[nmrn]

idk

i feel genuinely guilty about my level of art and i feel sort of bad for making people pay for art from me but at the same time i don't want to disappoint people and i want to make some sort of earnings out of what i have but i'm so disorganised that i'm starting to lose track of art i have to do for people and it makes me feel awful as an artist, like i won't really amount to anything because my attitude, approach and over-all organisation makes me just... mediocre i guess,, maybe not even that, but i dunno
i've also been really stressed because of personal things going on but i've excused myself so many times and held up so many orders that i just feel nasty, and like some sort of thief but i am trying really hard to get the motivation to do it but just can't get any motivation or inspiration no matter what i do hhhh

tl;dr i feel really pressured and upset at the minute so i decided to practice "animu" and tried to design characters i wouldn't normally design, but i'm going to go and watch ghost adventures to try and calm down and get some motivation u.u;;

if anyone wants the second character, just say so and they can go to you for free uvu; it's just a random person i designed.

edit i wanna keep 1 ;;;

[bookie.]

wow.
you draw amazingly.
like not even kidding.
<33

[nmrn]

hhh thank you so so much ;-;
it really does mean a lot <3