|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[Hollibomb]

im not okay.

Ever since my parents found out I was scuicidal, I've been to Counsling.
Then we canceled counciling.
They keep asking me if I'm okay. I keep saying I am.

I'm not. I don't want to go back to school. I don't want to go through hell again.

I Just want to make the pain stop

[Viciousbunny1]

Marking

[sky dancer.]

just because you like him, doesn't mean I can't.
I liked him before you anyways.


Dear mom and dad ;;
Instead of embarrassing me. Help me yourselves. Yes I respect my pastor but what the heck. Freaking ugh! I never wanted to be homeschooled and you knew that. I hate what you've forced me to do. By the way.. That Sunday class, I don't even pay attention to, I'm not going to freaking do everything you tell me. Cut me a little slack for once. It's been -- years and I'm sick and tired of how you've treated me like your slave.

[Air and Time]

my two best friends have betrayed me
i don't even trust anyone anymore, i just need to vent my feelings
i'm so angry yet these tears won't stop falling
and i'm sick to the stomach just thinking about them
i've never felt so alone
but for once, it's good
i don't need friends
what are you talking about
no
i don't need friends

little thingy
um
i still feel a bit angry about them maybe a hug if anything please?

[iniquity]

Why do I trust people anymore..

I feel like curling up in a ball and crying...

[Viciousbunny1]

Someone pm me, I need to talk to someone. Something is gonna happen to me... I need a person to talk to.

[Viciousbunny1]

Please pm me, I need a big hug. The biggest hug of my life.

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

I don't know how much longer I can do this-it's getting worse every day. I can't sleep at all, so I'm always tired. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they will say I'm attention seeking or overreacting. My friend is having family troubles and I don't know how to help her, and I just can't do this. I am the nerd, teachers pet, straight A student, and I always get great scores on my tests, especially my best subject, science, but I'm lagging behind on homework, and I just failed a science test. My depression is bleeding into my roleplay characters, making my only means of escape-roleplaying-useless. Nobody wants to roleplay with me anymore. My best friend is getting sick of me 'dragging her down' and wants me to be happy, but I don't know how to tell her that happiness is an echo of a lost memorie that I never had. I can't do this. My mother drives me everywhere as I don't have a car yet, and I'm not telling her that I'm depressed, so I can't go to a psychiatrist, to get anti-depressants. What can I do? I just want this to stop. I'm so tired... Yet another sleepless night.
Please, I need help.

[Thalassic]

Mom why do you think teasing me about my weight is funny.
If I had a choice, I wouldn't be like this.
I'm trying to accept myself, but you are making it near impossible..

[Toro]

This year started out really great. I was excited and happy to meet new people, but things are starting to weigh me down by the day. It's just gotten to the stage where I just want to fall asleep and not wake up until the end of the year. My best friend has been in another state for a while now and I really miss her ;n;

All this complicated stuff is going on at my school. I just wish everyone could get along and see the good in each other and just mind each other's business. I'm usually a bubbly and friendly person but all this negativity is bringing me to the point where I feel like I'm actually going to be sick ;-;


To all of you having a hard time:
You have infinite hugs and cookies from me. Keep your head up, you can get through this. Although we might not know each other face to face, we all stick together like family. We stand together through both our highs and lows and NEVER abandon each other. (I probably sound really cheesy but you get the point)

I give you all my love and respect.
<3