flamewing
ᴿᴬᴺᴷ: Deputy
ᴳᴱᴺᴰᴱᴿ: She-cat
ᵀᴬᴳˢ: No one
ᴹᴼᴼᴰ: Sad
ᶜᴿᵁˢᴴ: Riverstorm; Old, tiny feelings for Flint
ᴹᴬᵀᴱ: Riverstorm
After bounding along for a bit, she paused. "I wonder how nice it would be to be a kittypet.." She shook her head vigorously. "No! A warrior must reject the soft life of a kittypet!" Her voice became low. "But... You don't have to fight anyone... Mates are chosen for you... That sounds a lot better than this heartache I'm going through." She growled loudly. Well, maybe a bit too loudly. "But I can't... I'm deputy. But... There are much better cats." She sighed, her head low. "But I won't leave. I have to stay. But what for? No one would know I'm gone. They wouldn't care. Not one bit." Her claws dug into the fence, creating marks. Growling, she paced along the fence, until she realized she was completely out of Oakclan territory. "I have to get out!" She yowled, and raced back, jumping off the fence. As she bounded back, the hard feeling of the ground made her wince. Once she was safe back in the territory, she collapsed, panting. "Never... Do that again." She scolded herself. Laying on the ground, she pondered her thoughts. "... But if I completely shut out everyone, I won't get into any fights. But how could I stand not talking to anyone? Talonclan? Nope. I don't want to go out a traitor. That would be horrible. Leaving the clan is an option, but that would be a last resort. The thunderpath would be quite the way to go out. But, it isn't very original. But guess it would be the only option if I wanted to go to Starclan." She shrugged herself. "Its been a while since I've been in camp... Well, its not like they care. T6hey have much more important things to care about." She scrunched up her nose. "Oh what to do, what to do." She glanced over to her left. "Meh, I'm right next to camp anyway. I'm still on Oakclan territory."