Pidge Parson's Slightly Dramatic Existence

[Roonil Wazlib]

I'm so sorry I keep posting without an update, but I don't think I'll be able to update again until September. It's hard for me to get ahold of a computer ( this is an iPod) to write properly. I might update once or twice over the summer, but I can't promise anything. However, I fully intend to continue with Pidge's story when September comes. Thanks everyone for all your support and have a great summer :)

[Roonil Wazlib]

Dear Diary,
Rehearsals have been going well- okay, as well as they can with Sherri's fake smiles and secret glares in my direction. The girl hates me. All I did is make friends with Louisa first. Okay, I haven't actually SEEN Sherri glare at me but I'm sure she does it behind my back. And I can't PROVE her smiles are fake, but thê seem a bit strained whenever she looks at me. I can't help it; I naturally inspire envy in people. With my obviously stunning good looks and natural skills at everything I attempt- it's a wonder I'm not fending males off with a stick. Maybe that's a bit of a stretch. I actually haven't managed to snag myself a boyfriend yet, despite my sixteen years. It's pathetic. Even Eliza has had a few, and he's about as scary as you can get. She has these permanently angry eyebrows and a classic 'angry-at-he-world' look on her face 24/7. Enough about her, back to wallowing in self pity. I'm not asking for hoardes of males to fen off, I'm just asking for one male person who finds me agreeable enough to consider dating- preferably one named Eric who...
Oh my gosh, do I just write that? Ignore it, this is literally the WORST time to be getting a crush on him, what with Wendy's excessive flirting and his increasing laziness. He still hasn't brought in the English project. Or the lab report. Not that I care about that, but still. Why am I even worrying about his dumb study habits? Maybe my pencil is right. Maybe I do have a crush on him. After all, I've never been a logical person and I alway manage to get a crush on the wrong person- like my sister's boyfriend or Eliza's crush of the week. (The sisters boyfriend one really sucked because I was in middle school and he was a senior and let's just say it ended with me getting totally humiliated by a jerky guy) Hmm. Maybe I should ask Marge about this- it's only twelve, I'm sure she'll be up.
PidgeonGirl: hey marge, u still awake?
MargieCake: course. What do u want? Advice? About a boooyyyyy??
PidgeonGirl: u know me so well. And yes, it is about a boy :p
MargieCake: ooh, someone finally got the high and mighty pidge to fall for them. Do tell
PidgeonGirl: well idk if I actually like him. I wa just thinking about how I'll be forever single and I thought of him as a possible bf
MargieCake: there's more right?
PidgeonGirl: yeah of course. I started to realize how nice he's been and how he's sweet and funny and
MargieCake: and...?
PidgeonGirl: it jut sort of snuck up on me. I really really like him
MargieCake: really really? This is serious lol
PidgeonGirl: at least he's not dating my sister
MargieCake: HAHAHAHAHA I remember that! That Jordan was a jerk
PidgeonGirl: tell me about it -.-
MargieCake: enough about stupid Jordan. Who's the lucky guy??
PidgeonGirl: I wouldn't call him lucky. More like unfortunate...
MargieCake: shut up ur great and stop fishing for compliments
PidgeonGirl: :( don't be mean or I won't tell you ;)
MargieCake: who is it!?!?
PidgeonGirl: idk if u even know him
MargieCake: don't be stupid I only left a few years ago. Besides, I follow everyone on facebook
PidgeonGirl: k well maybe I lied its Eric
MargieCake: ERIC???? You mean like our friend Eric??
PidgeonGirl: yes and you'd better not get involved u can handle this myself
MargieCake: how, by avoiding him and never confessing your feelings?
PidgeonGirl: he practically has a girlfriend right now so yes.
MargieCake: well ur no fun
PidgeonGirl: at least I'm not a home wrecker
MargieCake: I prefer the term 'interested in taken guys'
PidgeonGirl: uh-huh. I gotta go
MargieCake: and what, cry over his pictures and sing sad songs about he'll never have you?
PidgeonGirl: spot on, I gotta go cut out his pics from the yearbook. Ttyl
PidgeonGirl has logged off

I think I've got a crapload of trouble on my hands. Why, why, WHY do I always like the ones I can't have?
See ya,
Pidge Parson

[Roonil Wazlib]

Finally an update! Sorry for the massive post but I really missed writing about Pidge. I'm also typing on an iPod ( it's a huge pain and is not recommended) so I couldn't bold the usernames in the chat. Oh well. I hope you like it!

