by Sen507 » Fri Jun 06, 2014 8:24 am
I know it's a really odd thing to be upset about, but it's bothering me that my mom is being so kind to me this week. We normally get in arguments a lot and she insults me a lot, but I understand that since she's been going through a lot of pain over the past few years. It's final exam week for me right now and I think she doesn't want to make me upset since she's so worried about my grades, but when she's being this overly nice, it just makes me feel really guilty whenever I'm not studying and makes me worry more about how she'll act if I get bad grades on my finals. I mean, she just went out to get dinner for me and bought a huge tray of around 50 raw oysters (which I usually like, but my dad won't eat), but when I told her I really didn't want to eat any raw fish before the exams in case it would make me sick, she just said that's fine and that she would eat them on her own. She also got two lobsters and literally just drove back out to the store to get me lobster bisque and softshell crabs because I mentioned that I liked those foods. She's usually not like this at all, so it's really confusing me and making me feel really bad when she doesn't get upset about anything and just smiles and praises me.
I also have a Chemistry final exam tomorrow and another Chemistry test on Saturday and while I've been doing pretty well in the course, there's a lot to remember (most of which I'm really confused about) and the one on Saturday will be the most important test that I've ever taken so far, and I know my parents will be really upset if I do poorly on that. If I do, I only have myself to blame.
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