I got out of bed, panting and puffing like the past few nights of my slumber. It was getting worse. It was messing with my sense of reality.
I still didn’t understand it.
I had to – for the sake of her fragile mind – keep it from Wildfire. I didn’t want to scare her, and what if those dreams were simply from the depths of my mind that feared my future beyond belief? Without magic, nothing can mess with the mind. So nopony could have simulated it upon my sleeping state, as nopony close to me knew what Wild and I were up to.
I rubbed my eyes and combed locks of silver hair away from my face before leaving my room. I had to be brave, I had to protect Wildfire, and I had to focus. I wasn’t going to risk everything laying on my shoulders because of some stupid nightmares, because I was responsible for so much at that moment. Wildfire couldn’t cope with it by herself, she’d never handle it – she needed MY help and MY guidance.
My magic.
I found myself wandering not to the breakfast hall, but through the throne room and out the entrance hall. I walked idly past the guards and to the large, silver front gates, where one of the guards there looked at me funny.
“Princess, are you alright? Where are you off to at this time?” he asked, concern edging his voice. I grumbled.
“I’m fine. I need to clear my mind. If anypony asks, I’ll be at the coffee shop.” I said with a sigh, walking through the gates that he opened. I trudged off down the white cobble street, ignoring all the strange glances I received from the posh ponies of Laheb City. Caffeine was the very thing I needed to give me an energy high and stop me thinking about everything.
I arrived at the tiny, fancy cafe on the corner of the street, where I dragged myself through the door. The inside seemed larger than it did from the outside, and it was rather pleasant. However, I didn’t have the motivation to be admiring the interior of a coffee shop.
I walked past some surprised-looking ponies to the counter, where a waitress greeted me with a grin.
“Good morning, your highness!” she exclaimed, propping her front hooves on the shiny wooden surface. “What would you like?”
“Just a coffee, thanks.” I mumbled in gratefulness. She nodded a toothy smile and ducked behind to fill up a china mug with foamy brown liquid. She returned it, and when I took the cup in my magic I suddenly realised I didn’t bring any money with me. Luckily, I was an alicorn and rather good at magic, so before the waitress was able to question what I was doing, I summoned a few Gems directly from my room and they appeared before my eyes. Money was one of the few things ponies could summon, but only if they owned that money.
Without another word, I took my drink to one of the outside tables and sat down to consume the stuff. I sipped slowly, gazing absently across the street at all the fancy buildings and decorated roads. It was nice to appreciate the mental silence of the bustling city morning, and not be concerned over what I needed to teach Wildfire. It was just so hard, it was just so unclear, it was just so intimidating.
Why was it me? Why Wild? Why dump it on the shoulders of a couple of teenage fillies, stupid Prophecy?
I moaned and drained my cup, my head falling to the wooden tabletop. Nothing was right any more.
The caffeine was beginning to make my senses tingle, and I shuddered. It wasn’t the same sort of magical charge I got from refuelling my powers, it was more just the need to run around everywhere. I stopped feeling sluggish, so I stood and abandoned the cafe. I trotted down a few of the streets, trying to burn the energy piling up inside of me from my liquid breakfast.
I soon reached the city square, where quite a few ponies were hurriedly crossing to get to work. I realised that in the open air of that area, it was rather chilly in the Autumn breeze, making me shiver a little. I looked around then swiftly ducked into one of the side roads.
But then, as I tried scurry down the road, I bumped straight into somepony. I gasped, embarrassed by my terrible concentration, then apologised before checking who I hit.
I got a surprise. “Wildfire?” I said bluntly. She pursed her lips “What are you doing here?” I asked with a smirk.
“I was originally looking for you!” she replied. “But then the coffee shop was empty, so I thought you went home.”
I sniffed in amusement. “What uh, why were you looking for me?” I asked awkwardly.
“It’s stupid but... oh come on, I’ll tell you somewhere else.” She said hastily, looking around. Her mane was plaited in the fashion she slept in, but the way she was rather awakened told me she’d been up a few hours already. Wildfire grabbed me and teleported with ease, and I quickly realised she’d taken me to the privacy of the completely empty botanical gardens.
She led me over to a little gazebo on a hill in the centre of the gardens; I assumed so we’d be able to see if somepony was trying to spy. But as if they’d want to; nopony knew what we were doing anyway.
“I’ve been sleeping really bad. I still don’t know how much you know about all this but – I’ve been having nightmares.” She said in a hiss. I creased my brow, not shocked. I didn’t know why it wasn’t a surprise, perhaps because I wanted to know more specifically what she meant.
“What were they about?” I asked cautiously. She blinked tensely.
“They were horrible... just about fire and yelling and screaming. It wasn’t about the Prophecy but it has to mean something...” she pushed. I nodded slowly. I was beginning to get it. Maybe my own dreams were similar, and maybe meant something. I needed to know... perhaps make a map, a plan of what they were saying. I kept my cool.
