My life, my way [Unique Teenage RP] Semi Lit.

[Clowesia]

((This aint gonna be pretty. xD))

Sunda.

Sunda flicked her head back sending her raven black fringe a flutter as she sniffed and snorted, her hand coming up to dust away the rest of the white powder that had collected around her right nostril. Her head was a buzz as the girl to her left begun giggling like an idiot as she used her credit card to set up the next line of cocaine. Standing up, Sunda stumbled backwards into the counter-top, sending soap, hair and beauty products flying every which way. She and the rest in the room couldn't help but laugh like they were at the Mad Hatters tea party. "Sunda~ Come back and do another line with us!" a brunette called as her boyfriend, or what Sunda thought to be her boyfriend, leant down to do his own line. Sunda could only shake her head as she stumbled out of the bathroom. Busting through the bathroom door, Sunda snagged up the closest brew to her and immediately emptied the contents into her stomach, the empty glass bottle now discarded behind her. She was lucky it didn't hit one of the two girls that stuck themselves to her sides.

"Sunda! Wanna come and have some fun with us!" One of the two brunettes said but all Sunda could see right now was the chest she was quite happily ogling, her inebriated mind not quite hearing what they were saying. It wasn't until the second one ran her hand up her thigh did she realize the situation she was in. Smacking away the roving hand, Sunda stumbled back into the wall, both hands raised to try to ward the hungry sl*ts off. "Hey, hey, hey..Jus...Just wait a second." She slurred, her eyes blinking oddly; Sunda had been one of the first people to arrive and had started her drinking early. Normally one for moderation, Sunda emotional stability (or lack thereof) had completely overridden her willpower. So, Sunda was as wasted as she had ever been in her life. 'Jer would have stopped me.' She thought morosely as she slid down the wall, her knees to her chest as she gave a sob. 'Jer would have been worried.' She thought as the two girls knelt down in front of her, trying to see what was wrong, their pity made Sunda want to choke; instead she simply grabbed the girls Vodka Cherry Cruiser and took a swig as she. 'F*ck Jer, he's a b**tard. I don't need him.' Sunda growled mentally as she tried to stumble off, her body leaning against the wall for much needed support. She felt her escape being stopped, however, as a hand wrapped around her belt. "Hey, were are you going? I thought you wanted to have some fuuuun~" One of the previous girls cooed in what was obviously an attempt to be sexy. Sunda,in her state, thought it was.

It helped that the girls cleavage was nearly falling out of her top, as well.

Breaking her gaze away from the two mounds, Sunda brought the Cruiser up to her mouth again. "Sorry, can't. I've got a boyfriend now, you know, Jack?" She slurred, even wasted she was still faithful. "Oh, Jack! You two are dating?" The girl started, her face turning into a frown as she gave a horrid duck like pout. "But I just saw him mucking around with Jeri." The bright red drink splashed across the delicate cream carpet as in her drunken shock Sunda dropped it. She would no doubt feel guilty about that in the morning, or whenever she remembered what she had done. If ever. "What?" Was all that Sunda could have said, far to drunk and high to comprehend anything else. "Want to have revenge sex?!" The other girl called as Sunda begun frantically making her way down the corridor towards the bedrooms. 'Oh please, God!' Sunda cried mentally as she stumbled her way, pushing past couples and strangers away as she bumped into them. 'I can't take this right now.'


((Random fact: This post is 666 words long. Creepy.))

[*Skylar The Plant*]

Fabian frowned slightly as his phone buzzed, having just got into his room after spending most of the time he had been home on the couch watching Yaoi and doing his Mathsmate for Fridays class. He ligtly picked up his phone and frowned slightly, thinking. What about we meet at the Skatepark and walk the rest of the way there together? He text back and back and smiled lightly before putting his phone down again and stripping down to his underwear, he went to his wardrobe and lightly looked through it. He grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and a bright pink belt. A white shirt with a few intrecent rainbow patters and a light black hoodie with a rainbow on it. He grabbed a pink scarf and put it on, and then grabbed a light pink barrette barrette type thing and put it on his head and smiled lightly, he spun around, and ran to the bathroom, brushing his soft blond hair and applying make-up. He smiled lightly.

He lightly walked back into his room and grabbed his converses and put them on. He stuck his tongue out and grabbed his phone, he put it in his pocket and then walked out the door. He blinked a few times and sighed.

