Happy Birthday ~Silver!
It’s another year since the last birthday surprise so! Why not make another, expect with more! >w< And trust me, its full blown this year! Presents everywhere! Anyway before we get to the paragraph below, I just want to wish you a wonderful, Happy Birthday ~Silver.
Silver, I know we haven’t spoken in months, but please do know I was still there, every single day. Though sadly enough, on days, I did question things. “Maybe she just doesn’t want to talk.” “She is probably just busy with the event.” “Maybe I bother her too much, and she needs a break from me.” “Who do I share these feels with? Oh yeah Silver- oh wait, never mind.”
And then I thought, 7 years of friendship couldn’t be broken that easily. No way. So I still had some hope in me. It shown through the tough times when I really needed a friend, to tell me you were still right there. Trust me, not just anybody could cheer me up like you do.
Sometimes I look back on past times that made our friendship questionable. For example, the time I broke my friends foot and I became really depressed with guilt. I felt like a monster after that experience. I’d had actually tipped a full blow table on her foot. You tried to cheer me up, telling me that it’ll be ok, that this wasn’t me. I said possibly the worst thing I could have ever said in that situation.
“Maybe you just don’t know me at all.”
And we didn’t speak for quite some time. After a while I had realized what I had done I felt even worse. The state of our friendship was on the verge of disappearing. I knew I had to apologize, which thus I did. The acceptance of it, though, was wonderful.
Ok enough with the sad things! >w< Because well, our friendship didn’t always have bad times! Obviously! I won’t babble on here, lets continue to the next post to hear the rest of this adventurous tale we call our friendship XD
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~TIW