the characters that are left. I don't think I'll be continuing in this roleplay, since my characters interacted the most with Allen Walker's so it would be kind of mess things up for me to continue like this. I'm really sorry to the rest of you! I really enjoy roleplaying Kiki and Ryo, so I will continue to do so, either on a different Ouran roleplay or on an ordinary high school roleplay. If you really want to keep roleplaying with me or my characters, you can PM me and I'll PM you back once I've found the place where I want to roleplay Kiki and Ryo: then you can decide whether you want to join. But otherwise, just find a new roleplay where you'll be happy!
It was nice roleplaying with you!
Livini