(( Thank you, Yin. I really appreciate that you're going to enforce that rule now.
As for my post, I'm only going to reply to Pins at the moment, since I don't have the patience to read other replies that involve my character. ))
Charlotte shook her head and let out a heavy sigh as she listened to Allen speak once he had dragged her out of her cell. "I know that you told me to watch it. But I am in no situation to remain quiet and just let everything happen like it's all fine and dandy for you jerks to hurt the only two people I care about," she said quietly, her voice sounding venomous due to how pissed off she felt. Despite the fact that she was pissed off, she still couldn't help but to feel fearful of what was about to come for her - she knew that she was going to get hurt by Allen and the others right now, as a reprimand to her harsh words directed towards the second players. Considering the fact that she was usually really shy, sweet and nervous about everything, she was being extremely brave, which was a rare thing for her. Shaking her head again, her light brown hair swooshed around like it usually did when she shook her head for a few moments before going back to its usual spot, draped over her shoulders and down her back. It was just lucky that it wasn't really hot or humid here, or else her hair would be a curly, wavy mess. "I know you're just as human as I am, but you lack one thing - your sense of humanity. I don't doubt it that you're all insane, but I will tell you this - no matter what people think, we're all just a little bit insane. You guys, however, take it to the extreme," she said. Taking in a small breath, she paused and fell silent for a few moments. One of the biggest things she didn't understand about all this was why they had taken her into their custody, as well as a few other countries. A few of them have never even seen the second players before - herself included - and they had done absolutely nothing. Dismissing those thoughts, she glanced up at Allen, staring at him with her hazel eyes. "Just... just shut up," was all she managed to say, her burst of anger already beginning to fade away. "I know, you don't have to remind me. I just... I want to know one thing. Why? Why are you doing this to us? I know you guys want to take control of our dimension or whatever, but... why? A few of us have done literally nothing to deserve this. Before today, I've never even laid eyes on one of you second players, so what could I have done to be treated like this? That's all I want to know, and if you don't answer it, then whatever," she said quietly, casting her gaze downwards. As she spoke about being worthless to the world, she could feel tears pricking at the corners of her eyes, because she believed that it was all one hundred percent true. She firmly believed that nobody besides Alfred and Ella would care if she were gone, and that the world would be no different without her. Allen didn't have to be the one to make her feel like trash - she was already there. She had felt like that for a long time, and everyone else had beat him to it. It was obvious that she felt like trash, because every time she would look at her reflection in the mirror, so many hurtful words and phrases always came to mind. It wasn't that she had cracked, it's just that... she was sensitive, and she had no self esteem or self worth anymore. Charlotte was perfectly sane, it's just that she was emotionally damaged, and she was like a broken toy that could never be fixed. Or at least, that's how it felt. "Well, I'm just telling you, I won't be any fun for you to torture. I'm too submissive for it to be fun. I won't put up a fight. I don't care about what you do to me, I've been dead inside for so long that I'd might as well be physically dead, too," she said under her breath, so quiet that he probably couldn't hear her. Hell, she couldn't even really hear herself, so she doubted he could. All she did in response to him repeating her words about him being arrogant was nod slightly and stumble forwards when he pushed her in front of him more. As she dug her nails into his arm, she bit her lip slightly, bracing herself for whatever he was going to do to her as punishment. Noticing that he stopped and let out a short howl of pain, she felt him roughly kick the back of her calf. Letting out a sharp, loud cry of both surprise and slight pain, her balance was thrown off and she fell to her knees, letting go of his arm in the process to try to catch herself as she fell. Landing on her hands as well, she felt tears prick at the corners of her eyes again. Watching him put the handcuffs on her wrists, she subconsciously listened to Allen, Lutz and Ella, but she never really acknowledged or processed their words. Letting out a shaky sigh, she shakily pushed herself off the floor and back onto her feet, her gaze glued to the floor as she waited for Allen to lead her to the torture rooms or whatever.
(( Holy hell, Pins, I am so sorry that my post ended up being so lengthy. ))
