Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Dear skul.
I want you to know what's inside,
The pain that I am forced to hide,
I smile to keep it in,
In hopes you won't see.

This depression, it's killing me,
And if you have been seeing what I write, you know it's true,
I hate myself, and I know I'm useless,
In the end, I'm not even a name on a page.

I can't take this anymore,
I hope you understand,
Why I stop hiding the pain,
Maybe you could help.

I hide so I don't hurt anyone,
I'm going to die anyway.
Don't bother joking around,
Because the laughter I show is fake.

I hide behind a smile,
My smile becomes a mask.
I laugh when I want to curl up and die,
I stay silent when I can't laugh through the pain.

I hope you understand ,
Why I'm going to stop lying.
Why I'm taking off the mask.
And let you see my feelings,

But it's only for a second,
I'm going to die eventually
Best to show how much I'm hurting
Than keep it all inside.

I want you to understand
I'm not angry at you when I'm silent
I'm not sulking when I'm ignoring people
I just can't pretend to smile

It's hard to answer 'what's wrong'
When nothing is right.

~lexi

[TheSonicRainboom]

Dear OCD, MCAS, and the heat,

Stahp.

Dear Ancient Romans,

How come your language is so complicated?

Dear Z___,

If you don't make a move anytime soon I'm asking S__ out for you, k?

Dear ___,

So you gonna make a move or not? I think you love me. I feel the same. Nah, girls can't make the first move. You'll think I'm crazy. Wait a sec, I am c(;
PS, if any of my friends bring this up ever again I swear on the soul of Mitt Weston I will never let you see the light of day again, k?

[candycane001]

Dear Boy who sits in front of me,
I don't know why, but I have this huge crush on you. I met you this year, and you are everything I love. Unfortunately your girlfriend thinks so too. Today in class, the teacher commented on your relationship with her and I felt like I was ripping in half. Today you held the door open for me, and when I held another for you, you smiled. You are funny, sweet, smart, handsome, and overall just awesome. I don't know why I feel this way. You were talking to your girlfriend in the hall, and as I walked by I waited to hear your laugh. I know you love her. Before her, I thought you loved me, but now I see it. You just flirt with us all, don't you? I know that, yet I still wait for you. I sometimes catch you sending me a glance like I'm crazy, and your eyes just make me fall deeper. Don't ask me why. I do everything to try and get you to notice me. I try to make you jealous by flirting with the other guy in front, and you laugh at him. I try to keep my head down, waiting for you to say, 'What's up?', but you never comment. You ignore me outside of class, and that in itself made me realize, nobody here actually cares enough. We laugh, we chat, we have fun, but outside of that one room, everyone flips a switch. Yet I still love you. Heck, everyone seems to. Even my best friend thinks you're cute. So I just sit there.
Sincerely,
When will you notice? xo
P.S. If anyone here has any tips, I'd appreciate it.
P.P.S. If you know me, please shut up. I get enough about it from you guys anyways.

[Archaic_GreenEye]

Dear... My spanish 3H teacher,
do you honestly think you deserve your job? Oh wait, I'm sorry, I though spanish was about learning the language, not about some stupid "Juanes" singer you people are obsessed with. He doesn't even sing half his songs in spanish! When my parents were in school no more than like 20 years ago (for all you kids out there, thats not long ago, calm down), they would actually SPEAK SPANISH IN SPANISH CLASS. OH MY GOD SUCH A REVOLUTIONARY THOUGHT. Even if this stupid class was called "spanish history 3H" or some garbage like that, shouldn't we at least read Don Quixhote or some of the other finer arts of spanish? English and Spanish are both language classes, why does one focus on conjucating 7 words different ways and singing (in english).. and arguning mute points, while in the other *cough**cough*english*cough* we study the language. Please, Señora B----, for your health (as I will start throwing text books at you if this continues) LEAVE THE SCHOOL OR DO YOUR JOB! Sometimes I don't understand how some people could possibly like the school system here
-Archaic (Im known to you as the only guy not accepted in SHS, I have a better grade than most so... why not exactly? Im also far more mature than half)

