Pikachu <3 wrote:summer love. wrote:he's dead.
i can't believe he's dead.
If you need to talk, rant, or just want a hug my inbox is open <3
thank you
i just need time to cope
Pikachu <3 wrote:summer love. wrote:he's dead.
i can't believe he's dead.
If you need to talk, rant, or just want a hug my inbox is open <3
Dreams; wrote:I need a hug and a friend
maybe a cookie...
Ҭhe βewilderbeast wrote:Some time around last night I remembered a creepy typing game I played. To put it short, as you went through this "game" It got creepier. Anyway, I had played this so many years ago to the point not having any clear memories, but simply the distinct memory of daring myself to try it. I guess it happened only last night when I remembered, but it freaks me out even to this year ;u; I need comfort, and I need to try to get this off of my mind.
I have another problem e.e whyyy All of this is old, but it still freaks me out, and I remember this even clearer then the last. Before I continue, do NOT tell me I need to go to a doctor, get a Psychiatrist, etc, It was likely my imagination. It was NOT A DREAM.
My dad had that music that's supposed to help you sleep. Anyway, I was likely exhausted, but the music turned to a few different voices that seemed to whisper nastily about me. Two were as soothing as voices at night from a song could get, trying to get the others to stop scaring me, I admit, I could have started crying, had I not been so startled, and not have the reassurance of my parents with me. This continued on for a while, and the mean voices eventually got soothing too. I guess it gets somewhat soothing at this point, but it's still freaky. As I said, I was still awake and I was tired, but I saw animals, some shapes I don't know moving. All of the voices tried to get me to sleep. I did eventually asleep, but I knew it wasn't a dream. It must have been my mind working.
As I said, I do NOT need a doctor or see a Psychiatrist, I am not Schizophrenic. I just need an explanation other then me needing to see somebody, or some mental disorder.
~ t r o u b l e ~ wrote:
☢ I've been trying to do more realistic human busts lately [digital art if you were confused]
But I can't do males. and I can't do bodies or anything lower than the shoulders
I try so hard and study references and guides but I just can't get it done. and I practice sketches all the time. and it doesn't work
Its really bothering me.
I have so many good ideas. but I can't get them right and I don't want to submit crappy works
and I feel so ignored.
Posted something I was really proud of in my gallery and only a few have commented and liked it.
Kinda depresses me. like me hard work is going to waste. ene
guess thats how I feel about a lot of the art I do
can I just have a hug? I think I'm just being emotional and all
~ t r o u b l e ~ wrote:
☢ I've been trying to do more realistic human busts lately [digital art if you were confused]
But I can't do males. and I can't do bodies or anything lower than the shoulders
I try so hard and study references and guides but I just can't get it done. and I practice sketches all the time. and it doesn't work
Its really bothering me.
I have so many good ideas. but I can't get them right and I don't want to submit crappy works
and I feel so ignored.
Posted something I was really proud of in my gallery and only a few have commented and liked it.
Kinda depresses me. like me hard work is going to waste. ene
guess thats how I feel about a lot of the art I do
can I just have a hug? I think I'm just being emotional and all
Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 13 guests