by apollo. » Mon Aug 04, 2014 3:56 am
^ see a doctor the internet is not a substitute for actually professional care.
I'm sure your absolutely fine, but I would see a doctor just in case. Sometimes when were already scared, we can make things a bigger deal than they actually are.
I wish you luck though.
So I just got into a fight with my mom which ended with me sitting on my bed crying.
Today started off good, it really did, she told me to invite some friends over, so I called a friend but she didn't answer so I told my mom ( who felt the need to hover over me the whole time) and she started talking about yesterday when I called other friends or something like that, I had no idea what she was talking about so I just started asking her questions about it, I wasn't trying to be rude I actually had no idea what she was talking about.
Then she just started screaming at me about how I never listen, about how I was being a complete brat and if I wasn't her child she would call me worse, then she started yelling about how she could never win with me and started to yell at me again before saying "fine this is just going to get worse so I'm going to stop."
Ouch. I know I have little self esteem but yelling at me to get more self esteem isn't going to help me get any. Well mother I'm sorry I didn't turn out to be your perfect child, I'm sorry I'm so mean to everyone around me, I'm sorry I'm so spoiled when in reality I'm not at all, I'm so sorry I can't do anything right I'm just so sorry.
I feel like I actually can't do anything right though the other day I spent half an hour trying to do a messy bun. A messy bun. For anyone who doesn't know what that is most girls can do them in 30 seconds when I couldn't do one in 30 miniutes. I have pretty good common sense compared to my friends but that doesn't matter to her, or I guess it doesn't matter in general because I manage to fine a way to mess everything up.
I could use a hug or some advice I'm still sitting on my bed and have no idea what to do
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apollo. on Mon Aug 04, 2014 3:59 am, edited 2 times in total.