((Woah, that IS creepy XD ))

[Sacred Sin]

Shade had missed Van's text entirely, not that it mattered considering the fact that he had gotten to the party much earlier than he had initially planned. At the current moment, he was leaning against the wall with some other pretty, flamboyant gay guys who were pining over him, two out of the five very drunk. One ran his hand through Shade's crimson colored hair, and the other fiddled with his tiara. They grinned and all of them laughed.

Shade pressed the bottle of his beer to his lips and took a long drink, feeling giddy as the alcohol sizzled in his veins. A gay boy by the name of Darren slung his arm around Shade and placed his head on his shoulder, purring something incomprehensible. Outside of Shade's close friend circle of Fabian and Van, he had other acquaintances and such, like Darren. These had been the guys he used to meet up with before he had met his two best friends.

Darren dragged on a cigarette and the smoke made Shade's eyes water. "Don't ya know that gives you lung cancer?" Shade teased, mussing up Darren's hair. His friend laughed, shrugged, and pulled on it again, exhaling the smoke through his nose.

Suddenly a figure clipped him in the shoulder and Shade let out a surprised gasp as he was sort of flung into the wall. He was about to call an insult to the the person when he recognized the dark obsidian hair, slim frame, and fine-featured face. Sunda. Only...she didn't look like herself. Panic was written across her usually suave face, her hair was disheveled, and she reeked of alcohol and drugs. His eyes narrowed. What the hell was she doing?

He kissed Darren on the cheek, purring, "I'll be back." With a flirty wink and followed after her, his mind still pretty sharp since the beer in his hand was only his first. He frowned as a wasted and high girl bumped into him, slurring something about Jack and some person named Jeri. She seemed content to play with anything that moved and was suddenly all over him. He grimaced.

"I'm gay." He said firmly, moving her aside. As he trailed after the distraught and desperate Sunda, he texted Jer. Now, he was glad he had run into him after school was out. If he hadn't, he wouldn't be able to let him know that Sunda was in trouble.

Jer, Sunda's high and incredibly wasted, maybe the worst I've seen in a long time. I think he just heard that Jack cheated on him. I'm worried that he may do something reckless or get himself in danger tonight if he gets anymore depressed. Forget whatever the hell he said to you and get your a** down here! He clicked send and slammed the phone into his pocket.
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Jer frowned as his phone buzzed and almost didn't look at it, too upset and depressed to be even remotely social. When he did finally skim over it, he thanked his lucky star that he had been smart enough to do so. Without sending a response, he grabbed a jacket, slipped on some converse and was out the door in a matter of minutes.

"Damn it Sunda. Please hang in there." He groaned, getting in his car. He reached the party place abut ten minutes later, getting out of the car almost before it stopped moving, which was stupid since he was the only one that could put on the brakes.

He dashed inside to find a large crowd of people, all considerably drunk, dancing to blaring music. He began to search for Shade.
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Van's phone beeped and she glanced at the text, grinning and feeling better that she would be able to have a good time with her friends that night.

Alright. She texted, adding a ":-'*" face before hurrying out the door. Her high heeled boots clacked against the pavement as she headed to the skatepark. She still hadn't received a text from Shade, but she blew it off as him being lazy.

Fifteen minutes later, she was at the skatepark, leaning against a large tree. She adjusted her leather dress, fixing it so part of her cleavage was shown, but keeping it from allowing everything to hang out.

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

Sunda slammed open the third door in a row, gaining a pair of shrieks from the two boys fooling around under the blankets of someone else’s bed. "Wanna join." Came a wink from the boy obviously topping. Sunda didn't even blink at the offer before she simply slammed the door shut and stumbled off towards another door. Body slamming straight into the door, her head clunked against the hard wood that had Sunda's head thumping with pain as she swore vividly. She paused, the same feeling settling into her stomach like all the times she'd rested against the doors to rooms before this one. The feeling was horrid, and for the hundredth time that night, Sunda thought she was going to vomit. And for the third time that night she did. Doubly over her hand grabbed at her gut as vomit burned up her throat and splattered across the carpet. She gave a cough as string of saliva slipped from her mouth and collected on the floor.

