by EmilineRose » Tue Oct 07, 2014 11:48 pm
it seems like everything is my fault lately.
missing smoke? must me my fault.
missing money? my fault again.
you broke something? dont worry ill be the one in trouble anyway.
i cant even ask someone if they need/want help with something without getting yelled at.
like, i got up, asked my dad if he needed help putting ice in a bag because it looked like he was having trouble, and he yelled at me to mind my own business and leave him alone....
then yesterday morning, i wake up, go the the bathroom, dont even bother to look at a clock because i just was not feeling good and thought i was going to puke. get out of the bathroom a few minutes later and get yelled at by my mom for not waking my dad up for work when i got up. like, excuse me? do you think i would just let him sleep in if i knew what time it was? no.
i always make sure hes up in time to go to work if im up early enough.
and what the heck is with getting pissed off at me when i got upset that someone took my jello?!
I made it all by myself and I was really looking forward to eating it when mom and i got home from the store, but not, someone (also known as the middle kid) took it for him and his girlfriend KNOWING i made and wanted to eat it.
but, what happens, do you yell at him for taking it? no.
YOU YELL AT ME FOR GETTING UPSET.
WELL EXCUSE ME FOR HAVING EMOTIONS, I'LL JUST GO TURN THOSE OFF FOR YOU NOW.
i feel unwanted, unloved, uncared for, hated.....by everyone....
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