Invite only, closed rp

[Brallie!]

sarah- i wasnt sure which thing he was talking about..."what do you mean? are you talking about lucian..."

[ryval11097]

lucian: i ran away into the woods unsure what else to do

[Ayato ototochan]

"I'm talking about my whole life...I never am able to remember anything that happens when I'm not able to control myself. I always hurt all of you and I can't remember a d**n thing about it. I don't know why I do it or why it happens. I don't remember anything that I have said or done...I'm scared Sarah...I don't even know who I am anymore...all I'm capable of is hurting the people I care about the most and I don't even remember doing it...I don't know when I'll change or what will happen. I'm scared of myself" Max whimpered

[Brallie!]

sarah- i sighed and sat next to max and put my hand on his and focused on every happy memory i had of him..the first time we met, cookies you name it i felt a surge and i sent them to him and moved my hand away "thats who you are...." i felt a tear go my cheek as i remembered the happy.. stood up and walked into the kitchen, i put my hands on the counter and starred at the ground..i cant do this.....

[ryval11097]

lucian: i sent max a mental message. "hey max...you ok"

[Ayato ototochan]

Max's eyes widened slightly as he saw the memories. He glanced at Sarah as she walked away. He but his lip and got Lucian's message I could be better he thought but are you ok?...I'm truly sorry I hurt you...Lucian I don't know if I should even be alive...I have hurt all of you and...and I don't know how to stop myself...I don't want to hurt anyone anymore... he could feel more tears dripping down his cheeks

[Brallie!]

sarah- i sighed as tears streamed down my cheeks and slid down and sat on floor, what am i doing.. i got up and wiped my tears away the best i could got my jacket and walked past max to the front door "uh lucian or someone will be by soon..." i shouldnt have come i should have left with lizzie now all i do is feel worse...he dosent trust me why should i stay...

[ryval11097]

lucian: "please max...you didn't hurt me. i still have have a few things about me you dont know"

[Ayato ototochan]

Max watched Sarah leave and sighed sadly I'm sorry Lucian... he thought before he stood up and walked out of the house before running at full speed to a cliff. He stood on the edge and looked down at the rocky earth. He whimpered "I should never have existed" he murmured and closed his eyes taking a deep breath.

[Brallie!]

sarah- i saw max run..dont do it dont before i knew it i was running after him i stoped and saw him standing on the edge of the cliff "You know thats not true...." i said when i heard him