Things That Annoy You (V. 74)(rule update: read them again!)

[The One & Only Vapor]

at my friend's house and can't play minecraft on the xbox because it's only single-player ;A;

[moonie,]

yet again ill be left with staring at my cieling bored out of my mind and questioning the answers of the universe

i wonder if i could bug my friend into a pokemon battle. but i wouldnt want to bother them sighs loudly rolls off cries

[solstice.]

i have so much muse for this one roleplay but no one is posting.

[snowing]

heartburn stop please

[leblanc]

i wish my friend would feel better but i can't do anything about it

[Max]

I wanna join another roleplay because I have so much muse for RP too and coding a form but all the good roleplays I find have premade characters. Ugh no. Stop. I want to decide what my character looks like. I want to decide on their age, I want to play around with their personality.
Narg. ;_;

[starsailor]

Unable to find a RP partner...

[Liliette]

once again, I lost my earbuds

[wibeke]

I had a solid two days of being ridiculously excited for school. It's been my dream to go to this college for years now, at least one of my room mates is totally awesome (and the other one will show up eventually), I bought a bunch of neat stuff for my dorm, and the whole school just seems fantastic. September really can't come fast enough.
But at the same time I'm absolutely terrified and nervous that this isn't going to work out. I love to do art, I can't think of any other school I'd want to be at or any other carreer I'd want to have, but I'm afraid I won't be good enough. Everyone's art is so fantastic and while I actually do like my art quite a bit, I'm so afraid that it won;t measure up to what everyone else expects and it looking for. Everyone else is so creative and thinks of these amazing things, but my art is so... generic.
And the people are fascinating, but they seem like the type of people that I'll never be able to make friends with. They're all so exciting and creative and interesting and I'm just boring as hell.

And now I'm trapped under a pile of self-doubt all over my first art assignment.
All I have to do is draw a small, 8 x 8 picture about what the word PLACE means to me. But I can't do it. I have an idea in mind, but it's just not good enough. Nothing I can think of is good enough and it's my very first assignment. what if this becomes a pattern. Maybe I'm not fit for art school. I had a nice enough portfolio to get into all the schools I applied to, but I'm scared that that's all I have. I made a few good pieces but I don't have the brain or the creativity to get any further.
I've struggled in school for years and I gave up in my classes because I "wasn't good enough" for math or science or english or history. I thought I was at least good at art, but I'm not even sure I have that.

I'm sure this will all work out and I'm probably just freaking out over nothing. I really hope that's true. I just don't want to fail. I need this to work out for me, I really don't have any other options at this point.
Ugh.

[0000007]

//has muse for five minutes
//scetches amazingly in animeish style
//decides to try to scetch more before muse dies
//fails horribly
Ffffffff I dunno if I should make her a character now or nottt
Uguugjughahahhdhwn

How do you art ?