i've thought it over long and hard over the past three+ painstaking hours and fought and argued with myself about every possible outcome and ultimately i've decided on everything. i'll be detailing them in the next bit of this post, so bear with me. xnx
1: When I saw them, I knew I did not, under any circumstances want them separated, which left me with two alternatives.
a} i could own them both, which would have a lot of nasty reprocussions amongst everyone who's been pining for them, although this would ultimately be a LOT easier on myself to manage OR
b} I could co-own the babies, even though I have character ideas preconceived for the deer, including various gender ideas, personalities and the like, which some may disagree with.
2: I want to illustrate a 7-chapter (specifically 7, no more, no less) comic book featuring both of the deer as (potentially titular) characters. It would be mystery genre, where the twins go out and solve mysteries, both otherworldly and criminal.
{NONE OF THAT SCOOBY-DOO CHILDPLAY HERE}I was considering hosting applications for co-ownership on the condition that they would help me illustrate AND write, but that would throw me over the edge, tbh, and I don't even want to go about doing that since co-owning is a foreign concept to me, and one I'd only consider doing with someone really close to me, like my sister. uxu
3: I'm stressed enough as is and I need to manage my stressors before I hurt myself. I have a LOT I have signed up for my Junior year of highschool next year {5 AP Courses top the list} and time is my biggest restraint right now. While I'd love to entrust someone else with one of these deer, as well as have someone to help me on the comic, I'd like to be able to manage it in my free time. I recently picked up comic writing and illustration because it looked fun and while it is, honest, it's time consuming, especially since I want to do traditional for the one on the right's panels and digital for the other deer, as well as other small things.
Lastly, I'd just like to say thank you guys for all the interest, but I will be owning both deer. However, the first chapter will begin production after I finish reading my book over again and I hope I'll have some readers! I will also be seeking guest artists and while I don't have much to pay, I'd be willing to trade art for a page, comic panel or even art to sandwich between chapters.
I still have yet to decide names, so if you had any serious ideas, please let me know. They are both females {left is MtF trans and the right is cisfemale}. I'll be deciding on final names in the morning... it's midnight, here.
&yes! most definitely. i'll make sure to be a good girl this time and wait my two months. xnxEDIT::
also, i'd like to be added, please. i'd like to separate the deer's images for my herd's archive.