“Tell me the story. What happened?” I said calmly and flatly. I needed the storyline. I needed to link it with my dreams. Understand it.
“Um... well, I was attacked by an illusion of myself as the Queen I transformed into that time. She screamed at me and told me I wouldn’t ever escape that... I don’t know – side?” she said. “Then somepony else told me gently that I should go back. I guess that wasn’t really relevant, maybe revealing my fear or something.” She stopped momentarily.
“Keep going,” I insisted.
“OK, um. Well, then, I attacked the voices and the illusion. I basically erupted into flames, and felt strong. Like, not even just magically strong. Uh... physically strong? Like, I could do anything. I was really powerful and stuff, and I defeated them.” She said, blabbering rather fast.
I pondered for a moment. I wasn’t an expert. I was just going to mess everything up, but I had to try.
“Physically powerful?” I asked. She nodded. “What about your appearance?”
“Fire everywhere.” She let out a broken laugh. “My hair was all shiny, my wings were on fire, my hooves were on fire all the way up to my elbows, my horn was on fire, everything was just on fire.” She told me. She grinned a little. I sighed shortly. What did it mean?
“Hm. OK.” I said. Her smile faded.
“What are you implying?” she asked. “Is it worthless?”
I glanced up at her. “No, no! It’s not, at all. I reckon it’s similar to mine,”
“Yours? What, you had them to?” she asked eagerly. I huffed.
“Yeah, actually, I did.” I sighed. “But they’re different to yours.”
“Would that mean something?” she asked. I shook my head.
“I don’t know! I’m sorry Wild, I just have no idea.” I replied. No! No, I had to know... I had to know, for her! I had to keep calm... I spoke again before she could say anything. “But I will know, I will. Don’t worry.” I insisted. Her eyes became nervous. I felt like such an idiot.
After a minute of awkward silence, Wildfire, in idle, set her hooves on fire. I gasped, suddenly shocked she was doing it in public. Somepony would see... I was about to stop her, but realised that perhaps I needed to study it. I bit my lip and looked around the gardens, seeing nopony.
Wildfire looked up at me with a blush, as I gazed at her hooves. The visions in her dreams were accurate to real life! The fire went right up to her elbows. But – why was that? Wildfire didn’t have more power than me, did she?
“Is that draining you?” I asked, still looking at them. “Using more power?”
“No, uh, not really. I’m not using more effort.” She cocked her head. “Actually, I don’t think I’ve ever made this much fire before.” She brought a hoof to her face to look at it.
She looked quite stunning. I noticed, that as she allowed the flames to flicker on, her hair began to lift slightly off the ground. It flowed a little, shining. It created a glow that lit up the shady gazebo. It was quite amazing! But – Wildfire was by no means more powerful than me. Definitely. I wasn’t going to doubt that and I wasn’t going to be jealous – these were simply aesthetic.
Questions aroused.
Why?
But all of a sudden, out of the blue, my thinking was interrupted. I gasped in absolute horror, as some ponies came into view.
One was grey and black, the other grey and orange.
Oh crap was all my thoughts managed when Tenebris and his new buddy Blaze came striding up the path in curiosity.
“NO!” I gasped. “TB, turn around and run away,” I said, eyes wide. Wildfire, hearing me, began to panic.
“Gah! Flare! My fire’s not going!” she cried. She bashed her hooves upon the concrete, whimpering. But it was too late. Tenebris and Blaze saw Wild, freaking out as her hooves were still on fire, and her hair was still glowing. They’d seen it all before during the Hiem war, but now they knew we were talking about stuff in secret.
Tenebris’s blue eyes watched me in suspicious, narrowing. Blaze just sort of awkwardly stood behind him and watched Wild panic.
I turned back to her with a mad expression. “Put it out! Calm yourself!” I hissed. Wild looked at me in desperation, before closing her eyes and forcing the fire to fade. Her hooves extinguished and her mane rendered itself once again normal, falling back around her face. It wasn’t in its plait any more. I glared at Tenebris.
“What are you doing? Are you spying?” I demanded.
“No!” he cried in defence. “I was showing Blaze around!”
“What did you think we were doing?” I asked, not lowering my guard.
“I don’t know! But now I think you’re up to something. Geez, Flare, don’t act so suspicious.” He said, huffing. I stopped, gaping. Yes. We blew it that time. If we hadn’t acted like that, perhaps they wouldn’t have suspected it. I wanted to throw my face into a wall. “So, what ARE you doing?”
I threw my face into one of the walls.
“Uuuugh...” I moaned. “It’s really secret. Go away.”
“No.” He replied flatly. I twisted my head around to stare at him, hurting my neck. My forehead remained planted to the wall. “You have to tell.”
