by [As]modeus » Tue Apr 01, 2014 6:58 pm
Dear [most] family members that associate with me regularly,
I think I have depression, but I'm not too sure of what kind it is. I just get weird sometimes, and it may or may not be because something made me upset. I just feel, depressed. Sometimes, just out of the blue.
Current matters aren't really helping, either, though. It's so frustrating, and people constantly bother me about it. "What's wrong?", "Are you okay? Is there a problem?", "Oh come on, you're not really telling me. Do you need to go to the hospital or something?". I hate it when people ask, and I literally do not know how to answer them because I don't know what's wrong. I just feel depressed. After a while, you start thinking 'Well, I don't really know why I feel like this, but you're making it worse. Your question drilling, and advice-giving ignorance is my problem, now.'
-Shadowed in self hate
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