Lintto wrote:I wish I could make everyone see how I feel when they treat me so poorly. I so badly want to be loved and accepted, but I'm constantly thrown aside like a dirty rag.
I love my sister so much, but she doesn't care. Daily she hurts me with her cruel words when things do not go right...but it's okay because she's pregnant so mood swings and abusive comments are acceptable. When she wasn't pregnant it was acceptable because she was tired...there is always an excuse.
I know I'm fat, disgusting, a loner, an idiot, ugly, etc. I accepted that a long time ago..but I love her so much and daily she has to look down on me like I'm garbage. My mom can deal with it, but it hurts me so deeply.
Oh no, honey, don't ever think about yourself like that. Pregnant, tired or not, there is no excuse to treat a family member you love that way. This is ridiculous, don't ever drive yourself to think that you are worthless. You mean so much to others than you even know. If you need anything, shoot me a PM, I'm here to help.