[Guest]

Oh gravity Pidge
totally know how you feel

[TheSongOfTheStars]

I really like the fact she isn't in "Love" with anyone!

[Roonil Wazlib]

Thanks for commenting guys :D
Annndddd....I finally got my laptop back so I can post more regularly!! I'm not promising anything, but hopefully I'll be able to post at least once a week, because I already have a few entries written- I just have to transfer them from the other computer.

[Roonil Wazlib]

Dear Diary,
Things have been going great. Really, they have. And if you believe me when I say that, you don't know me well enough. First of all, once I realized my feelings towards Eric, he had to get a stupid girlfriend. Of course it's Wendy. He hasn't actually told me himself, but Louisa told me and she's friends with Wendy so I consider her a good source of information. I think he assumes I know about Wendy, because during Geography that's all he could talk about. Oh yes, did you hear her sing Somewhere Over the Rainbow? Isn't she fantastic? Isn't she the best? Isn't her voice just wonderful? At least he had the courtesy to notice I was in a bad mood. My grumpy face interrupted his report on Wendy for a moment. "What's wrong Pidge?" I could hardly look him in the face, but I forced myself to. He looked half worried and half joyful, I assume about Wendy. It was an amusing look on him.
"Nothing." I smiled halfheartedly. Then, realizing how selfish I was being, I smiled wider. "Nothing at all."
"Oh, okay. You looked sad." He leaned over and drew a smiley face on my paper. "Don't be sad!" I couldn't help smiling even wider- a real smile this time. He then returned to talking about Wendy. My smile faded, naturally. I don't even think she's that great- of course, I'm biased so don't listen to me. But I still feel like there's something off, something...fake? Louisa seems to have nothing bad to say, so I guess I should ignore it. Louisa usually has something to say about the people she dislikes. It's actually quite amusing, to see a quiet girl everyone seems to adore throwing insults left and right. She only ever tells me these things, though. To everyone else she's the innocent little church girl. It's kind of weird how everyone treats her like that.
Lunch has been weird with Xavier ever since that thing happened (I really don't want to think about it. It's almost as bad as the Jordan thing). I mean, of course I've been helping him with his project but at least there's other people there. And even then, he talks to me as little as possible. Which is good, because if he ever mentioned it I would die. Speaking of crushes and embarrassment, I still haven't told anyone except Margie about Eric. Louisa's friends with him so...I don't know, it would be weird. Plus, he apparently had a crush on her last year. Louisa was the only one who told me about this so I don't know how true it is (I don't think he ever outright stated it). He's compulsively nice to everyone so I think his actions could be easily misinterpreted. Maybe she was wrong.
In other news, rehearsals have been going great! I mean, I've been getting really behind in schoolwork (especially that darn math class- I knew it was a bad idea) but honestly I think it's worth it. I've actually been getting pretty close to Jadyn and Abrielle. And I also found out that Huck is in my gym class so we've been sort of hanging out there. He's nice too, in a strange sort of way. He sort of reminds me of a robot. In a good way, I swear. He also keeps us entertained during the somewhat tedious blocking sessions with Marilyn. He must have a bone to pick with her or something because he always talks back to her and Mrs. King. It's amusing because Marilyn is very intimidating when she want to be and Huck must be very courageous because she is downright terrifying when people talk back to her.
Anyways, I have to back onstage and dance the Jitterbug.
See ya,
Pidge Parson

[fable;]

i love it, all of it. i've missed pidge c:

[Guest]

i love it, all of it. i've missed pidge c:

Yes very much so c: Me too!
She reminds me of me~

[Roonil Wazlib]

Aww, thank you :) Your comments made me smile!