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[ryan!]

Hai. Yup. Writing goes here. I will work on this later. Uhm. Yeah. Byeeeeeeee.

Hi. Yeah, that up there... don't worry about that. You can call me Rose. Errybody say "Hi ROSE!"

"HI ROSEEEEEE"

Sorry. Had a stupid moment there. ANYWAYS

W A R N I N G
I say anyways a lot.

So, this is a thingy where you can read about my life. Yeah. (I say yeah a lot too) Well, I do role-play and I love Divergent and singing and books and horse back riding, and I have a sister and I love Warriors and Erin Hunter stuff and Books! (did I already say that? Well, I love books. So... uhmh) Anyways, this is just about my life. I will not put too embarrassing things here, but I just felt the need to share my awesome writing with you people (animals? I always wondered if you all were really just animals typing and clicking around on computers that animals made... okay that was stupid) anyway. (<-- yup) I like writing.

I do Divergent, Warriors, Animals, Gone (a book series) and mostly... any role-play that looks fun and interesting. I love animals and romance... so... lol. If you have any rps and would like me to join, I do all kinds of them! I am active and literate and I can do long and short posts. Don't worry about me, I'm just roleplaying.
I am... kind of obsessed with CS. Like... I am on here all day. Of course I am on and off for other things like cleaning my room or something like that. But that is only because it is summer. *Sighs* Ikr. (I know, right) I just really want a lot more time on here during school. But I can't. Obviously.

[ryan!]

Hi. I'm back! Nothing is really going on in my life right now that is worthy. But I am going to camp next week! :) We go to the pool and all that fun and awesome stuff. I am thinking about making a short movie and posting it on youtube. But I am not sure if I should tell you what it is about though. :( Anyways, I was wondering if anyone knew any really good editing programs for mac? Because I already have one of them that comes with the Mac, but I don't understand how to use it. :(

I'll see you guys later. :)

[ryan!]

Hey, I'm going to start and write interesting things soon. :)

[ryan!]

Okay, Hi.


As I feel like I could be a good writer some day, I can't get a big enough urge to write. Yes, I can act, yes, I can code... and obviously..type. I just can't write. I feel like you have to build up something before you... start.
The plot.
The characters.
The place.
The reason.
I guess I start at those things. Then, I get tired. I get bored, and don't finish. And I hate that about myself. I am too open-minded to give a crap. I have too many ideas to even think. And one of those, is make an Idea list. It works. For a while. Then I try a check list. It gets lost. I forget. I think I need help with this. I can't find myself in certain things, and one of those is paying attention. I can't in school, and I scored low in "listening" every year on SAT. High in reading and vocabulary. Not math, or geometry. I guess I am different.
I like to say I'm different. But, how can I say that when there are people out there, just like me? How can I say that when my soul mate is out there, just waiting. (Maybe they don't know it) But they are just waiting for me to come along, and fall into their arms. What can I say? I am a helpless romantic that can't even write her own stories. So, now. I will attempt one, here on this very page. Not on Chicken Smoothie, not on any other form, but this one. I will build up the plot, I will build up the characters and I will build up the place, and the Reason. That is all I need to do. I just need to work.

I know I might seem like the dramatic type, but I am really... just not. Easy. Simple. I basically sit in front of my computer all day and be a disgrace to the older generation that are trying to fight technology. The generation that didn't have any of this. I wish I could be like them. But I'm not. And I am who I am, and how can I change that when I have a life to look forward to of being me? Yes, I know in the beginning of this paragraph I said I was not dramatic, and I sound like I am. But, in truth I am just a girl who wants love, acting, reading, and writing. I just want a life I will love. And I understand that there are things out there that I will have to work for, and pay for. But I will push myself to get there. Even if it means work more hours, or skip an important meeting to do something else... I will get to my goals. I am just a goal setter, I guess sometimes I can see myself as a role model, a leader. But at certain times, I don't. I can't. It just feels like people are putting pressure on me to be the best I can be. Like one of my teachers, she had such high expectations for me. And I hope I will live up to them.
Just recently my mom told me I was maturing. That I was growing into a strong person. I smiled. She said she wouldn't have stood up, or... said those words. She would never had even looked at the person I faced that day.

Okay, I am going to give you guys some traits of.. me.

- Quiet
- Honest
- Secretive
- Kind
- Caring
- Selfless
- Strong
- Brave
- Happy
- Insecure
- Self-preserved
- Goofy
- Natural
- Calm

Yeah. That is who I am. And who is going to change that?
You know, I always tell myself that I will never change myself for certain people. Like, if I was with someone, and they wanted me to change... to be like them... dark (possibly) ... smoking ... person ... I would never follow them. Why wouldn't I? Because I am who I am. I know I've said that before, but it's true. You are too. And I know, and hope you will live up to your goals, and never let anyone brake you into someone else. I want you to be you. I may not know you... but it is what I wish of You.

[ryan!]

Yeah Hi. I'm here.

And guess what I'm going to talk about now?
Love. I am just going to be straightforward. For the rest of the posts on.
I love...love. And you know what? I'm too young for love. Pulled away from the true feeling of it. I am just young. I am not permitted yet into the arms of the other I love, the other that is is no relation of blood to me. But, I am allowed to smile, laugh, play, and have fun with the one who has intrigued me. But. That is what I want. That is not what I have.

I will write more when I am in the mood. And for now, ta ta!

(You may comment, and all that good stuff. Critique whatever. Please do.)

[ryan!]

Hello. I'm back. I have decided that I would tell you the story, with different names (including mine) and places. Yes, I don't want anyone finding me or the one I have a crush on. Well, I don't know If I have a crush on them...
It's complicated, as you can see.

I will be writing more when it is more fascinating to type.

Ta ta.

[ryan!]

So, what's happened since I was gone?
Nothing? Well, yeah, obviously.
If anyone is reading this, and wondering something like "So...is this a Diary?" No. No it is not a Diary. Why in heck would I be writing a diary. I feel like I am better than that. So...I am going to start writing short stories that I wish where my life and post them on a different thread because no one seems to care about this one. xD

See ya! I'll post the thread soon.