[kathwren]

dear ,
i am in love with you.
we may never work out, but i hope we do. it'd be a long shot, but hey.
i liked you when i first met you, then our friendship grew and i fell in love.
slowly, then all at once. like the way you fall asleep.
our friends all tease me about it, they all know.
i know you might possibly feel the same way, and i just want to know, i want you, all your bad habits, all your flaws, all your bad days, all your bad moods, your laugh, your smile. i want your past, your present, and your future.

you light up my bad moods with your smile, and you could make me feel like i was home, even in the middle of somewhere we've never been before. a simple message from you can turn my bad days around.
you are beautiful inside and out.

i hope we can work out, sometime soon. because i want all the stars in your eyes, i want to be your sunshine on a cloudy day.

i doubt you'll read this, but if you do, hah, awkward...

all the best,
- sperry

[runnershigh]

dear mum,

stop. just.. stop. stop teasing me. please.

love, your daughter who is perfectly capable of handling herself

-

dear K,

please don't do this to yourself. seeing you like this makes me depressed, and i wish i was there so i can hug you and comfort you like you deserve.

love, someone who cares a lot about you

-

dear A,

hhhh y u so cute n y u so confusing

love, that girl you danced with

-

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[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Dear life.
Have you given up on me. Am I that easily lost? I ask my friend for reasons why I shouldn't let go, and they avoid the question, like they have none.
No reason why I shouldn't give up on you.
Sometimes, in the darkest hours of the night, I make scenes in my head. How many people would attend my funeral? One, two, none?
I am clearly not worth it, but why can they not think of a reason? A reason to stay alive?
And some pretend to care, but they haven't spoken to me at all. Not about what's important.
I'm sorry for annoying you, life. I'm going now.
~lexi

[vega.]

Dear my conscience,
Ok, Whoever you are, whatever you are. Stop messing with my life. Every good thing that happens to me, something equal in value that is bad happens to me. I was looking forward to this sports trip, and I just to sprain my ankle. I can't run any more and I have to keep a cast on for a month. And the other scene where I was looking forward to a pool party on my team, but the water ended up to be almost freezing? And when I rode a horse, I just had to fall off. What are trying to tell me? Use my dreams, not my reality! You are the cause of most of my self destruction, and now it while take moons to return my confidents and trust within myself. Now i'm petrified that I will fail myself and everyone again. Ever since I got this cast, I've realized that I have broken my heart in every possible way, love,confidence,trust,hope,faith, peace in myself. I've lost almost every thing that means to me, my opportunities, my honor, my respect, and my only optimism. I can't help but think it was not *only* my fault. I always screw up, and somethings helping this. It cannot have been why I don't have many good friends, or why i'm always separated from them. It could've been only my screw ups which caused my father to leave me and lie. Or why now hurt myself more often because of this distress. Even it was not you or it, tell me how to fix it. I have a flight that leaves 3.5 hours, please don't screw my trip up!
I hope that since something really bad happened to me, something really good will happen to me in the future. One thing for sure is that,
I'm a girl with limited luck.

[forecast]

dear _____,

no, no, no, no! stop! please! i don't want this, please stop it. please!

[Sariee_Fairy]

Dear brother,
You shouldn't have done that, mom is so mad right now it's not even fit. Look at what you've done, not only did you lie, you fought with someone. How can you do this to mom? Have you ever thought that maybe WE HAVE FEELINGS? Not everything is about you, you are not the king of the house. Ever since dad has left for his job you have been so disrespectful... You are going to be the one to break mom, you are going to make her break down. You don't help with the chores, you are rude to me and mom. All you do is play xbox or minecraft. I'm on the verge of breaking; here I am trying to help out and you don't do a darn thing. I am so done. You don't even know, when you come home you are going to get it, that or mom has already yelled at you. And don't forget dad, just cause he's away doesn't mean anything. I guess you'll have to learn the hard way.

From,
A fed up sister