“No, Tenebris! I can’t tell you; it’s actually really secret. Also Blaze barely knows us.” I spat.
“Blaze can know! He’s your Aunt’s messenger. He’s like, I don’t know – family?” he replied.
“No, Blaze is not. He’s not related to us.” I retaliated. “How do you even ‘message’? You’re a unicorn.” Blaze spoke for the first time, draw dropping a little.
“I just, uh, teleport.” He said quietly. As I studied him a little, still rather cranky, I noticed he was wearing a stupid-looking vest. He wasn’t at a party. But, in my frustration, I didn’t bother questioning that irrelevant factor. Maybe it was a Skyrithian trait.
“Go, TB!” I yelled at my friend. He looked a little taken aback. But, after the look of surprise, his forced determination returned.
“Please, Flare? Seriously, I’m like your I don’t know – ‘boyfriend’ as you referred to me? You have to spill.” He sighed.
“Or what?” asked Wildfire. Tenebris brought his gaze over to her.
“Or... I’ll tell Sparkle Flame.” He said, chin up, but expression twitching a little.
“That’s really immature.” Replied Wildfire.
“Is it? So, would that be completely fine if I just told your completely overprotective sister, or...”
Horror flowed through me.
Nope.
No, it would not.
Wildfire and I spoke in perfect unison. “NO.” Tenebris retained a smirk, though I could tell he was about to crack. He was slightly stronger than that, though; and I didn’t want to risk blowing our cover and having everything messed up.
“What’s going on?” he asked. Wildfire sat down on the gazebo’s bench, Blaze and I sat on either side and Tenebris was near me. I stared him down for a moment, but he gave me a fragile poker face.
“Do not – repeat DO NOT tell anypony, alright?” I said very sternly. He nodded. “Wildfire and I NEED this a secret from those who have the power to do something about it.” I then turned to Blaze, and he looked at me in surprise. “You, too. Tell Syrenix and you’re dead.” He lifted a hoof to defend himself.
I waited a moment.
“So... I’ll make this very short. Need to know only.” I said. I then sighed and looked at the white concrete floor. “I found a book that foretold a Prophecy; one in which Wildfire and I had to go and defeat my mother and bring ‘peace’ back to my kingdom. Pssh, my kingdom...” I muttered. “It was really vague and wasn’t written in a way like it was informing us what to do, because it’s written as a history for Volglacia up until around eleven years ago. It’s super recent and very, VERY vague.”
I glanced at Tenebris who was basically staring at me, his irises tiny and his mouth gaping. I straightened my mouth, not really finding much else to say. For the first time, Blaze spoke by his own accord.
“Have you tried looking for something more than that? Something that DOES inform you what to do?” he asked in his soft voice. I grunted and shook my head in something that sounded like annoyance, but more of frustration at myself, and my search for answers.
“No, I guess not...” I mumbled. “What else would there be? Where would we find it?”
We were rather silent for a moment. I had to really remind myself that the boys didn’t know what was happening, and they didn’t know as much. They weren’t going to be thinking as deeply as us. But perhaps that shallow answer pool of theirs would allow them to fish out better questions, questions we couldn’t find as we searched deeper.
“I’m guessing – knowing you – you didn’t actually look any further than that page. Freak out moment.” Said TB flatly. “Look back at that book.”
Wildfire butted in, agreeing with Tenebris. “How did the book get in there in the... wait. Flare, what was the book called? Surely if couldn’t have been ENTIRELY about Volglacia. An entire book would have given more information.” She said in curiously, resting her shin on her forehooves. Blaze looked past her at me.
I stammered a little, quite astonished I didn’t actually take much of this into account earlier. “It was... um... I think it was just a random magic book.” I replied, legitimately not remembering taking in the title.
“Magic book?” asked Wildfire. I pursed my lips and looked at the ceiling.
“A magic book on kingdoms I think? I actually have no clue.” My words were blunt, as blunt at my mind at that minute.
“How did it get in the outdated section anyway? Accidental?” asked Blaze. The sound of his voice was so foreign to me. I wasn’t used to it – almost to a point where I wasn’t comfortable with him knowing.
“Father said he actually found it before us, before Flare even came along, and put it in the outdated section.” Replied Wildfire. “Hell knows where it came from before that, and if he found it before Flare, how could it have been UP to the time Flare arrived here? It would mean that it was written at the time of her being abandoned.”
“Books are printed every day. Maybe it was just a normal book. Bought by the palace librarian and placed there!” I suggested. It was plausible. Maybe. We probably needed more information, to find out what was actually going on. It was fiddling with me. I made a gurgling sound.
“Alright, alright. Ponies, we need to go to the library.” Said Tenebris, standing. I looked away, thoughtful and rather concerned. Wild stood up after him, then Blaze. “Flare?”
“Yeah, I’m coming...” I whispered.