Regaining her cool, she wiped her mouth with he back of her head before she pushed open the door to the room. And with the sight that greeted Sunda, she was glad she had vomited before she entered, for if she hadn't, she certainly would have vomited now. For on the bed was her boyfriend, entertaining the likes of a stark naked girl. Jack's wild ginger hair tossed as he whipped his head up, "Sunda!" He cried eyes wild and wide. But Sunda had already stumbled back into the hall, hand held over her gasping mouth as she looked on in horror. By the time Jack came up with an excuse, Sunda was already half way down the hallway, tears pouring out of her eyes, smudging the black rings around them and making her mascara run. Throwing open the front door, Sunda ignored the people milling around as she all but threw her way off the front stairs. Tumbling down them, she landed with a thud and a cry as the gravel of the front path bit into her hands and bruised her knees through her pants. Curling her hands into a fist, Sunda gave a desperate noise as she tried to stumble back onto her feet.

In her attempt, her mobile slipped out of her pocket and fell onto the ground with a wallop, gaining a nice, long, scratch across its screen. Snatching it up, Sunda stumbled forwards, nearly falling to the ground again if she hadn't bumped into a random part goer, ignoring them she pushed on towards where her car was parked, tears ruining her eyes and mouth turned down as she sobbed broken heartedly. She all but collapessed onto her car when she found it, her hip bouncing onto it harshly, surely to leave a bruise in its wake. Far enough away from the party to not be heard or discovered, Sunda doubled over as she gave a heart wrenching cry, feeling all the despair a person could as their world crumbled around their head. After a good wail, Sunda rested herself against the car, hands out in front of her. Doing this action, Sunda's eyes were brought towards her mobile and before she could even think of a protest, Jer's number was dialled in through on speed-dial. "Jer!" She cried as someone answered on the other end.

[Sacred Sin]

Jer whipped his head back and forth as he desperately searched for Sunda. He rounded a corner, and was trapped by two girls, both topless and drunk. They tried to toy with him, grabbing his shirt and running their hands over his chest and through his hair. He grimaced and slipped out of their grasps, though unfortunately, he had to leave his favorite coat behind. He came up to an open room, poked his head in to see if Sunda was there, and froze, mouth wide open as he saw Jack...with someone else. An uncontrollable rage filled him and he entered, eyes narrowed in fury.

"You b*st*rd!" He snarled, before drawing back his hand and snapping it forward. His knuckles connected with Jack's nose, breaking it on impact. "Next time you want to fool around, don't you dare come to Sunda." He spat, flipped Jack off and left the room.

A buzzing made him stop and he quickly opened his phone. "Sunda? Sunda!" Jer! A voice called on the other line. He let out a sigh of relief. "Where are you?" He demanded, moving through the throng of dancers without an politeness. He practically trampled over a pair making out in the middle of the floor.

He listened carefully to the sounds on the other side of the line, easily determining that she was somewhere outside, because if she had been inside, the music would have been blasting his eardrums off. He quickly darted outside, whirling around until he saw Sunda, collapsed on his car. Jer's eyes widened as he thought Sunda was injured.

"Jesus! Sunda!" He yelled, pulling his friend into a tight hug.

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

All Sunda could do was cry as Jer pulled her to him, far too plastered to return the hug. Her throat felt raw as she tried to force out the words she wanted to say. "Jack...Jack was..." Even thinking about it made her cry harder, her eyes turning red as she sobbed and wailed. The unrestrained howling agitated her throat too much and Sunda had to push away from Jer as she once again emptied the contents of her stomach onto the ground as she doubled over, narrowly avoiding Jer's feet. In-between retches she managed to slur out some drunken ramblings "Why.. why aren't I good enough for anyone?!" Giving another sob as she remained in her bent position.

As another wave of emotions washed over her, she pushed herself away from Jer, intent on getting out of there. Stumbling off, she didn't get very far before she tripped over her own feet, her already bloodied palms becoming filled with gravel once more. Unable and unwilling to pull her body any further she just stopped there on all fours. 'Just like the dog I am.' she thought self deprecatingly.

[*Skylar The Plant*]

Fabian danced down the street lightly, heading past the school lightly, he glanced at the High School lightly and blinked his pale eyes and sighed before he kept walking. He walked across the road, the quiet roads of Churchill were empty. His pale eyes directed to the sky, it was still seasonably light because of day-light savings, but in around ten minutes it would be pitch black. One of the down sides to living in such a dark place.

He walked past the leisure center and then down a light park and across the bridge, then he saw the concrete expanse of the skatepark, he smiled lightly as he saw Van and he cocked his head to one side and he walked to near her and waved to her lightly. "You look really pretty today Van~" He sung lightly, in a rather hyper mood.

