Many Moons Ago... WarriorsCats RP .:Always Accepting!:.

[Toxic Nightshade]

It's not that she didn't want to spend time with him. If a cat from her clan saw his fur on hers, scented him, or caught her talking with him, they would strip her of her medicine cat duties, and being a medicine cat was what she loved! She couldn't give it up!

[Royallioness]

At this point Shadowfur wondered which was more important to her: her duties, or her mate and kits. If her duties were more important, he would find another mate who was willing to be around her mate, even if it meant she might be in trouble with the clans. Not a medicine cat glued to the spot in their den.

[Toxic Nightshade]

She almost wailed out loud, loud enough for the birds to fly away, but she didn't. She hated herself. Shadowfur obviously loved life as a loner more than he loved her or the kits. He wouldn't even join the clan! She obviously didn't matter to him.
But how can he love a medicine cat who sticks to her duty? she thought, He obviously can't. I'll just have to live with that. Then, it hit her and she froze, Or die with it! she thought excitedly. So that's exactly what she decided to do. She hurried to a cliff face. Here, it wouldn't hurt and she'd be at peace. Shadowfur, of course, couldn't care less if she was dead, but she decided to jump. If Starclan wanted her to live, Shadowfur would help her. It was obvious he wouldn't though, he really didn't care about her. She tensed her muscles, ready to jump.

[Royallioness]

( am I evil for wanting Mothflight to jump?!?!XD))
Shadowfur went to the abandoned shop again. He grabbed the nest he made for Mothflight and the kits. He tore it up and threw it in the thunder path. He was mad. His mate couldn't train an apprentice to take over so she could love with her mate. Moving to the clans would mean death, because now the clans knew his secret. Even the part that he hadn't told Mothflight. His father had murdered the leader, and blamed it on the other clan. His father lives in the Dark Forest now. In his dreams, his father tries to persuade him to murder Mothflight and come live in the Dark Forest.

[Toxic Nightshade]

She leaped into the gorge, the sound of rushing water roaring in her ears.

[Royallioness]

((( is she gonna be ok? I feel guilty now ))

[Toxic Nightshade]

(No worries. She'll live but get hit by a monster after))

[Toxic Nightshade]

She woke up to starry cats around her.

'Yes!' she thought, thinking she was dead.

A cat came toward her,"You are not dead," she said,"Your job is not finished. You have to finish your job before you come here. Killing yourself on purpose does not count."

She bristled,"What! But I don't HAVE to live! I have no purpose!"

'Yes

you do," said the cat gently.

"But I want Shadowfur!" she wailed, ears back.

"Well Shadowfur doesn't love you anymore!" She snapped harshly,"WAKE UP!"

She woke up on the beach. Her leg was oddly twisted and hurt very badly. She hobbled along until she came to a steep slope. She thought she'd try and climb it. Slowly and painfully, the beautiful tired young she-cat took it step by step, wincing every time she hauled herself up onto a ledge. She reached the top, and scrabbled up the last ledge, cringing in pain. She smelled something funny and went near the Thunderpath to check it out. She spotted a fallen apart nest and since it was partly assembled and was nearing dusk, she would quickly grab it, hide it and sleep in it. She limped onto the Thunderpath only to he met by the roaring sound of the monster as it came barreling toward her.

SMACK!!!!

[Royallioness]

Shadowfur was awoken by the sound of a monster bell, and the snapping if bones. He ran up to the cat, and picked it up. He never realized who it was until she tried to speak. " Oh my god. Oh my god, Mothflight. What the heck did you do?????"
(( awwww, Shadowfur still loves her, he just wants to keep his life for a little longer, that's all ))

[Toxic Nightshade]

(Haha lol))
"Help," she said feebly, she could say no more and her eyes wouldn't open.