Feel free to skip, like my friends ignore my sadness.
I feel so left out, so
hated, so worthless, so
pointless, so stupid, so
fat, so ugly.
Sometimes I wonder if people
are actually aware of this
majestic thing called EMOTIONS
okay.
I cry, I'm in pain.
Friend; 'Oh LOL look at this
pic of ____'
_
Like, seriously? I'm not
even sure I want to have friends
anymore.
I try to act all happy and
bubbly, and they believe it.
The only friend who knows that
I'm never actually laughing is
one who doesn't even live near
me. I have to pretend to get over
stuff. I don't want people to look
at me, pity me and whisper,'I feel
so bad for her, that one gloomy
girl' or,'Ugh, get away from her,
she's not right'
I'm awkward. I don't fit in anywhere
I try to. I be myself and I get
yelled at.
And to make life even better,
I have a massive sunburn.
THANK YOU LIFE,
and I look forward to nothing.
But I'll be fine. I always have to be, right?