"Ready to go hun? I'm guessing Shade must already be there, he's always early" He added brightly and brushed his blond hair out of his face lightly.

[Sacred Sin]

Jer let Sunda cry in his arms, holding him gently, his own tenderness surprising him. I guess I really am in love. He thought finally, accepting the fact. It was hard for him to admit he was gay after being straight for all these years preceding Sunda's affect on him. But as he analyzed it more, he realized that he didn't care what sexuality he was, as long as he could stay by Sunda's side.

"You're better than most anyone deserves." He said, voice resounding with a melancholic quality. He knelt beside Sunda as he puked, rubbing his best friend's back, brows furrowed in concern. "You shouldn't have gotten this drunk." He whispered, worry lining his features. He looked surprised when Sunda staggered away, fell, and finally
resorted to crawling on all fours. It didn't take long for Jer to reach him.

"Please just stay put. I...I know you don't want me near you and that you hate me..." He choked over the words like they were red hot iron in his throat. "But please don't do anything else reckless tonight. I can't handle thinking that something terrible might happen to you." His disheveled, tousled blond hair fell over his eyes in messy heaps, and his shirt hung off of one shoulder, never having been adjusted after the topless girls had tugged at him.

"I wasn't trying to make upset and I didn't think your sexuality was funny. I was trying to say...I was trying to say..." The words sort of tumbled from Jer's lips in a rushed fashion. "That I think I'm in love with you." He cast his gaze to the ground. "And I accepted that girl's invitation because I wanted to see if I was really becoming homosexual. I didn't do it to hurt you." He sat down beside Sunda, burying his handsome face in his hands. "And I also did it out of spite, which I am ashamed to admit. I wanted a chance to have fun tonight too without having the pain of watching you have a good time with Jack." His tone was colored with self-loathing.
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Van bounded up to Fabian, wrapping him in a hug of delight. She giggled as he complimented her and she fluttered her eyelashes. "Not going straight on me, are you?" She teased, poking her tongue out at him.

"You look fantabulous yourself." She said, using Shade's favorite word. She linked her arm with Fabian's and nodded enthusiastically before scowling a little. "I don't care if he's there early. He should have texted me back." She pouted lightly before giggling again, unable to contain her giddiness.

"I'm ready to find some really cute girl and have a blast with you guys!" She announced to no one in particular, tossing back her head lightly, sending her waves of snow white hair flowing down her back.

[*Skylar The Plant*]

"Sorry hun, I'm a boys man, girly parts just don't get me turned on" Fabian admitted and grinned lightly and lightly raised a hand and messed up Van's hair a little bit. He smiled lightly and then blinked a few times. "You know what, if you get a girl, if they have a male friend, introduce me" He begged, his pale eyes and beamed.

He frowned and petted his crotch slightly. "I keep wearing black underwear, but it's never going to be seen" He sighed sadly and then smirked a bit sheepishly at Van.

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

"I...I don't hate you you idiot!" Sunda cried, slapping Jer across the back of the head. "And you're an idiot a stupid idiot! And don't say you love me you idiot! You don't, you just bloody don't. We're friend, yeah?"She said with a strained sob as she tried to pull herself up and failing horribly. She must have looked horrible and she just knew if her mother saw her like this she'd be furiously worried and grounded until she was 27 and shoved in rehab. Using a combination of Jer and a near-by car, she finally managed to get back onto her feet. She stumbled slightly before crashing right into Jer's chest, yet they both remained upright. She held herself there for one, quiet moment, right arm slung around the back of Jer's neck, her left hand curled in the front of his disheveled shirt, her head resting gently against his chest. "I can hear your heart..." She whispered quietly, sounding oddly female for a "male." "...It's making me nauseous." she fished, wrenching her head away.

She stumbled back to Jer's car, her hand pawing at the door handle, her eyebrows taut in frustration as she tried to open it, her fingers slipping everywhere as her co-ordination flew out the window. Her depressive mood seemingly over for now. "Come on, Jer. Take me away, I don't wanna be here no more." She said morosely, casting a sullen look back at the house, almost wishing she would see Jack come running out for her, to try and say something to make it better. "You can take me anywhere you like, as long as it aint here or home. Definitely not home."


((EDIT: LOL, THAT LAST SENTECE USE TO BE: "You can take me anyway you like," INSTEAD OF WHERE. xD! I also submitted the post first without the nauseous line, my computer spazzed and deleted it and it wasn't until I re-read I saw it had disappeared. ._.'))